我の日记

2009-11-18T20:18:00.002-05:00

hahahaahahaa!
I know huiyi will still be friend with me, right?

hehs. A month to go for the end of this semester! YOHO~ HAHAHAHAHHA
I lost my blog-bug =( Thats why I didn't blog for quite awhile.
and my blog is D.E.A.D LOL~

Will write a more decent post next time =)

2009-10-07T00:06:00.002-04:00

@..@
dots s s s . . .

Life in school is still manageable for the time being, I hope there wouldn't be any changes until the day when I graduate. It's impossible though.

Okay, we were given our very first assignment, our first formal paper, for english today; I had my very first test, Spanish, in College today. Well, you can simply feel that something is coming in by looking at the two clauses above.

I think the very first Span test wasn't meant to kill us as I feel that it was a do-able paper. Anyway, to ponder over something that has already been over is really a grave mistake. Discharge your sophisticated mind and move on will alway be the sensible choice.

I said it
I do it
I'll make it
.
.
.
happened

adios.

2009-10-04T22:42:00.003-04:00

oh WOW.
dots. dots. dots . . .

We'd fire drill in the middle of lesson today. Nessa was like I never knew there's fire drill in college, neither did I. It reminded me of the last fire drill I had in Singapore - JJ. That day was one of the hottest days in singapore, we were all gathered at the I forgot what they call it - something like parade square. The memory is clear - I was nearly turned into a roasted pig.

Almost everyone I encountered in school asked me about the major I took, and my answer is sweet and simple undecided. Some of them took computer science, education and etc. Being a teacher was never a job in my mind, because I knew it very well that I'm not going to be a good teacher - I can never teach as I can never explain clearly.

Last saturday, during math class, Profesor Hendrick asked me to share the strategy I used for that particular question. I was like huh? err. . . I explained and he laughed and said some students only know their works by themselves. I seriously can never explain; Right Aline? I tried to teach Aline on the vectors questions few days before the math tests, I think she got even more confused after I explained. LOL

Anyway, I just want to show the main point - I can never teach and explain period

This is to Jiayi, I tried to call you few days back about the decision that you are deliberating on but I couldn't reach you. I don't know if I got your number wrong or whatever the reason. Send me your new number or try to give me a call.

I'm trying to decide my major, people say you save time the sooner you decide your major.
For wherever she's going, she has to bring along the confidence with her.

adios.

2009-10-01T22:02:00.004-04:00

IDK.
Seemed simple yet complicated.

oh WOW, the spanish test that I studied for two days was cancelled, Happy birthday to me -.- I was kind of disappointed as I was, you know, excited about sitting for my first spanish test and *shy* I was ah-hem kind of confident.

Hehs, oh anyway that doesn't matter anymore. The test got rescheduled to next tuesday which means I have to study it again -.- This is part of the reason why I was disappointed.

Professor said something to me during the class, because I am one who doesn't give comments or contribute to discussion in class; and I think she realized that and she said 'you can't hide' I was like 'huh? Can't hide? From what?' . . .

Because I was wearing a bright lime green jacket today -.- And do you know how I realized what she meant? When I turned my head around, everyone was wearing jackets in black or grey colours -.- My jacket stand out wth . . .

dot dot dot . . .

Oh ya, I found a new method to curl my hair and it last for a day! Finally . . .
I used a hair straigtener instead of a hair curler to curl my hair, yeah hair straightener. Hahahhaha and it looks more natural (I think =D), most importantly, it last =)
Oh it was from youtube by the way =) hehshshshshshsh.
now I want to grow my hair longer! Hohohoho!!!!!

Oh yayayaya, on the 29th September! You know what day was that?! Es cumpleaños de mi madre!!! =))) My mom's birthday yo! =) hehhehs. I called her and told her that I owed her a present hahahah. I still have the least idea of what to buy though.

photo: credited to my bro!

bye bye bye bye bye !
adios.

2009-09-27T04:59:00.002-04:00

I'm awake now.
couldn't fall asleep.
woken up at such weird hour.
not knowing what to do.

decided to study.
hardworking?
hahah.

adios.

2009-09-16T11:22:00.004-04:00

CHANGES?
Does time change everything?

Does time change everything?

I used to think that time changes everything - your friends, your thinking, yourself.

however, for some obscure reasons, I don't look at it that way.

it depends.

it depends how you want to look at it.

I don't want things to change.

Smile and smile and smile till you go crazy hahahha =)

adios.

2009-09-09T00:21:00.002-04:00

So time does fly . .

It's peculiar when you're feeling down at this moment and over the moon the very next
I couldn't figure out certain thing at times
It feels like a tangled knot that can never be untangled
and
It bothers me like sh*t!

hahah.
I'm not trying to be emo
It's just that it seems like I don't really know how to write a proper blog post.

anyway, I went shopping alone yesterday. I didn't dare to step into those shops at first, cause I don't know, for some reasons, I just didn't dare to. Haha, but, still I went to mango and bought TWO tops! =D I like but I really hoped that my twinny was there to shop with me and give me opinions haha.

Goodnight everyone
adios.

2009-09-05T20:24:00.005-04:00

Not enough.

Everything is not enough

cause she never realized how much she already has.

and

She's kinda afraid of the dull life-cycle ahead.

sometimes I wonder:

Am I'm really that strong like what she said?

adios.

2009-09-03T23:30:00.002-04:00

¿Cómo estás?
Muy bien.

¡HOLA! Me llmo Salina. Yo soy de Brooklyn =)
Hahaha. Well, I bet everyone in the class had great time laughing today as professor Saab shared his funny experiences. My first day of Spanish lesson on the day before was a disastrous one because the professor seemed to be in his own world (I think he really enjoyed teaching), he got so excited that he kept talking and talking, with his Spanish accent, that I got lost and didn't know what the hell he was trying to say.

He taught us the basic Spanish conversation on the first day, like the one I used as introduction, and he tried to test us immediately. I bet the luck wasn't with me then cause I was the first one who got tested -.- He pointed at me and start to slap the question right on my face! What the hell @#$%^$#@#$%^ I swear to god that Spanish words are hard to pronounce.

¿Cómo te llmas? (meaning what's your name?)
I knew how to answer but I just couldn't bring myself to answer it -.- and my reply to him was hahahahah then he said Oh, your name is hahahahha? GUESS WHAT?! EVERYONE IN THE CLASS BURST OUT LAUGHING!! Watlao, embarrassing only. Tsk tsk.

Yeah, school-ed today. I had Second Spanish lesson today, hmms, I kind of get the hang of it already - learning a new language is really FUN! But the language that I want to learn most is either Korean or Japanese =(

College textbooks cost me a bomb! I bought my used-Econs text for $158, Yeah USED! -.- The new one costs $208 -.- Daylight robbery sia -.- WATLAO! I xim-tiang leh =( Then, today, I bought my Spanish text and workbook for $91 -.- It's new by the way hahah. Sighs, Very expensive leh, I couldn't fathom why are they SO EXPENSIVE loh -____- I didn't buy my maths text because there's this book bank in our school. We have to pay to borrow the book for current semester, I borrowed my maths text for thirty bucks =( STILL VERY EX LEH! SHIT SIA, two more books for English are waiting for me =( SO WANTING TO DIE LA, SO EX #$%^&*(&^%$#@#$%^&*(*^%$#$%^&*(!!!!!!!!

1st September
Aiyo, I felt so wanting to kill myself cause I actually dropped off at the wrong stop -.- It was like already 5 minutes past 9, I didn't want to go back to the subway station cause its gonna cost me another $2, so I decided to walk back - Blocks away =( It was very dark then, kinda scary cause I heard a lot of stories about how people got robbed and so on. I tried to call ANGELINA - busy; I tried to call my parents - never answered; I called Perry eventually, bugged him to chat with me until I reached my house.

He funny only loh, cause he hadn't had his dinner yet so he asked me to give him suggestions on foods, he even let me choose -.- yeah, you know why funny? He said he want to order the foods online . . . but when we were about to end the call, he was still deciding on the foods to eat -.- and it took me around 15minutes to walk from the station to my house. Then I told him, Aiya, you don't need order already la, go to bed now and have your breakfast tomorrow. Then he said he couldn't sleep cause he's very hungry -.- and I almost fainted on the spot.
Had great time laughing while chatting with him - the really stupid conversation we had.
muchas gracias lah.

okay.
Adiós - I never knew it's a spanish word until today.

2009-09-03T00:25:00.001-04:00

Gotta go sleep byebye =)

Good night everyone =D
adios!

2009-08-29T23:11:00.002-04:00

=.=
two thumbs up for myself!

Well, today was my first day of school and, inevitably, I had insomnia last night. It is kind of normal because I always get insomnia the night before school starts, it's for sure! LOL. Hahaha, it wasn't that bad cause I'd great time chatting with my darl and mom till late night yesterday, till I was kinda sleepy LOL.

I woke up at 9 this morning. I set alarm for this cause I didn't want to be late for the first day of school! WHO KNOWS -.- The E train service has changed! AND I WASN'T AWARE OF THAT! I waited for like 15 minutes before I realized that the service has changed -.- WATLAO EH!

I thought I would be late for like just 15 minutes, that wasn't too bad right? BUT WHO KNOWS?! We had traffic jammed -.- for trains, yeah for trains! -.- It was really embarrassing to have to walk into the class with all eyes staring at you! Apologized and found a place to sit =(

I WAS EFFING LATE FOR 30MINUTES FOR MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.
very pro right? I know.

adios.

2009-08-27T00:02:00.004-04:00

MEET ME HALFWAY.

A very super nice video =)

and school is starting on this coming saturday! =D

adios.

2009-08-17T23:39:00.002-04:00

TRANSITION.
Think about it . . .

I had orientation today - boring.
It'd been a long day and people were whinning - exausted.
After today
I realized things changed hell lots.

Despite the inevitable college stress that is going to slap my face, I know I gonna survive till the forth college year ~~right?~~.

adios.

2009-08-09T16:10:00.002-04:00

HEADACHE.
It's torturing me like s**t :(

I don't remember when the last time I got sick was, and I don't remember the feeling of being sick is this torturing. When I woke up this morning, my throat hurt like hell. I couldn't even speak properly; it's as if my throat got stung by something whenever I talk.

I went back to sleep after having my breakfast. (Just a bite of muffin, cause the pain in my throat was unbearable.) I thought the pain will alleviate after a sleep, but -.- not only that I didn't feel better, I felt giddy at the same time and headache!

watlao! It's torturing me sia. Uncle asked me to see the doctor, but the thing is I don't even feel like stepping out of this house.

Light-headed.
I think I need to sleep.
adios.

2009-08-05T15:27:00.003-04:00

RESTART.
I'm given a second chance.

I've had nearly four months of long-break, and I think it's time for me to get ready and go back to school. I was lucky enough to be given the permission to choose what I wanted, and the best part was that I got it. Therefore, all the more I shouldn't be giving any room to disappointment (of my parents) and failure right? If It Is To Be, It Is Up To Me.

Hey everyone! I'm back to update after three days of laziness =) First and foremost, I'll be starting school on August 29th! Time flies huh? With just a blink of an eye, I'd been living in New York for almost four months (two weeks more to four months) and that means I haven't been touching any books for four months already. I wonder if I could survive when school starts, sighs.

My classes are scheduled on Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday. Look how hardworking I am to go to school even on weekends! LoL, just kidding. Actually it was because I was kinda late for scheduling of classes and most of the classes on weekdays were chosen by others. That taught me a lesson: get things done as soon as possible!

I haven't decided on my major yet since they say the decision on major can be put on hold until next year. There were compulsory subjects like foreign language (choose between French and Spanish, and I chose Spanish), history/philosophy, sciences, arts, math and English and etc. I wanted to try taking up psychology course (compulsory), but like what I said I was kinda late and the available seats for psychology were all taken. I got no other alternatives but to take the course on next semester.

Hmm, frankly speaking, the thought of being able to start the school soon explained my euphoric mood. I'm really excited to go to school right now, probably is due to the very long time disconnection with the study-world. Hahah. Oh, the best best best part is that I don't have to take science-related subject for this semester, I'll have to take it on next semester though, I bet everyone who knows me well enough knew that my science sucks! Haha and I bet I'll be into insomnia the day before the school started.

Last. I heard that Huiyi has been constantly coming to my blog, hahahahah pardon me for my grave grammar mistakes =) ahahahhaha. Jiayou!

p/s: To my P.Fam, Jiayou!!!
p/p/s: To all my friends in JC, Jiayou and work hard for distinctions okay! =D

adios.

2009-08-02T22:04:00.004-04:00

SLEEPY
Sleepy sleepy sleepy

Sleepy.
Okay, I'm really sleepy but I don't feel like turning in right now.

the earth is orbiting.
the time is flying.
the pace is accelerating.
and I got to move on.

I couldn't fathom why I never feel contented
instead, I'm always thinking that the world is unfair to me
always thinking that I'm missing something important
bizarre.
I got to be like a grown-up.
Today, she's officially embarked on her journey of realizing her deepest dream inside.
Have a good sleep tonight cause tomorrow is waiting for me
a lot of things is waiting for me to get them done - by myself.

No more reliance
No more spoon-feed
Except for independence.

nighty-nights world.
adios.

2009-07-30T13:42:00.002-04:00

HUMID.
suffocating-

The temperature has gone really high this few days, the heat is almost unbearable.
I had melted for like don't know how many donkey times - countless.
I went to my school yesterday, took the subway
It was weird because the supposedly air-conditioned train should have driven the heat away from me, but instead it seemed to have drawn heat to me.
I was sweating like mad, couldn't stop fanning myself using those papers I'd in my hands.
after a few stops. .
So, there was problem with the train, and we were all told to get off the train and board the one in the opposite platform.
If only I knew, I would have got off the train even earlier! -.-

Anyway, the sweltering hot weather wasn't the only factor that had ignited the fire in me.
but the vain trip that I'd made after freaking long hours - 1.5 hr - of staying in the train!
I was supposed to return the immunization record back to the health center in YC
and they told me to get a report, something like a proof, to show that I'd the required injections done.
So FINE! I tried my luck and headed to the testing office to see if my result was ready: it was ready.
BUT they said I've to bring my high school transcripts with me -.-
I remembered very clearly that I wasn't told to bring any paperwork along!
I need to make another trip down to YC next week. Sighs

When you're into something/someone, stop hesitating and go for it.
Don't ever let it slipped away.
Few weeks before, I saw a red wallet.
It was like love at first sight! LOL
I was madly in love with the texture, the design and the color but - the price -.-
hahahhaha-HA! Aiya, I very poor d ma!! :(
yeah, anyway, I'd deliberated over buying or not for weeks.
and finally, when I decided to bring it home - it's sold -.-
过了这个村没这家店 - it's SO freaking RIGHT! T.T
I doubt I could find the same wallet ever again haha.
too bad.

Oh by the way, I'm in work right now.
and I brought my vaio along to kill time while I work.
all thanks to Robert's broadband-Access or else I wouldn't have had the chance to sit down here and surf the net - blogging.
Hohohoh!

adios.

2009-07-29T09:56:00.005-04:00

YET.
thought gloomy days been over yet here comes another storm.

I'm currently staying at my big uncle's place.
but my school is located in Queens where my second uncle lived - really far.
Now I'm left with a decision to vex, again.
as yet, I haven't thought of the supposedly right decision to choose
I loathed making decision, always!
People gave me different opinions
worst is, whatever they analyzed for me seemed to make sense!
and their 'analyzations' left me with ironies.

I'm contented with what I have right now
I know it is already impossible to get the things that I really want back
but I don't want to lose any more things that could quench my thirst.
Everyone is so good to me yet I'm . . .
I almost died from guilt.
Anyway, the decision will appear on its own one day
at least, before 28th.
whatever the future lies ahead, I ought to prioritized my studies on top of everything else.

Well, I went to gym yesterday again!
I couldn't fathom the reason why either
I'm someone, like what huiyi said, who couldn't complete running one round on the field track.
I admit that my stamina is really hopeless
yet, I felt good running on the treadmill =D hoho o.o?
really good.
the feeling was like, oh I could put everything aside for a little while.
concentration.
concentrating on the loud music that was blasting in my ears.
concentrating on the lyrics that was sang into my ears.
I think the gym is going to be the place for me to take a breather from the coming stress.

Hhahha, funny eh?
You must be wondering why I always relate everything to stress LOL.
I seriously, have the least idea of knowing how to handle stress.
and the hopeless thing is that, I can't stop giving unnecessary pressure to myself -.-
Sighs, why am I born like this?! Aiyo~
Anyway, I'm looking forward to the first day of school! =)
and I need to get ready and go to school right now: to give them my immunization records -.-

adios.

2009-07-27T23:52:00.004-04:00

BROKEN.
words.

Few days ago, I made a promise to myself:
from today onwards, I gonna sleep at 10 o'clock, latest 11.
However, the fact that I'm right here updating my blog, at this hour, clearly showed that I broke my own promise. Hahahha-HA!
It's 2358 by the way.
It's not that I broke my promise on purpose, and I really want to sleep early but sometimes I just can't.
Okay, please don't think that I'm giving excuses.
The lonely red vaio that was sitting on the table, waiting for her owner to be back, is always too alluring that I couldn't resist the temptation to switch it on.
Hahaha, I'm giving excuses. =P

I think it's not healthy to be protected all the time.
because I used to be protected.
cared.
loved.
I'm still though, just that everything was done in different medium - different.
Now, I'm all on my own, with the mental supports from my family and friends though.
I, somehow, seen through a lot of things, learnt a lot of things.
Everything seems to be changing, so much
that when it's time for you to realize - it's already changed way too much that you're left behind with your old habits.

Time flies, with just a blink of an eye - I'd been here for three months already.
Frankly speaking, I'd long been acclimatized.
to the environment,
to the foods,
to the drinks,
to the weather,
to everything
but the people - it's hard to read their faces.
some are good, really nice.
some are bad, really mean.

Anyway, school is starting real soon
few more weeks, perhaps.
I'm excited but nervous at the same time :(
Afraid
that I'll give up half-way to the finishing line - the end
that I'll let stress overwhelm my determination, my perseverance
I'd failed once and I can't let myself savour the taste of failure a second time.
having eluded from the tremendous pressure, I thought I could be remained unseen behind the curtain of fantasy
But I thought wrong.
The cruel reality seemed to have woken me up from my flawless fantasy.
It's time to show my life what I've got!

I think sleep is going to elude me tonight.
adios.

2009-07-26T21:39:00.006-04:00

RAINBOW!
bear with the heavy fall . .

I SAW RAINBOW TODAY! =D I haven't seen it for like years! The sky turned really grey when I was on my way to look for my cousin, almost everyone on the street increased their speed and walked really fast except for those who have got umbrellas in their hands. When I was half-way to where my cousin was, Elizabeth st, it started drizzling and at the point of time, people weren't walking anymore, they started running instead LOL.

I wasn't intending to run, because I kind of enjoyed walking in the rain. LOL, but later at that time, I changed my mind because the rain was getting heavier and heavier until it was pouring -.- and so I got drenched, thoroughly. THANK YOU VERY MUCH LO. Anyway, the lifespan of the rain was really short - around 20minutes. Right after the rain, I saw the rainbow, but my camera wasn't with me today :(

Well, it's Terrence, my little nephew, birthday today. We had a small normal party for him, hmms, nothing special and nothing interesting until it was time to bring out the birthday cake. Everyone was singing the birthday song for him except for his brother, Jeff. You know what was he doing? He was playing the birthday song as background music for us to sing the birthday song. So sweet right? Hahahha. and that increased my craving for learning piano!

It was funny when it was time for him to make a wish. Everyone was waiting for him to make a wish, the house went really quiet and I think it was kind of embarrassing for him. He was thinking really hard, and we were all waiting patiently. But you guys know what he said in the end?He shrugged and said I don't know, all of us burst out laughing LOL. He is cute and funny LOL.

Hahaha, by the way, do you guys miss BOBO?!!? Hahaha, I do, I miss him very much leh =(
He is one year old already! =) Dad, mom and bros celebrated his birthday with him hehs =) and I think he's getting darker and darker LOL!! HE IS SOOOO CUTE LAH! HAHAHAHA

I think this picture very funny! LOL I wonder who was playing with him.

I WANT THE CAKE!!!! WHY IS IT SO FAR AWAY FROM ME! :(

Videos of him! =D

pictures and videos: credit to my bros :) they quenched my thirst [sound so wrong] LOL.

adios.

2009-07-24T00:11:00.002-04:00

NIGHTMARISH
stopping soon?

I wish I'm in a dream all along, I wish. Even if it's a really bad dream, I just hope when I open my eyes tomorrow, I could see the rainbow right in front of me. Everything that is revolving around me is nightmarish, maybe my old friend visited me - think too much, negatively - and that's why I never stopped feeling troubled by the unnecessary troubles.

Why do we have only 24 hours a day? I think having 24hours to spend in a day is never enough for me. For example, I'd 8hours of sleep yet I yawned non-stop for the whole day. What is this?! Sometimes, I wish I could sleep all the way and don't ever wake up for the next morning until I feel that I've had enough sleep.

You know what, I was having this really good dream the day before - I dreamt that we were having great fun in kbox - it was so real that I almost thought I was in reality instead of dream but everything was spoilt by the stupid 7:00 - time for me to wake up and get ready for work.

Talking about work, I really want to stop working so badly but, at the same time, I don't want to stay home like an idiot doing nothing when I stopped working. Dilemma, yes it is. Sighs, I don't like my life, I never liked my life though. It's 5 minute to 1 right now, I gonna get my sleep and I hope I never need to wake up tomorrow. Hahaha, I sound as if I'm thinking of suicidal no la~ LOL!

adios.

2009-07-22T11:55:00.008-04:00

DREAMS
are reality.

I used to be really ambitious when I was little, whenever people asked me what do I wanna be when I grow up, I would simply said I want to be an air stewardess, nurse and a teacher! out loud. However, as time goes by, I realized I couldn't make myself say my dream out loud anymore, not anymore. Not only that, the level of my confidence is fading off day by day, I wonder what's one gonna be like when his or her confidence got drained out - miserable?

Dreams are fantasies while reality is brutally cruel - life. There was times when I feel like throwing everything away and ignore everything that was troubling me. I do have a dream living inside, not dream but dreams; but like what I'd said, I don't have the courage to show everyone my dreams.

What I need is perhaps motivation? I always motivate myself through various ways but the feeling of re-charged lasted never more than a day. Why? It was like the impulse of giving up would come back and haunt me after a night of sleep. Life is getting more and more complicated right now - from bad to worst.

I'm never contented. I'm always envying others who are having things that I don't have but in actual fact, I actually had everything, so much that I took everything for granted. When I was on my way home from the tests yesterday, I thought a lot and I saw this poster with a phrase don't let regrets hold you from a brighter future written on it. It's true right? I'm living in regrets for almost all the time, and it's man stupid -.-

Sighs, anyway, I can't wait to start school right now. With the heavy loads of school works, I believe I won't have any more space for regretting all the things that I'd done. At the same time, I would, most probably, get sick facing all the stress and I would get so upset that I wanna give up everything again. LOL.

Since it's impossible for everything that's already been done to be undone, I think the only thing I could do right now is to work hard to get my life twisted back to how I want it to be. I wonder how long the motivation in me can last, LOL! Hahhaah-HA!

Okay. Enough of emoing. Now six-flags! =D

Terrence

Terrence and Jeffrey =) He wasn't sleeping by the way, he was just feigning.

The giraffe came really near us, that was like so funny! LOL

nice shot right? I know hehs

his butt! LOL

He has got really LONG neck! LOL

Elephant!

rhino!

Lion! ROAR!

Zebra!

This ostrich pecked at our car! LOL

THe goat? Nice view right?! =)

THE ROLLER COASTER!

THis thing looks really crazy! LOL but we didn't get to try it cause it was closed on that day =(

Fire works at night! =)

OKAY HAHAHA finished! =D I've got a lot of pictures but lazy la~

p/s: I wish I could write really well like matt, hahah but it's kind of impossible LOL =(

adios.

2009-07-22T00:24:00.002-04:00

REVAMPED
It's changing. .

Hmms, a BIG change huh? Have you already noticed it? It's kind of obvious anyway, yeah that's right! I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! =D I got sick looking at it (I set my blog as home address) for almost everyday, and so I decided it's almost time for me to change a new skin! Hahaha, I don't really have time to make a new skin but I used someone else's skin from blogskin.com hehs. Anyway, I did some changes here and there and I love it! =) I wonder when will I got sick looking at it again =p

I think I'd enough craps for the introduction haha. SO, first and foremost, I need to wish my DARL JULIANA a.k.a JUL A VERY HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!

To darling: I hope you had a memorable 19th birthday
celebration. Firstly, I'm really sorry that I couldn't be there to
celebrate your birthday with you together with the rest of the P.family.
Secondly, I'm really sorry that I couldn't wish you happy birthday on 21st at
00:00 because I was having test at 12 that day and I actually made a huge
mistake for remember the date wrongly (remember the day I woke you up?).
Hhahaha, anyway, I know I'll be forgiven no matter what ahha. Darl, may all
your wishes come true for this year, next year, and the years down the road okay
haha, I believe all of us have a dream, go for it and let's work hard together
to make them become a reality instead of just dreams okay =) I look forward to
the day when five of us could be talk, laugh, chat, play like crazy together
again and I know it wouldn't be long =) ILU&IMY.

I went to six flags (Amusement park) last Saturday, and guess what?! I GOT SUNBURNT! -.- I never knew I got sunburnt so easily. Anyway, we had great fun screaming LOL, El Toro was the best roller coaster ride I've ever had, it was so fast that I couldn't even lift up my head up due to the strong wind that caused by it's speed! AMAZING! LOL. Yeah, we had great fun though but something spoilt the day! -.- We were in this long queue to get the water ride (log flume), and we were told not to bring anything including water bottles into the queue; so fine! No water, no nothing. But when we were half way in the line, I went to the locker and take water for Terrence because it was really stuffy (feeling of being suffocated) in there but the security guard (the watchman?) kicked me out of the line when I was back from the locker! -.-

He said 'once you're out of the line, no matter what reason, you've to re-queue up for the game' I was like WHAT?! It wasn't even 2 minutes and I was here in the line earlier on! My cousin said she actually wanted to show her the middle finger which she didn't eventually LOL! Sighs, I don't want to make a scene down there (it was kind of embarrasing cause everyone in the line was looking at our direction -.-) and then I was like fine, and I got out of the line -.- Hahha, but it was funny cause later in the afternoon, when we (Lillian and I) were walking to the other roller coaster rides, someone patted my shoulder and asked 'hey, did you go complain about that guy and get your money back?' I was like huh? Then he continued 'those were all bullshit, you should have complaint to them and get your money back! . . . remember to complain to them when you're leaving, cause I'll complain for you too!' LOL, that guy was so cute, 好男人! LOL BEST! hahahaha. Fireworks end the day, it was spectacular! =)

Back to today, yeah right, I went for the tests that I was told to sit for. The tests were actually from ACT. For the essay section, as we were given only an hour to complete, I was so worried that I couldn't complete it in time and hence my hand writings were totally illegible LOL. For the math section, I almost fell asleep! It was computer-based, and I was like where is the last question!? LOL, you know what I did, I actually ticked the answer when I haven't even read the question. (for some only, cause it was kind of tedios and boring and I nearly fell asleep!). For the comprehension section, BORING! LOL, after the tests, I'd to take an hour of subway back to home =(

I went to gym today too! =) AND I actually signed up for membership which cost me $250! WATLAO, I think my brain wasn't functioning properly at that time when I said I want to sign up for membership LOL. Sighs, but since I paid, I believe I would be diligently going there to work out LOL. Hahhaha.

RIght now, I need to turn in cause I need to get another doze of injection again -.-

Missing everyone. LOVEs =)
P.Fam <3>Once again, happy 19th birthday to darl!

adios.

2009-07-14T22:29:00.004-04:00

COMPLICATED.
It might seem like the end yet it's just the beginning.

Hey people! I'm here to blog and please pardon me for my laziness; Hmms, not really laziness, 'weariness' seems a more appropriate noun to use. Obviously, this is the reason why my blog has been so dead and I think it's gonna stay like this for a few more weeks =(

Something to update!!

1. My new Ipod! Look at what I'd done?! TnT

Brand new! So pretty!!! =D

BUT!!! TnT
I freaking dropped on the street while running! Sighs, and this is the appearance of my iPod right now.

2. I need to get my imunizations done =(
Haven't been to doctor for injections for like don't know how many donkey years yet I've to get whatever injections done before the school starts! For Godssake, it's not just getting an injection done but injections! It's no big deal though but I don't deny that I shudder at the thought of it :(

3. Hate my impulsiveness
At times, especially when silence lapsed in, the thought of regretting doing/saying something strikes me out of nowhere; and it's all because of my impulsiveness, I always do/say things without using my brain. Sighs, people say every mistake you make helps to teach you a lesson; without a mistake, you will never learn. Is this true? When will I learn my lesson? I'm waiting.

4. No one is forgotten
My friends are starting to doubt if they're already forgotten by me, the truth is NO! No one will ever be forgotten by me okay, NONONONONO! Haven't replied emails; haven't updated my blog; haven't heard from me; haven't received any news from me - All these don't mean forgotten! I will never forget any one of you unless I got STM someday down the roa which is kind of impossible. LOL

5. I'm sleepy.
Yeah, I'm sleepy and I seriously need to get my beauty sleep right now. BYE

Oh and I went to Broadway today [Huiyi: I didn't go alone, I went with my cousin's wife], someone was selling or promoting the bubble gun yet he was playing with the gun [non-stop]! LOL But he made that area filled with bubble floating in the air, which was like WOW ROMANTIC SIA! LOL hahahha The picture is a close-up one, not really clear though.

adios.

2009-07-04T22:35:00.003-04:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMERICA!!

Hahhaa, yeah it's July 4 today - National Day - and I worked! Hard working eh? LOL. Aiyo, my blog looks so dead! No update, no nothing! -.- So I'm gonna update a lil' as I'd promised LinYing that I'll diligently update my blog! LOL Hahhaha.

I got into York College (CUNY) :(
You know what, York College is last in the list that I would want to get into but WHAT THE HELL!! I got into York?! It's so Freaking far away from where I live - 45minutes of metro ride! But thank god that the school is just one block away from the subway station.

Sighs, I called Cuny and tried to ask if I could change the school at this time; but what I got is: the admission is closed right now, but you might re-apply for the spring -.- and I was like what?! Spring!? Too bad, right now what I could do is to study real hard for my freshman year, which starts on this september, and try to get good grades then apply for a transfer next fall maybe.

Oh ya, the thing that is troubling me is the test(English) that I have to take this July or August as I didn't pass their required score for english SAT sighs :( they told me that I will be receiving a letter on July21 :( Wish me good luck! Hehs.

KING OF POP - Michael Jackson 1958-2009
To be honest, no offense, I didn't know MJ is this popular until the bad news about him has released a week ago. (He is still the headline until today) Initially, I feel nothing about his death and that I got kind of shocked that his death caused so much pain for the world. But because he's the headline on the news, newspapers and magazines for like days; for some obscure reasons, I could feel the sadness that his fans are feeling too.

I was actually watching his concert videos that people uploaded on youtube moments ago, those concerts that he had were amazing; those dance moves too, awesome! I never knew he is so good at it, I mean dancing LOL COOL! Even though the world had bid goodbye to him, I believe he will always be remembered from the bottom of heart.

Okay, bye bye ahahha, sorry for the abrupt end cus I gonna talk to my mom now hehs! =D

So once again,
Happy birthday to America! =D

adios.

2009-06-12T10:50:00.002-04:00

DISAPPEARING.

will it be someday down the road?

Wow it'd been three weeks since I last updated my blog! LOL, time flies with just a blink of an eye huh? Yeah, and I didn't realize until I did the calculation LOL. Well, honestly, I don't really know what to blog. Pardon me 'cause I'm afraid whatever I'm gonna be typing might bored the hell out of you LOL haahahhhhaa-HA!

Hmm, Some people know exactly what they're doing or thinking while me, I'm an irony myself; it's hard to explain for the occurrence of this idea and it doesn't really matter LOL! (I'm having no idea of what I'm talking about)

I'm sorry - LOL, you might be wondering why the need for me to apologize and to who? Heh, to whoever I made promises to LOL. Why? Because I'm a lazy person who always breaks my own promises. Sighs, it's against my wish though but sometime laziness just outfought the will to fulfill the promises I made.

I'm very sure that you guys know I'm working right now huh? Yeah, Perry's right - a sleepy job LOL. But I didn't waste any time doing nothing while working hehs! I've been studying for SAT subject tests, it doest really help for my admission to college though but well, I'm just preparing haha =)

I think I got kind of side-tracked LOL. Okay, back to track. Hmm, Sighs, I felt kind of tired, really tired (physically I mean). I woke up real early in the morning like 730 and then back to home at 10+, even though it's a sleepy job that I'm working but still it's the boredom that made me sleepy and tired LOL.

Hahahah. After all, I'm just trying to explain the current state of my blog LOL, anyway, I'll try to update my blog as I'd promised xiao-lin that I would hehs =)

and . . . yeah I bought an iPod!!!! hahaahahhaha =) I wanted the red colour one but it's not available at the store that I went to!! Damn! =(

Okay, gonna ring Jul up =)) hehs =) sorry for the abrupt end! LOL

adios.

2009-06-02T23:08:00.003-04:00

LIFE
carries on . . .

hey hey HEY HEY!! =D
First and foremost, I'm officially a full-timer right now which means that I'm not gonna stay at home, looking at the bloody computer screen doing nothing! Hahaha-HA! Which also means, most importantly, boredom can finally stop haunting me and that my mind can finally stop running wild for awhile.

Secondly, if you still remember, I was a part-timer before the previous full-timer left. So, I've got my first pay already - $200 - it's not much though but I think it's more than enough to shop! LOL! But, I've decided to treat my 2nd uncle-in-law (二伯娘) to yem cha (饮茶) first because I've been feeling kind of guilty after moving out from my 2nd uncle's place: they treated me really nicely, especially my 2nd uncle-in-law. I haven't even rung them once since I moved out, sound so bo liang xim eh? Hey, but I'm not okay, I tried to visit them the other day BUT I wasted hours finding the stupid library and so I didn't visit them eventually LOH! LOL.

Okay enough about that. Let's talk about today! I LIKE JAPANESE & KOREAN! Because they are very friendly, hehs =D

end of story~
LOL! And I gonna ring my dad soon! =D

No, no don't wanna end first. Hmm, I'm gonna get myself a new cell phone as soon as possible, to be honest, this old phone of my cousin's really kind of like going to kill me LOL: no camera, no mp3, NO NOTHING! LOL So what phone shall I get? Whoever reads this, do me a favor: give me some ideas please =) Hehs. A lot of people are using samsung and LG here, but I don't like this two brands -.- I loved sony ericsson but I find it kind of not very user-friendly, yeah? So, give me some ideas if you would =) hehs THANKS first =))

Then, I notice branded stuff like Louis Vuitton, Gucci and Prada seem prevalent here, be it yound ladies or office ladies or men. If you knew me well enough, you will know that I was someone who thinks branded stuff like those mentioned above are very not nice. But, yeah was, I think human beings just get influenced pretty easily, I find it kind of nice now LOL. Well, when you keep seeing the same things every day, you will find it er, actually not bad. LOL, sighs, SO I swear I'll study real hard when I'm officially a college student, then find a good job and earn as much things-that-I-like as possible!! LOL.

If you don't change the direction you're headed, you will end up where you're going
- Jodi Picoult

Yeah, If I don't change my direction, I'll end up where I wanted to be! =) SO LINA GOH, stop letting your mind runs wild and STOP SAYING YOU WANT TO GIVE UP or stuff like that STUPID DUMB ASS! =D HAHAHAHHAHAH.

To Lina's friends: if you ever felt stress or suffocated, close your eyes and
allow yourself to take a breather okay =) Take good care of yourself.
why?
because . . .
LINA loves YOU!! <3
hehs! =))

working tomorrow.

adios.

2009-05-31T15:20:00.003-04:00

Update!
eh?

Hey! It's not that I don't want to update alright, it's because there's really nothing to update for the time being LOL.

My life is really equal to no-life right now. So carefree, so relax, simply nothing to do; it'd become so different since the day I leave Singapore - no more studying for tests, no more memorizing CLL text, no more burning mid-night oil - Yeah, no more stress, it's a good thing right? It worths celebrating isn't it? If I were still in JC, the above I'd just mentioned really worths celebrating but I just feel kind of not used to it all of a sudden, it's like . . . I don't know how to say.

I was blog-hopping: went to Matt's (I always love reading his blog), a very inspirational blogger, Jiayi's (not much update), to Jul's (about her school life), to Raine's (No update), to Aki (No update), to Aline's (felt drifting apart with everything in singapore) LOL! Hahhahah-HA!

Told you there's really nothing much about me recently. I just hope everything will be fine =) Hhhahhah-ha! =)

Hmm, but I used two days to watch a great TVB drama: Rosy Business (巾帼枭雄)

SUPER NICE OKAY!!!!! =D

p/s: Dreams are simply reality waiting to happen (taken from Matt's blog) - www.matt.sg

adios.

2009-05-23T16:08:00.002-04:00

KILL ME!!
-.-

IM LOCKED OUTSIDE THE HOUSE!!
Grandma was feeling unwell this morning, and so I went to her apartment [we live in different apartments] to take care of her while she's sleeping, I didn't really know what's the use of my presence there though LOL! Lillian was, still, at home when I go over to grandma's place and so I thought it would be fine if I brought just my lappy along to grandma's place without taking my keys with me BUT I never knew she would be out with her friends today! -.-

Grandpa's back together with Terry; and because their apartment is really kind of small so I decided to sit on the staircase while waiting for my uncle to be back. Yeah, I'm sitting on the staircase right now, so lonely, so pathetic, so wanting to DIE! LOL.

It'd been long since I locked myself outside the house; and I remember, the last time I was locked outside the house, I was sitting on the staircase while waiting for someone to unlock the door for me too, yeah and I fell asleep on the staircase LOL. But I'm not gonna fall asleep this time because I'm blogging this time!

OHSHIT! I need the bathroom! Guess I've to go back to grandma's place.

Oh no wait, I shall show you a picture of the staircase I'm on! =D

Peace~ This is a picture of my fingers! LOL

Hahahahh, so eerie huh?! But I'm not scared cos the ghost scared of me! =)

MISS ME!?
IMY&ILU!!

really need the bathroom right now~

adios.

2009-05-16T21:36:00.002-04:00

MISS
IMY'all. .

I felt kind of helpless whenever my friends are feeling down the dumps because there's nothing I could do to help them; and I don't know how to console people to make them feel better. Sighs, all of you stay happy happy okay :)

To aline:
Even though I'm not there with you but, I can
totally understand how you're feeling and what you're thinking. I seriously can because I was once felt like how you feel now :( I know the feeling of inescapable is really miserable enough to kill. I always ask you to hang on till the end, and I know how it is easier said than done. Just do your best ba, don't think too much :)

First and foremost, pardon me for not updating because I've been really busy going in and out of hospital and clinicsLOL! I'm not the one who's sick, don't worry haha, it's my grandparents :( Grandma is still okay but grandpa is not :( I hope he can pull through this time since he did it last time.

AND because the interactions I'd with the doctors because of my grands, I'm kind of inspired to become a doctor! WoW? Salina? A doctor? You must be kidding! Haha, looking at the result of my science-related subjects, er, it's like kind of building-castle-in-the-air! HA! But, I was really impressed when they were telling us grandpa's condition.

I hope grandpa will be fine; he will, right?

adios.

2009-05-10T19:37:00.004-04:00

TODAY!
Bored? *shrug*

Okay, I started my day with reading Keeping Faith by my favourite author - Jodi Picoult :) Hehs, nice book. I couldn't put down the book once I started reading the first page; yeah and I brought it together with me when I went downstairs to do my laundry.

Keeping Faith by Jodi Picoult

I thought I would be working today but, the full timer made it today and so me, the part-timer, have to stay at home! :( Grands went to temple with aunt early this morning like 5 am?

Sighs. Anyway, I'm just back from grocery shopping with uncle and cousin! Hahahha, bought a lot of fattening foods! I'm really worried about me growing fat as I'm always eating, sleeping, reading, facing my vaio; no gym, no nothing. LOL!

Yesterday, I almost got lost in Flushing! -.- I couldn't find the damn library! I actually wanted to pay my aunt a visit after returning the books, who knows! I actually wasted almost an hour to find the library. You must be wondering why this girl is so dumb, couldn't you have asked someone for the direction? I wanted to but, everyone looks as if he or she is rushing for the last train! -.- I found the library until I saw two police women. DUMB ASS! LOL!

Yeah, and the library was closed 5 minutes later after I reached there! -.- It's really kind of stupid!

Got to head down to the library to do some research on all my interested-majors tomorrow.

Oh by the way, today's MOTHER'S DAY! :D I wanted to give ma a call but my phone card ran out of money, what's more, she's not in Singapore! -.-

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
to my beloved MAMA
and
all the mothers in the world hahah-HA!

and and and THIS! :D

hahahahahahhah-HA!

p/s: this entry is kind of no-point though.

adios.

2009-05-09T12:52:00.002-04:00

HEYS!
It's been 24 days

Gosh, time flies yeah? LOL, this reminds me of what Cheeyen said in one of her blog entries LOL, she said something like why can't the time walk instead of fly LOL; and now I'm SO totally agree with her LOL.

I even said to my aunt, a week ago maybe, that the time passes damn slow here LOL, and she was kind of shocked! LOL, now I know why LOL.

After my stay here for nearly-a-month, I can say NY is a VERY busy city -.- LOL compare to Singapore, I prefer the HDB flat in Singapore LOL; but the apartment here is going to be a very nice place for people who want to live alone LOL. What the hell am I talking about? Nonsense, yeah nonsense hhahah :)

Tomorrow will be mother's day right? hehs SUNDAY! REMEMBER TO WISH YOUR MAMA HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! Webcamming with my bro this morning, and I asked him what they gonna do for mother's day, he said mama not here, celebrate what? -.- LOL!

I'm someone who adapts to new environment very quickly so, I'm kind of used to life here already except for the fact that a lot of things are missing LOL. Yeah, I'm missing them, so much. SOSO much! :(

Uncle keeps worrying that I might miss home too much, I'm alone here for the first time you see, and so he keeps telling me that our last name is GOH, so we're one family. Your dad is not here, I'm your guardian just like your parent. You can tell us if you're not happy, with guys or with studies or whatsoever it is. and etc, a lot a lot. LOL When he tells me things about his brothers, which includes my dad LOL I'll think of my brother - 2 LKs and LS :(

I'm really glad that I've LKong hahah, he even asked my 2nd uncle to take good care of me. I didn't know until 2nd uncle told me. WOAH, do you know how TOUCHED I felt then? :( Sighs, I always know he dotes on me =p He even bought me camera, last time when I was sec2? He even cleared my debt for me LOL. Debt, yeah debt LOL. We used to fight a lot when we were lil' though; now, I'm missing the great old-old times that we had.

Have been webcamming with Lkeen this few days - day and night LOL. He very funny, he showed me something VERY VERY funny. I asked him to show Jiayi but too bad Jiayi's msn doesn't support the whatever, so can't see LOL. too bad.

Side-track a little: Twinny, don't get too stressed up. Try your best can liao :) I also don't know what I can do to help you sia. I want to help you with the assignments but I don't think I can help you since I don't have any, you know, the software needed for your assignments LOLhahaha. Aiya, just don't get too stressed up alright? :)

Back to track: I gonna end here.

Adios.

2009-05-07T10:14:00.000-04:00

webcam-ing with bros and mom :)

adios.

2009-05-04T21:03:00.003-04:00

007
Wilber New album

Hehs!! LADIES & GENTLEMEN, Wilber's new album - 007 - IS HERE!!!!!!
He's featuring Akon in one of his new songs - Be With You - which is NICE! I LIKE!! hehs :)

Wilber ft. Akon: Be With You

I know they wanna come and separate us
but they can't do us nothin
Your
the one I want and I’m a continue lovin
Cause your considered wify
and
I’m considered husband
And I’m a always be there for you
我不管你用任何眼光看我
我都不会选择放弃
我要坚持到底忽略那些冷言冷语
爱是如此珍贵值得我们彼此相信
两颗心才越靠越近
And no one
knows
Why I’m into you
Cause you'll never know
what its like to walk
in our shoes
没人会懂是我们的梦
懂再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
That’s why we'll break
through

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m
gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
Seems like every day
that go by
things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that
give you
the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like,
I lean you on that
Prada
You ain’t got to match with the shoes
我知道每一次的沟通就会让我爱你更多
跟一次的拥抱温暖让我不再怯懦
爱是真实的触摸美好或相同
Keepin it always true
And no one
knows
What I’m into you
Cause you'll never know
what its like to
walk in our shoes
没人会懂是我们的梦
懂再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
That’s why we'll break
through
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m
gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
You are everything in my
life
see the joy you bring
And ain’t no one I compare you to
And I
know that you will never
walk away from me no matter what
And that’s why
I plan to
do the same thing for you
And I want you to know
Rad
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be
with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m
gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

And I don’t care what they
say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna
be with you
p/s: credit to JUL darling a.k.a DUB PIG a.k.a JTDP! =x oops

Nice? I think its Coooooool!! Muahahaha eh, NOT YET! one more song, which I kind of LOVE IT, you know, it's meaningful! Really, trust me :) But I think most of you have already heard of it before :)

Beyonce Knowles: If I were a boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wated
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home (to come home)
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy
p/s: this one - I'd listen to her Cause I know how it hurts

**********

So how you guys doing? Good? Not good? Sighs, I'm not good; flu is torturing me! Not swine flu don't worry LOL. My rose is running like hell shit! I don't even dare to cough when I'm on the street, I scared people thought I got infected, you know, swine flu LOL! hahahaha BUT I'm just having normal flu lah, hahaha. BUT I really really don't like running nose leh! VERY noisy and my nose itches almost all the time! -.- and I keep wanting to sneeze WTH! !@#$%^&!@#$%^&*!!!!

OH YA! AND YOU KNOW WHAT I SAW TODAY?!?! I actually saw two police men rode on the horses!! HORSES FOR GODSSAKE! Have you ever seen police riding on a horse to go on patrol?! LOL!! I think the scene was kind of funny LOL, and I kept laughing non-stop. I wanted to take picture but the bloody traffic light turned green! -.- Couldn't get my camera turn on in time! I hope I can have the chance to see it one more time hahahah :] But my cousin says we can seldom see it -.- sians! -.-

Oh, and it's been just 12 degree celcius or lower for the past few days, I don't know why my fingers and toes are always icy cold! -.- and the funny thing is that no matter how hot your water is, it will turn cold in just 10 to 15 minutes. Coz normally it will turned warm but not cold, but it will turn really cold at here! LOL.

Okay, bye bye. The ending is kind of abrupt though. hahaha.

adios.

2009-05-04T08:38:00.008-04:00

YOO!
long time no see yo~

Okay. First and foremost, I need to say something to my darling, JUL =D
To darling, Jul! =P

Remember this? The hand-made 99 stars? Hehs :) I seriously LOVE it very much, *touched* hehs :D yeah, and I bought it back to Perak. Initially, I wanted to bring it along with me . .

BUT!!!

Jul, I give you permission to call my brother, gaoliguang, and scold the shit out of him! LOL because he did something to the 99 stars! (accidentally though)

LOL. Can you er, spot the different? LOL YEAH, HE BLOODY BROKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to buy another container, but that seems to change the er, meaning and so after much consideration, I didn't =D

ANYWAY, THANKS!!! and the head phone =D *I'm using it now*

Remember our promise! ALL FOUR OF YOU, BETTER GO SAVE UP THE MONEY!!!!!!! =D

**********

Next, pictures first.

LOOK AT THIS!!!

rubbish all over the floor? o.o?

NICE?

YEAH!! VERY NICE!!! *credit to my GREAT photographing skill* Oh by the way, it's sakura! :]
Next . .

Penang.

For this, I was kind of nothing-better-to-do and so I took a picture of it :] hehs BUT nice right?
*credit to my great phographing skill*

and this!

Alaska HOHO! The er, Ice berg? whatever it's called =P

**********

Hahhaha Okay, no more pictures =]

April 26, 2009
Bar-B-Q!! :D

My uncle!! *Oh, I'm currently living in his house*

Handsome #1, Alex *cousin* =P

cousin-in-law *cherry!*, trust me, she's very pretty hoho =] hehs! 天生一对? muahahhaha-HA!

Handsome #2, Michael!! *cousin*

I've taken a picture of his wife too, but er, it's candid LOL! hehs!

Handsome #3, Perry Chan!! *cousin*

Next!

my nephews! :)

Jeffrey *candid shot*

Terrence *He looks exactly like his mom, cherry =]* LOL!

and playing at the playground ..

Next: THE FOODS! hehs! Hotdog, Chicken wing, Beef beef beef and still beef and etc . .

They are all very nice people. Sometimes, I would think I owe them *and I really do* LOL.

Now, I'm missing mom & dad =[ LOL.

BEAR WITH IT!

LAST ONE! =D

ME ME ME ME ME.

can you see me?! LOL! *no make-up, that's why 见不得光*

hahahahhaahahahahaha-HA!

**********

May 02, 2009
Atlantic city!

There's only one picture for the trip to Atlantic city. This is a view from inside our hotel room; and we could see a beach from our room! HOHO! Yeah, went there for Sam's concert, okay, that was awesome! When I got back from Atlantic city, I was crazily downloading his songs LOL -.- hehs :)

Yeah, if you remember, I kept complaining that I've got NOTHING to do at home and it was darn boring staying at home because I've to wait for 4-6 weeks before getting any reply from CUNY, and even if I've gotten myself a college, I still have to wait till september before the college starts -.- So yeah, I was finding a job few days ago and now I'm helping out at my aunt's store LOL hahah; it's like so much better because I can kill time with this job hahah :)

How I wish my school could start tomorrow :[ hahah :)

Oh, anyway, today was my first day of work and you know what mistake did I do? BIG MISTAKE! I was supposed to collect $30 from the customer, Yeah, 30bucks and the '30' kept chanting in my head; the customer gave me $50, and so the change should be $20 right? I actually wanted to give her $30 for change -.- HOLYSHIT! lucky my auny was standing beside me LOL!

How I wish there's a hole somewhere to suck me in LOL! Nervousness does kill, really. HAHAHA! Wish me good luck for tomorrow LOL :]

adios.

2009-04-28T21:12:00.002-04:00

AIYO!!
misunderstood? -.-

I seriously am a troublemaker LOL :( tsk tsk. Feeling kind of guilty now.

p/s: sorry cum psps

adios.

2009-04-27T16:39:00.002-04:00

400th
Screwed.

Life is just so unpredictable; you never knew what's going to happen next, never. I think I'm gonna crap for the rest of this entry, LOL. Click on the red box on the top right hand corner of this window if you don't wanna continue reading because I really just gonna crap. HAHAHA!

I'd been here for almost one week? Two week? Oh no, I lost count of it already LOL. If I were to say I'm elated after reaching this place, okay, it's bullshit. For some obscure reasons, I'm not really happy here, I mean now. LOL, it's like so different when your parents or best friends or friends or the one who's always been the closest to you is not around with you.

Honestly, I felt really happy and kind of excited when I first reached here; especially when I was told to apply for college instead of high school but everything seems to have changed all of a sudden. F.

I don't like it here; I don't like it there. Now, I seriously want to move back and live with my parents LOL. Everyone treats me very damn nice though, but sometimes I just feel kind of - lost? Yeah, lost. I don't know what to do at times.

I feel as if all my freedom got locked up once again; funny, eh? Yeah fucking hillarious. F.

CAN I LIKE START SCHOOL TOMORROW?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!???!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?
I'M FUCKING BORED HERE! SHIIT!!

I miss Kbox.
I miss my parents.
I miss Everyone.
I miss bobo.
I miss clubbing.
I miss shopping with you girls.
celebrating birthday.
neoprints.

Aiyo, sians sia.

I'm currently looking for job since it is going to take 4-6 weeks before the colleges reply me and I've got NOTHING to do -.- lame shit! LOL. Hahahha, anyway I felt much better after talking to my dad last night and he said okay. (I shan't elaborate on the content) =P hahaha :D

and those who didn't reply my e-mails, I so gonna skin them alive! ADELINE! YOU STILL SAY I DIDN'T REPLY YOU, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO DIDN'T REPLY ME LUH! HAR?! HAR HAR HAR HAR?!?!?!?!!?! NEVER DIED BEFORE HUH?!?!?!?!?! HAR?!?!??!?!?!?!!??!?!!!?!?! hahahahahahahhah-HA just kidding. Go check out your mail box :) hehs

adios.

2009-04-26T16:38:00.000-04:00

FUCK.

adios

2009-04-25T11:15:00.004-04:00

SLEEPY-EYES.
:(

Hahahhaha.
Dead blog?
BUT . . .
I'M NOT DEAD!!!
To JUL darling : Neither am I freezed!

HAHHAHAH. Sighs, you know, it's not that I don't wanna blog just that I'm still living like a vampire! It's getting better and better though, but I'm still living like a vampire : super energetic at night and like a living-dead at day - Jetlag -.-

LoL. It was worse when I first reached here, hahah. It's better now, but even though I'd slept for 8 hours + last night, but still, I'm feeling sleepy -.- KI-SIAO! LOL.

Okay, so I went to the DOE the other day, the staff told me that I'd already graduated from secondary school which is equivalent to the high school over here and thus, I should be looking for a college instead of asking for a place in high school -.- I was like . . . -.- S2PID! How can one doesn't know if he or she has graduated -.- SO DUMB!

hahahah. Okay, so I'm now at my 2nd uncle's place and THERE'S NO WIRELESS HERE!!!!!!
Do you know how inconvenient is it!?!?! hahahahha, anyway, I'm using my uncle's desktop la :) hahah, but I might move back to my 1st uncle there for some reason which I shan't elaborate here :D

Hehs.

Damnit, my eyes really feel like closing now - 1022 in the morning! -.-

OH YA, WE'LL BE HAVING BBQ TONIGHT at my 1st uncle's place !!! YAY!!! :D
SO DAMN LOOKING FORWARD TO IT LO! HAHHAH.
and and, on the 2nd of May I'll be going to 李圣杰's concert; he's not my idol though [WILBUR!!], but go there see see also not bad ma, right? somemore, he sings not bad d leh ahhahah :D

This place is so bloody cold! LOL. Back then in Singapore I always complain WATLAO SO DAMN HOT! and here? I always say DAMN COLD! @.@ but summer is coming, in fact, it has already came huh? yeah. today's 66 F, and it'll be 80+ F this afternoon @.@ OKAY, I SO GONNA BE MELTING SOON! -.-

I'mouttahere

gonna go reply e-mails :D hehs.

and and all of them are so nice to me LO which made me feel kind of like guilty? sighs. :(
p/s: thank you thank you thank you arh =x

adios.

2009-04-17T22:37:00.002-04:00

2009.04.08
St. James power house!

Went clubbing with P.Fam and Friends' friends [LOL] before going back to Perak. Hahhaahaha. I went to meet them at 10+ at night -.- believe it or not, that was my first time going out at that hour LOL. Dad actually forbids me of going out at that hour [needless to say, I didn't tell him where I go LA, if not . . . 后果自负 hahahhaahhahaha! -.-] and LK actually got kind of suspicious, he asked : go clubbing ar? I was like : aiya, don't ask me, I'm running outta time! and then give him that 'go-away' look! LOL.

Anyway, we were actually celebrating Aki and Brian's birthday =) hahahha had fun on that day. Had great time dancing, laughing, chatting, crying? LOL -.- Aki got kind of lost control of herself? Hahhahah :D SHE WAS DRUNK! Oh, talking about that I think I'm quite good at drinking! coz I don't feel a bit of drowsy -.- Jul was the most most most most MOST MOST power cum rare species, I don't think there's anybody who can outbeats her!

You must be wondering why huh? Can anyone give me an example of friend who went clubbing and dozed off under those loud blasting music? NO HUH? I can give you one! JULIANA ACTUALLY DOZED OFF AT THAT KIND OF SITUATION! -.- *salut to jul darling LOL*

Hhahahhaahahhaaha! we were there havocking till 4 +? cant really remember. LOL.

AKi really freaked me out after that, that was the first time I'd ever seen her like that. LOL. Deary Aki you better be a good girl and go to school EVERY DAY hor!HOR HOR HOR HOR!!!!!
hahahahahaha :D

P.Fam's mood was like from HIGH - - - - - - - - LOW - - - - - don't know what to do
LOLOLOL.

*****

2009.04.09
the best damn day!

Because of the crazily partying the night before, every one of us slept like dead log the next morning LOL. This doesn't include me cos I woke up kinda early LOL hahahhaha I don't wanna miss anymore time ma =) hahahah

for your information: It's already 5 plus in the morning when I reached home from St. James power house; normally people like me will take a shower immediately and turn in to have a nice dream! Yeah. Guess what I saw on my phone screen at around 6+? THAT ANGELINA VAMPIRE texted me! hahahhaha the content was kinda heartwarming, I shall not disclose hahahah.

woke up.
Online: chatted with Jul darling.
Texted Aki and asked if she wanna meet.
Jul and Aki were confirmed ON.
and we were waiting for the LAST PIG TO WAKE UP -.- [ANGELINA KENG JY]
LOL!! yeah, so we after the delay-session, we decided to meet at sun with moon? or moon with star? I don't know hahahhah =)

We got everything sort out that day hahhhahah. Felt kinda released and happy happy =)
I seriously didn't know my words hurt. Sighs, psps la =) I know you guys are not gonna blame me hahhahaa :D

******

2009.04.10
A day with Family & Relatives :D

Had dinner with family and relatives, actually already had once on the 8th ahahhahaha. Yeah, the adults talked about their stuff and at times, what my lil' uncle said really made me almost cried -.- Sighs. It's normal d LO! hahahahhaah

I MISS THEM SIA! =( and I'm now talking with my brothers & mama ahahahahha =D

*****

2009.04.10
Going back to Perak.

Took bus to Perak. 8hours -.- DON'T PLAY PLAY! LOL.
morning: had breakfast with Jul & Jiayi. Jul because she'd got something to pass to me while I'd something to pass to her. Jiayi because she got dragged down by us LOL! she pig lo. aiya, you don't be donald duck la, be piggy better =))) hehheheheheheehehs

and met HuiYi as well to pass her something. haha =D sorry uh, I kept troubling you, asked to pass me PW and test papers and etc hahahah. I hope you guys like the organizer hahahh. I really don't know what to buy lo LOL. hahahahha

I still remember your bear bear Tee! =)) hohohoh-HO!

after that the passing-things session, I was like damn busy packing my luggage and my room was still in a MESS despite the fact that I'd already cleaned it ONCE -.- and my dad was like you-got-no-time-already LOL! -.- then again had one last family lunch LOL ahahaha.

oh ya, I called mdm wong! HOHOH! my primary school art teacher hahaha, I think she's very cute! heh-hehs.

yeah. after everyhing. off to Johore.

the 8hours journey was a torture -.- and the bus broke down half-way -.- so we gotta like change bus LOL -.- LAOYA!!!!

BUt that time was the first time I ever reached m'sia so early - 530 am -.- because usually we'll reach there at around 6+ or 7 like that. and so we waited for almost 1 hour for someone to drive us home -.- watlao SO HAPPENING LO -.- I was like damn sleepy la!

hahahahah!

*****

2009.04.11 - 2009.04.13
in grands' place

Had been in grands' place for this period of time. HHOHO! played with BOBO! He's as cute as ever! HOHOHOHOHOHOHOOHO! =D and he grown bigger this time! heh-hehs!

I've got a video of him but it can't be uploaded as it's too BIG! -.-

Yeah. and my BROTHER BOUGHT ME A CAMERA!!!!!!!!!! =D HAHAHHAHHAAAHAHAHAAH
damn nice right? i know hahahha :D he insisted of buying for me hahhahahHHOHOHOHOHHAHAHAAHAH! =D
THANK YOU MY LAO KOR! HOHOHO! =D

*****

2009.04.14 - 2009.04.15
Off to Penag: Penang to Taiwan; Taiwan to Alaska; Alaska to NYC!

My first boarding experience! =D actually very normal, nothing special but I think the stewardess really very preety LOL! From Penang to Taiwan took us 4hours! We stayed over at TaoYuan hotel for 1 night, I think I like Taiwan man! =D hahahah. and Raine and I were discussing the other day that we gonna go Taiwan for holiday 2 years later and that we need to use these two years time to save money for air-ticket and shopping! LOLOLOL damn funny LOL

eh, and I meant it hor! don't you dare to play play LOL. Jul, Jiayi, Aki and Raine BETER SAVE MONEY HOR!HOR HOR HOR HORHORHORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Then from Taiwan to Alaska took us 8 hours. We stopped there for transition because some people departed at Alaska. I wanna show you the pictures but it's too late now, I'll upload it again the other time =D

HAHHA!

From Alaska to NYC took us 6 hours -.- The long hours of flight was really a torture lo -.- can't get to sleep somemore -.- LOL hahahha anyway I really really really need to sleep now =( TIRED LIKE SIAO.

to be continued . . . . .

2009-04-09T15:49:00.002-04:00

St. JAMES POWER STATION!! :D
The best damn day - 9th April 2009

Had great fun with friends and friends' friends on Wednesday!!!!!!! hohohohoh :D

bye bye.

2009-04-04T08:18:00.002-04:00

LIFE.
How sad can this be?

Sighs, mom told us this morning that grandpa's not doing fine - he's sick =( Kind of . . . don't know how to put it. I hope you'll be all right soon, love.

Aiyo, I don't know what to blog sia. Come here because I feel like blogging but I don't know what to blog - blank. -.- Tsk tsk.

Jiayou everyone =)

adios.

2009-03-28T06:22:00.006-04:00

FINALLY.
Try your best . .

WOW! Hhhahahahah-HA! Okay I'd been too lazy to post and I don't know what to post. Yesterday, Raine, Jiayi and Jul came over to my place to, actually, finish the ah-hem, but we ended up in the cinema watching the unborn.

The female lead: Odette Yustman stars as Casey Beldon; then I think the male lead, stars as her boyfriend, is very handsome =x hohoh!

Told you he's handsome!! =D actually Casey is very preety also =))))) hahaha

I find it quite a nice movie la, BUT I think I simply spent $9.50 for the air-con and those creepy sound effects -.- My last horror movie was Shutter which is like don't know how many years ago; I can't get into sleep after watching horror movie because I will start to let my imagination runs wild when the lights out and when there's pin-drop silence LOL! =x

Yeah, that was why I'd been cover my eyes for all the terrifying scenes yesterday: what's the purpose of watching horror movie when you cover your eyes for all the terror scenes -.- LOL!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

hahahaha. yeah, Raine and Jul stayed over at my place too! =) Initially, we agreed to stay up for audition BUT all got KO-ed at around 3+ =.-!! LAOYA~

AHAHHAHA!

I'd made my decision after pondering for 1 yr+ and I'm proud of myself! Because this is my first time ever made a decision without the influence of others =)

I find it hard to break the news to my friends [P.fam especially] and my mom [because I discussed it with my dad only]. I didn't even know how to start. LOL.

But I felt really touched upon receiving all the replies, thank you guys =)

SO what exactly is happening is that I'm going to apply for 1 month leave from the college first [If the principal doesn't approve, I'll choose to withdraw]. Dad had booked the air ticket, I'll be flying off to New York with my Grands and uncle, and the exact date will be confirmed on Monday, maybe.

Went for counseling session yesterday with my friends, and I think the counselor made a point; kind of enlightened me and making me even more sure of what I'm doing. =)

The more you think, the more confusion arouse; but it's not a bad thing to think too much as it will bring you even further to either making an improvement to it or making it even worse, and it's our choice if we want to make the improvement =)

p/s: I'm unable to tell all my friends about this decision that I'd made because I'd lost all the contacts in my cell phone =(

adios.

2009-03-24T09:24:00.004-04:00

BLANK.
Forlorn of hope? NO!

I'm pretty sure that I'd kind of screwed up my block test. Sighs, I don't know.

I was determined to score well for this test yesterday, but the sudden weariness came across me when I was about to start studying[alone].

I was up and ready for school this morning, but the same weariness stopped me from changing into my uniform.

I succeeded in persuading myself to get up from where I fell this morning, but I got tripped by the same irritating weariness right after I got up!
-went back to my bed and sleep . . . .

Things come in unpredictably at times, most of the time; it just happened abruptly that you have the least idea of knowing how to handle.
-I got lost in my own world . . . .

I know I'm not the only one got adhered by stress, even till now my eyes are still freaking in pain! Fuck.

hahahahahahahaha-HAHAH! I sounded so emo above huh? Like what aline'd said
we must smile more to prevent aging.
especially when I'm gonna hit 20 at this coming October LOL! -.- SO OLD! -.-

hahahhaha! yeah, bloody 2.4 tomorrow! WISH ME GOOD LUCK YO! =D

LAUGH MORE!!!
hahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhaha
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAH
hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahhhahhahahahahahahaha
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I know my evil laughter is just so irritating! oops =x

p/s: Thanks dad for giving me your fullest support & mom for loving me so much!! =D haha!

p/p/s: Thanks god for letting me be their daughter! LOL. I'm kind of insane =p

nighty-nights
adios.

2009-03-23T21:59:00.002-04:00

ABSENT
-minded

I didn't go school today, not feeling very well; it's a bad feeling - mental fatigue.

It's demoralizing whenever you know that you're not gonna do well after you worked so bloody hard for it.

Tried so hard to encourage yourself to stand up yet you're falling again and again, this is so tiring.

I need a breather and so I decided today will be the day for me to take a short break from school! =D But I'm not trying to slack, mind you! hahahahahahah-HAHA!

Laugh more? Will this really works to wipe the troubles away from you?

adios.

2009-03-22T09:54:00.003-04:00

Sucks!
Gotta go all the way . .

School's starting again tomorrow =( The holiday was just too short!! I'm currently still in my holiday mood LO! Aiyo, so sad.

Hahahhaha-HA!

School sucks though, but we gotta work real hard for our ultimate aim yea! =)

adios.

2009-03-20T12:04:00.003-04:00

WEIRDO.

I'm tired. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Thanks for accompanying me today!!! =D heh heh hehs

love you guys lots. Yeah, 3 cheers for our friendship! =DD

AND I SAW 帅哥(gorgeous) TODAY!! =D muahahahaahahahahaha!

I'm just weird, I'm just so weird that I don't know what I want.

adios.

2009-03-17T09:16:00.002-04:00

TIRED!
so dead.

When I just woke up this morning, I saw everyone (brothers & mom) was preparing as in they were bathing, changing and etc; I was like question-marks hanging all over my head o.o? With this unusual scenes I asked my mom What happened? Where are y'all going? My mom replied GO MALAYSIA LAH! I was like What? How come I'm not informed?! LOL, all of a sudden -.-

I was like damn tired this morning, no choice but to drag myself up to prepare lest I stay home alone. I'd drawn up a study plan for this week BUT with all the disruptions, I doubt I can follow the schedule that I'd planned. LOL! SEE, I didn't slack HOR! I tried to work hard HOR! Just that the god isn't on my side. =P

BAH! Why are there so many tests!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn! I was informed, few minutes ago, that the GP homework that my tutor gave has a little error -.- damn because I'd done my GP homework last Sunday! With this error means I NEED TO RE-DO! -.- KILL ME! SOMEONE JUST KILL ME PLEASE!

p/s: I miss my dad; I miss my baby brother; I miss everyone.

adios.

2009-03-15T00:45:00.002-04:00

KO-ed
sians.

We were trying very hard to complete the er-hem yeah. Jul went home first but Jiayi stayed till 2+? It's kinda crazy, we were chatting as if we haven't chatted for don't know how many donkey months LOL. Yeah, and I was supposed to wake up at 5.30; meet LinYing in school at 6.25 BUT because I'd only 3 hours of sleep, I can't even force my eyes to open not to say drag myself up to prepare. LOL

There was only 1 thing in my mind: Lina, don't go; go back to sleep, it's okay never mind. CIP hour only ma, aiya DON'T GO! LOLOLOLOL! -.- Yeah, I gave LinYing a call and said 'LinYing, I think I'm not going; very tired.'

And so I went back to my bed eventually LOL ahahahah. I couldn't help but woke up quite early - 9am! -.- because my stupid stomach was giving me stupid problem; it was aching like hell -.- DAMN! It's still aching! -.-!

I actually wanted to complete my GP homework then go memorize all the shit for SPA tomorrow, BUT the stupid GP question had already killed me even before I started writing -.-

NO IDEA HOW TO WRITE LEH!!

Sighs.

I feel that my life is only about facing school works and nothing else; it's quite meaningless. Frankly speaking, I envy those people who're always partying partying partying non-stop. I want that kind of life too, it's like full-of-substance -.- hahahaha! How can I go party when I'm here trying so hard to catch up with my school works, I don't like my life: it's just lifeless LOL.

I should have chosen poly. I think that suits me more; very much more.

adios.

2009-03-13T08:33:00.004-04:00

HOLIDAY!
Abated?

The war has most probably abated, it's a good thing to mention though but I don't know why is there still rejection towards her; whenever I see her, I can't stop myself from remembering all those disgusting excuses that she gave. Sighs, am I the one who's having the problem or something? I don't know.

It was worse than living in hell yesterday during chemistry lecture, a sudden surge of depression struck me; you wouldn't understand how much I want her to be out of my sight when we were in the same room. That shows how much I hate her; how much I wanted to scream at her face.

I can't fathom why I got so agitated over her telling lies (there's no evidence to prove that she's lying though) also; perhaps it's because no one ever says such BIG lies to me before, and I'd been the one who told fibs (it's just some very small lies to my parents when I was in primary school) all along and now I can really feel how my parents felt then. Karma LOL! You never know hahahahahha!

Yeah, but today, I don't know why, unwillingly though, but I think there maybe chances for us to be , er, I know it's quite an Irony after having said so much shit above, yeah, to be hi-bye friend. =.- No points burying all the anger inside since she will never realize her mistakes; it's kinda tired to see your enemy who is in the same class as you every day. I don't like her.

After Wednesday, I realized that to hate someone is really an arduous, on-going task that requires hell lots of energy, and it's gonna be a never-ending task. FORGET IT.

But anyway, we had sports meet today which had also marked the last day for term 1! hahahahahhahaahahahhahahaahaha-HA! MY HOLIDAY HAD FINALLY ARRIVED!!!!!!

OKAY! TELL YOU WHAT! I'M DAMN HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: BIG thanks to Aline to be there for me on Wednesday! =D

p/p/s: BIG thanks to Ting for your morning message! hahhahahha =D

ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY PEOPLE!!

adios.

2009-03-11T06:13:00.004-04:00

Tsk.
So not fun . .

Just finished my online works about an hour ago; I took quite a long time, eh? Hahahah-HA! Why? Because I'm so kind that I let my dear HaoHao finished her GP, maths & Chem quiz first before I started doing my online-homework.

Sighs, it's so VERY NOT fun -.- I'd been looking forward to today's Home-Learning Exercise because we can stay at home instead of going to school! I really don't like to go school now, kind of sick of school; school's a dread to me right now, really. I'd never have feeling like this before during my secondary school time, I don't know, I just shiver at the thought of school. Pathetic huh? What a joke!

Don't like the whoever, don't like the heavy works that are always coming in non-stop.

I should be happy; and I will be happy. I will never, ever, let myself be angry because of her! Never again. Because to get angry because of a shameless bitch makes me an idiot. HOHO! Agree? Please say YES! =D

Sighs, Okay I think I got side-tracked -.- LoL. Yeah, HLE isn't fun at all! Tsk tsk, tons of homework waiting [I'd completed the works given though] LOH! hahaha.

Yeah, how I wish my dad's here. He'll be here in er, a few days time? hahah! I've things to discuss with him, I just want to get it over with; fast and sweet so that I can decide what I really want to achieve before everything is too late, in fact, it's a little too late now.

p/s: Hahahah! Had a great time cursing her with VV this afternoon/morning. HAHHAHA!

p/p/s: I can't help but shudder at the thought of the fact that I've to see the face of a hypocrite tomorrow *puke*

adios.

2009-03-10T08:19:00.003-04:00

ARGH!! -.-
BIG liar!

Goddamnit! She sure is one BIG liar man! I can't believe she's the ability to make up new stories again and AGAIN! She's not only an excellent story writer but a fabulous Actress too! WTH! Shameless s2pid girl!

I'm so SO angry with her lah!

Currently burning inside, they (my friends and that s2pid -.-) had a 'talking' session today. Do you guys have any idea what this shameless girl did? She showed the teachers and my friends her GREAT acting skill! tsk tsk. I've never come across any person who is so SHAMELESS before! I mean there are people who's like this BUT not as shameless as her LAH! What a brazen liar -.-! Stupid Stupid STUPID!!!

LOL. I kept complained to my mom immediately after I reached home LOL! Sighs. I can't get the anger off my body LOH! Then my mom said we shouldn't be so angry because she's most probably laughing at us inside and she's not worth to. -.- ARGH! I was like, screaming out loud, HOW TO STOP MY ANGER when she's so obviously making up stories! -.- CHICKEN BACKSIDE LAH!

Sighs. Why would things turned out like this? WATLAO WHY?! Deny deny deny deny STILL DENY! Lying lying lying lying STILL SHAMELESSLY LYING! ANGRY! Oh mother, I seriously can't agree with you LOL =(

Telling lies is simply her forte; she's just a good-for-NOTHING! Nothing at all, er-hem, except for all those shamefulness that's hanging all over her body, her face especially! STUPID NUGGERT!

Notice that I didn't type out her name simply because I don't want her malodorous name to contaminate my blog! *puke* AND I don't want to give her any chance to complain to the principal, which is also her specialty, with her MAMA and get myself into troubles because of this stupid SHAMELESS IDIOT! SICKening!

The more I type, the more I think I should agree with mom. Hhahahhaha, let's see how long more can she continues to brag/lie/show off/act innocent/act mama-girl. People out there better be aware of this cunning smelly fox! nuggeRt LAH!!!

Lastly before I go, as I've been restricting myself to type out these colourful sentence since the first alphabet I typed in this entry which is quite a torture inside and so I decided to let this caged colourful sentence be freed:

FUCK YOU BITCHY J******!

Hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha
hahahaaaaaaaaaahahaahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

I'M FEELING SO GOOD, SO MUCH BETTER NOW! HAHAHAAHHAHAHA!

We don't have to be present in school tomorrow because it's E-learning day! YOHOOOOOO~
hehs.

adios.

2009-03-09T06:02:00.004-04:00

FRIENDS
or foes?

I'd lost a friend today, not really today but yesterday where I decided not to forgive her, ever! When I saw her being ostracized by us; if it was last time I would feel bad about it but today, I felt nothing instead simply because I think SHE DESERVED IT!

It's not that I didn't give her any chance; I immediately thought of forgiving her when I first read her apology message, that was when I felt that I should tell her what really went wrong and the reasons why I'm angry with her; and I, stupidly, thought she would realize her mistakes and learn her lesson BUT little did I know that she not only didn't learn her lesson but she was still fucking denying, giving some super weak evidence to prove her innocence! -.-

I feel so glad to lose a friend like her!

At least there's something I'm very-super sure right now which is that I'll never ever listen to her explanations or words that are coming outta her sickening mouth because I'll never forgive her! Never, you bitchy fucking asshole! oops =x I shouldn't have said that because people like her who has a very damn fragile heart couldn't take harsh words like this and will report to the teacher/principle with her MAMA immediately! Goddamnit I'M SO SCARED! -.-

FREAK!

p/s: I seriously can't stand her anymore; not even willing to see her in school. REALLY DON'T LIKE HER! ><

I don't know when was the first time I took up the habit of scolding vulgarities, I used to refrain from scolding vulgarities, the very extreme words I would use were like "猪啊你！", "死猪头！" but now . . . 'Fuck la!' 'fuck you!' all those colorful languages will come out from my mouth automatically, habitually. Sighs,

Actually, even though I always blurt out these words so smoothly, I kind of abhor this habit of mine. I really (swear) want to kick this habit but once it's a habit it'll never be easy to kick it off from you =( Tell me how to?

p/p/s: I REALLY DETEST THE SIGHT OF HER!

adios.

2009-03-08T10:28:00.001-04:00

FREAK
Fuck.

You're still denying; I'm so fucking disappointed in you.
BYE to you!

adios.

2009-03-06T08:07:00.005-05:00

Sighs.

It's a dilemma.

Firstly, I'd gotten my As H1 chinese result. I'm not specifically happy about it cos it just serves as a bonus to As, yeah so I fely very normal: not apprehensive nor excited about it; and, and because something unhappy happened at the same time: The start of World War III! LOL =( I shan't elaborate the process here lest I get any punishment or what LOL. =.-

I was still freaking in raged with her few minutes ago but now she apologized =( Frankly speaking, I've got the impulsion to just let the matter off and forgive her, sighs, but how? I don't know how. What am I gonna do? So lost =( I'm waiting for LinYing's call . . .

FASTER CALL ME LA! I'M VERY LOST LEHHHHHH! =(

Hhahah, anyway, I'm in love with web-cam lately LOL! I was msn-ing with Jiayi, and my web-cam has got this whatever i-visual magic effect that gives funny effects like :

I'm a witch! hehehehehehehe! =D

I'm er . . . don't know what shit is this LOL

acting to be lost ahahhaha =D

Giving s2pid face. I know it looks ugly LOL!

theres still others like pirate, hocker, cowboy etc =) hahahahah I never know web-cam can be fun too! and playing with it is really FUN hahahaahahah-HA!

hahahh yeah, then I was trying to entertain Jiayi cos she's quite sad with her current hairstyle. BUT she asked 'what happened to you?' instead LOL hahahhahaha! But still I think I very funny, I kept laughing at myself LOL damn ugly only -.-

LOOK:

human-onion with three-horns monster LOL! This is gonna scare the shit out of people If I ever go out with this hairstlye hahahahahahaha! =D I still think it's funny.

I shall tie my hair like this and look into a mirror whenever I'm feeling upset/depressed or something? hahahaha =DD

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAH!
yeah, better THINK TWICE before you're trying to irritate me! LOL

p/s: Should I just forgive her? SHOULD I or should I NOT? Sighs, It's such a dilemma =(

adios.

2009-03-03T05:04:00.001-05:00

BORED
It's an abstract life.

adios.

2009-03-02T06:57:00.002-05:00

Taylor Swift: Our song

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He’s
got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look
around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say
nothing I was just thinking how we don’t have a song
And he says…

Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin’ out late, tapping on
your window
When we’re on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it’s
late and your mama don’t know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first
date “man, I didn’t kiss her, and I should have”
And when I got home …
before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was
walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all
wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway,
well on my way to my lovin’ bed
I almost didn’t notice all the roses
And
the note that said…

Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin’
out late, tapping on your window
When we’re on the phone and you talk real
slow
Cause it’s late and your mama don’t know
Our song is the way you
laugh
The first date “man, I didn’t kiss her, and I should have”
And
when I got home … before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I’ve heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something
to come along
That was as good as our song…

Cause our song is the
slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we’re
on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it’s late and his mama don’t know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date “man, I didn’t kiss him,
and I should have”
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if
he could play it again

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In
the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I… wrote
down our song

p/s: cute song :D

adios.

2009-03-02T05:09:00.002-05:00

PISSED!!
Fake? -.-

Okay I'm upset; and I was fucking pissed off this morning. I DON'T LIKE HER [the other her and her]! OhFuck! Pardon me for being so vulgar here, just bear with me for a little while. LOL; maybe I am being a bit of petty? Yeah right, maybe =.-

BUT I STILL CAN'T GET THE ANGER OUTTA ME!!!! ARGH ><

'冒牌' [bogus].

I owned the citizenship right after my birth okay! I didn't even convert it, neither did I apply for it! I just have that piece of paper right after my birth; it's genuine, mind you! Fcuk you! and you actually said I '冒牌' [bogus]? Damn pissed off!

Whatever it is, I was just fucking unhappy with that word '冒牌'; I would be damn upset if you were saying I'm a '冒牌' malaysian too. You've already rattled my cage upon saying that word. Who on earth would be happy upon hearing people saying you're faking whatever country nationality? -.-

and, and I got so agitated because I'd not heard anything like this before until my JC life -.- I just feel that it hurts to hear those kind of thing. Fake? *roll eyes* Funny.

okay, I feel so so much better now =D

p/s: thanks aline & aki

p/p/s: I gonna scold the hell out of whoever dares to say I'm a '冒牌' in my face again. LOL

adios.

2009-03-01T01:21:00.001-05:00

I HATE CHINESE!
sighs.
don't like don't like don't like don't like don't like don't like
DON'T LIKE!

adios.

2009-02-26T06:55:00.000-05:00

I WANT HOLS!

Adios =(

2009-02-25T08:20:00.005-05:00

MALAYSIA
with ma and ANGELINA!! =D

This is gonna be a very short post BUT PICTURES!! =)

I was absent from school yesterday reason behind is I went to malaysia with mama, urgent! LOL; then yesterday, very randomly, I asked Jiayi if she wants to go m'sia with us and she actually said OKAY! LOL!

ANGELINA my keng-猪 [piggy]! hohoho =D

cam-whored in the car -.-

while waiting for my mama . . .

I like the one on the right hahahhahaha-HA!

same Tee. ..

black:Lina white:Angelina

Things that she bought! LOL a lot right? tsk tsk anyhow spend money only =P hahhahha-HA!

Quite boring la, I mean the shopping part but I think I was kinda out of control also LOL, we were laughing like mad LAH! -.- and very childish LOL!!!

and we saw 'microphone head' -.- what the . .. .

then. . eveidence for showing that she's a PIGGY!

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP AND SLEEP LOH.

. . . . . . .

. . .

. . . . .

. . .

cam-whored and my place LOL!

me!

then . .

Be PREPARED! the following picture is gonna be DAMN FUNNY!

I think jiayi's very funny!!!! hahaahaha-HA! Look at the 1st quadrant! LOOK AT HER FACE! DAMN CUTE LA! LOL

I was actually thinking of playing truant again today, but it's a tad too troublesome and so I decided to go LOH =( sighs. PC was a torture =( LOL! -.- teacher made us run 6 rounds!

6rounds!!!! -.-

That was seriously so crazy LAH! hahaha, but I like that teacher, so still okay la, but that jogging part SUCKS! hahaahahah-HA!

okay, I gonna end my post this abruptly here. LOL

p/s: the process of uploading photos was killing me LOH! DAMN SLOW LEH

p/p/s: I GOT SORE THROAT LOH!! =( it's killing me ALSO!

adios.

2009-02-20T06:59:00.007-05:00

FRIDAY! =D
all the way . .

Last lesson ended at 1230! It's darn early, eh? Supposedly, our last lesson, PC, should be ended only at 1530 but we skipped it AGAIN like last week. LOL!

Oh let me side track alil', I don't know why the hell will it be so frigging humid nowadays! The afternooon sun is always scorching hot, for god's sake, it's killing people LAH! ESPECIALLY PEOPLE LIKE ME! =(

Yeah, with this kind of weather, under the damn hot sun: HOW TO DO PC YOU TELL ME?! LOL! hahhaha-HA! It's like . . . 杀了我吧! -.-!

Even though we didn't go for PC, but we(LinYing, HuiJuan and me) stayed in one of the empty classes till 1530! -.- We agreed on doing revision together, end up . . . oh it's so very expected: chatting! -.-

We talked about how dead singapore's education system is (no offence, we were just purely giving our opinions). LOL. Why dead?

I don't know about other countries, or maybe other countries are running the same style of education system, I don't know; we just feel that, currently, memorizing is what we're doing for study; and the thing that we're memorizing is just for that damn 50 or 60minutes test which doesn't really benefit us in the future at all, for instance, CLL. What we are doing is memorizing the writer's styles of writing, the characteristics of the poem etc, etc and etc; and all these don't really contribute a single shit to our future career at all! It's not as if I can write an excellent poem after memorizing those writer's styles of writing -.- Sighs.

We even felt regret for not choosing the poly route, LOL; and we compared JC with ITE and POLY. The conclusion we gotten was quite an irony: JC turns out to be the worst choice of all while we're in JC right now -.-. LOL! We got arguments d LOH!

1. In ITE/POLY you get to at least learn a skill before you graduated with
your certs/diploma.

2. The poly students are always occupied with projects and presentations,
the latter are kind of entwined with working in the society next
time.

3. There will be attachments in poly third year(I think); see, it's again
an opportunity for you to experience stepping out to the society, working with
others and etc.

4. Even though the ultimate aim for going to JC is University; to get a
cert./degree and to get a better job next time so that you'll get a better
life in the future. Sighs, but I think all these are just bullshit!
LOL. Getting into an university is just so prevalent nowadays,
quite a number of people got a degree or whatever shit lah yet, at the same
time, most of these people are unemployed! -.-

5. What we need to be successful in the future does not depends on that
damn degree, all we need is a brain that can think(innovative) and the courage
to take risks. There are uneducated people who's doing very well,
lucrative job. Right? Right??

LOL! Anyway, all the above are what we had in our mind then but they sound very 'excuses'. Loads of craps only hahahha!

We even thought of the alternatives that we've if we were to flunk the 'A'. LOL! Sound pessimistic, eh? But one needs to be realistic LOL hahahha! Sometimes it's really very demoralizing when the teachers flash the 'uni criterias/requirements' on the screen. All those 'AAA/A, AAB/A, BBB/A etc' are just like nightmares LOH! -.-

But anyway, yeah we thought of alternatives like studying abroad or going to poly which LinYing stongly disagrees to, but it sounds okay to me since I'd already wasted 2 damn years when I was transferred to Singapore don't-know-how-many-years ago, so it doesn't really matters to me; sighs, for some obscure reasons, I'm unwilling to do so as well: kind of sick to study LOL ahahhah!

After that: Aspirations. LinYing said she wants to go NIE LOL, she wants to be a teacher(primary school)! HuiJuan and I were hi5-ing because we shared the same kinds of 'impractical dreams'. LOL! -.- The courses in poly that we would like to take are also 'impractical'. LOL! So, to stop wasting time, we decided to work hard till we reached the finishing line! =D hahah! GOGO S31 and my dearest S32-ians =D

Whatever shit that we chatted on next are just very bullshit, things that we talked about earlier were bunkuming too though. hahahah!

Oh yea, we had the most exciting and amusing debate today during GP lesson! =) LOL the sad thing is that everyone needs to write an essay on the question that we were debating on -.- what the . . . sighs. hahhahahh-haHA!

Okay, it's time for me to leaf through my hydroxy notes. =( *pukes*

p/s: HuiYi. sorry for lying to you that we went home earlier, hahahaha coz we really really really really really really 不想去 that LEP programme! =( hahah

adios.

2009-02-19T06:48:00.004-05:00

O(oo)O!!
Time passes in a flash . .

Sighs, my blogging bugs had disappeared all of a sudden; don't really have the mood to blog [why? Beats me -.- ] and I've been busy mugging, eh, not really mugging la, just that I've been revising my chemistry.

Er, it's actually not revising also; I should put it this way: 'self-study', cause when I was looking through all my alkanes, alkenes, arenes ; ~~all~~ those reactions were like some kinds of alien to me [-.-], I'd had tests on them though but I don't really understand the concepts behind.

Frankly speaking, I'm definitely not those who will listen during lectures, yeah and that's clear enough to explain the reason why they are aliens to me. hahhahas.

I've kind of like chemistry now, except for the part that I always flunk in chemistry test-.-! BLOODY @#$%^& LOL!

enough for school.
hahha!
And I'm in love with these songs lately =D

Taylor Swift: Invisible

She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile
She'll never notice how you stop and stare
Whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wantin' you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

[Chorus:]
And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead I'm just invisible

There's a fire inside of you
That can't help but shine through
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

[Chorus:]
And I just wanna show youShe don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead I'm just invisible

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes And make you realize

[Chorus:]
I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead I'm just invisible

(Oh ho... yeah)
She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile

Taylor Swift: Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights, See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real, Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this messIt's a love story baby just say yes, oh,
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so aloneI keep waiting for you but you
never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yesOh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

p/s: I think this is very beautifully written

Janice: 就算世界无童话 (cantonese)

望向每双率真眼睛
似看到最动人风景
没有躁音只得笑声
散播到最远的山岭
ah......
在这世间分享晚餐
有重担有万人分担
没有染污的晚海
会看见远方的花瓣
ah......
why i smile? Cos you make me smile
如所有错失都得到宽待
如计较会被换成慷慨
如纯良仍然能被记载
孤苦的得到理睬
这可算妙想天开
愿这世界如童话抱着想像实现它
就凭摘星的手臂为地球每夜放烟花
就算世界无童话放下包袱完成它
就来学攀山者有心不会怕
ah......
Why I smile? Cos you make
me smile
如所有苦衷都得到体谅
如占据会被换成分享
如捱穷仍然能被敬抑
挑剔的懂得赞赏呼吸会更加清香
愿这世界如童话抱着想像实现它
就凭摘星的手臂为地球每夜放烟花
就算世界无童话放下包袱完成它
就来学攀山者有心不会怕
啊啊啊啊啊啊
Why I smile? Coz you make me smile
啊啊啊啊啊啊
Why I smile?
Coz you make me smile
若你我他一起唱歌这世界会动人得多
任你我他相差最多仍然能同座

p/p/s: Jul Darl, our LONG vacation is coming as well! This coming December! -.-!

adios.

2009-02-18T06:51:00.000-05:00

2009-02-12T08:25:00.002-05:00

FOOLED!
~haiyo~

First and foremost, I GOT FOOLED BY CHYE HUI YI! =.- It's a long story, shan't elaborate; I thought she was angry with me but end up you know what she told me?

I wasn't really angry with you, I was just fooling around with you!

WOAH, THANK YOU SIA! You scared the shit out of me LOH! hahaha-HA

back to school.

Sighs, I was damn sleepy this morning when I was on the bus, in fact, I was freaking sleepy throughout the whole morning! -.- The irony is: I slept at 10 O'clock last night! I had more than 7hours of sleep I suppose, but still, I was damn sleepy. My eyelids were struggling damn hard to open during Chemistry lecture LOH -.-

To keep myself awake, I got no choice but to disturb HaoHao LOL!

salinAmide; denghAmide; huijuAmide; lastly huiyi
mai-bu-mai

LOL! Had great time laughing even though I was struggling to keep myself awake. LOL, same goes for Math lecture, the 周公 [direct translation: sleeping god] knocked on my door lo -.- the lecturer was good but I couldn't help it, I mean you can't control when you're VERY sleepy right?! RIGHT?! LOL excuses! yeah, sleepy but had a great time laughing with LinYing too! =)

And we gonna give her a big surprise! =D I'd done with the card anyway! =) I think blogspot is currently down for uploading pictures. This no pictures for today! =) hahahhaha =D

hahhahah. yeah!

p/s: lastly,

HAPPY BE-ANCIENT BIRTHDAY TO LINYING!!
[Her birthday was on last year December LOL. Sorry uh hahahah!]

&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIJUAN!! [in advance]

adios.

2009-02-11T06:59:00.004-05:00

REVAMPED!
Current theme: simplicity, orangyyellow.

hahaa =)

yeah, obviously, some recontructions had been done to this blog. I've a very strong fascination towards orangy-yellow lately, don't know why (because of typicalben & his brother maybe). haha, but I seriously find it a very nice color =) HOHO! I was in yellow house during primary school by the way [then blue house all the way since secondary till now] ahhaha-HA.

I don't have the time to create my own blogskin this time round, I've taken the idea from xjacqueline? [don't know how to spell -.-] haha. yeah, then edit edit edit & EDIT.

back to school.

My blog had been SO dead for the past few weeks, the only reason behind is that I've been ~~freaking~~ busy with school stuff! =( To me, the mention of school is just very standard because school is always about tests and revisions

hahha. Perhaps it's because the tests are scheduled almost one per week, thus whenever they say oh, there'll be whatever-test on next whatever-day didn't really bother me, it's like norm to me already, numb. Tests? who cares?!

hahahhah HHAHAH just kidding, I care =D

Something unhappy happened in school, sighs. Why would it becomes like
this? It shouldn't be turned out this way yet everything has been your own doings

yesterday (10th February 2009)
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO JIAYI

yesterday was my tweeny's birthday, had dinner at hotpot culture, gave her really BIG surprises =) ahahhaha, was fun but it was just too bad that both Jul & I have school the next day, Jul has got test and I need to wake up early the next day lo, so no choice but to agree on going home earlier =( hahha-HA.

I'll make sure this wouldn't be happened next year =D

Oh yea, forgot to post her picture o.o

Nar, the birthday girl! =D holding the CD [images & videos] that we burnt for her! =)

hotpot culture. LOL I like this picture it's like: Do Re Me . . . hahaha

after: BIRTHDAY cake from Season. LOL!

this BIG doggie is one of the surprises that we gave to her! =D

The 5Ps =) LOVES.

_____

LASTLY: 2 by 2 :D

and

I think I look as if I'm topless -.- BUT THERE IS HOR!

HAHAHAHHA

adios.

2009-02-01T12:44:00.002-05:00

KILL ME!
please.

Damn irritated by all the damn shitty things! LOL.

Leave everything to tomorrow? I doubt I can continue further.

p/s: gonna revamp soon, when I've got the time; Soon, I'll have plenty. I guess?

adios.

2009-01-27T05:43:00.002-05:00

HAPPY
CHINESE
NEW YEAR
YO!!!

HAHAHHAHAHA =D

My blog is so dead =( hahah current location: malaysia, Perak! =) LOL.

I don't know what to say now sia, I shall update again when I'm back in Singapore =)

so! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR YO! =D

adios.

2009-01-20T10:14:00.002-05:00

PHEW~
finally . . .

After having burnt 2 nights of mid-night oil, finally finally there's no more test for this week! =) This is only the second week of term 1; and I'm already feel like suffocating by tests and all. Sighs =D so dead -.-

Gonna go back to my grands' place, Perak, for Chinese New Year on this friday! =D and know what?! I'll be going back for ONE WHOLE WEEK! =D Yay! I was damn looking forward to come back to singapore when I was there on holiday last december though; but now I bloody wanting to go back =(

hahahahha, but it's okay; I just gonna bear with it for another 2 days! Just 2 days and I can go back to see my baby baby brother YO! =D

I was doing integration, but felt so tired half way through; I'm supposed to come up with a paragraph of supporting argument [SA], but I don't feel like doing =( My brain'd been totally and it's all because of those stupid tests! Brain dead LAH! -.-

and and, I've been emo for the last two mornings as well! =( don't know why, perhaps everything is just too much for me? I don't know, just don't feel like talking or answering.

p/s: Apologize to whoever been felt offended by me.

I'M SO Looking forward to the BBQ on 年初二!! =D hehs! and I miss my baby brother!! HOHOHO!

p/p/s: I think I need to work doubly, triple HARD to improve my sucky english! =( feel so dead =x sighs. . .

adios.

2009-01-16T09:31:00.002-05:00

BOYFRIEND!!
I want YOU be my boyfriend! =D

Haha-ha! It's kind of weird to have the word 'BOYFRIEND' showed up on my blog huh? Hehs! It's gonna be even scary if I type out who's this 'GUY' -.- ahhhahahah-HA!

It's none other that the CHEMISTRY!! Hahaha-ha! Yeah! My target for this year had diverted from cute guys to CHEMISTRY! =D Yeah YOU, I WANT YOU! LOL =D sound so aggressive! -.- ahahah =D

LOL! I sound very desperate huh? Yeah =( no choice but to be mugging real hard for this year =( My time is limited, left with only 10 months? 11months? or whatever LOL, sound as if I'm dying soon -.-

Sighs with a =D I gotta stand on the bright side huh Jul darling?

blah blah blah~ Anyway, I've got a new chemistry teacher remember? I mean I didn't really said that, but I did said I've got new teacherS hahaha-ha! My new chemistry tutor mrSuren was the chief moderator for my oral presentaion last year. He looked damn stern though; but all the nervousness disappeared when I look at him hahahha-HA, since then I like him very much hahahahahhaahhaahaha =D sound so pervert -.-

When he came to us on the first day of school informing us that he will be our new chemistry tutor, I was like damn excited LOL; yesterday, I was like so damn looking forward to his lesson today =D hahahahha! It's the feeling, and I was right because he's those kind of teachers really teach and I really benefitted something from it; and he's funny =) hehs!

For now, like what I've been telling my friend, I hope chemistry can be my boyfriend; be my husband during A level chemistry; and I gonna get a divorce with him after the A! hhaahahah =) okay, this is crazy; and I'm crazy =p

Aline and Huyi came my house today to revise for the chemistry test; and aline did something that cracks us up! Seriously, I think Varnia more clever OOps =x ahahahhaha =D

HuiYi and I spent like 5hours? to study Alkane -.- it's just one topic and we took so long to complete that tutorial -.- LOL! I can somehow predict the result of my first chemistry test for this year! -.- hahah

My new classmates are all like those very smart kind of students =( so scary, kinda stressed to live under the same roof with them LOL hahahha =) But they're really friendly, we get along well just that we're not that bonded; the class is like always disect into two segments LOL, maybe we just need some time to really get bonded. hahah =) So far so good, I like my new classmates. Hehs! =)

Tomorrow is saturday! and I'm going for volunteer work! =) hahahha-Ha taking a break from my school-works if not my brain gonna go haywire =( LOL

p/s: Mugging is tiring =(

adios

2009-01-15T04:47:00.001-05:00

HECTIC
never-ending . .

The fact that I haven't been upadating since 11th Jan shows that I'm being trapped in the never-ending schedule! =(

Sighs with a =D

haha =)

I'm just taking a breather hahahha =)

gotta get back to my tutorials =( hardly get any sleep lately, I need to finish up my works as soon as possible so that I can turn in earlier today! =D hehs!

oh by the way, I've got a new class this year! =) our class merged with another class due to our class size I think? Haha-ha yeah, a new class; new classmates; new teachers; and new house -.- from Bannister to Bikila -.- what the, it's as if we're in the J1 this year -.- hahha, but so far so good, everything's alright except for the bloody hectic test schedule; it's frenzied!

p/s: [to Jul] thanks for listening to all my whinings and, at the same time, giving me supports since the day school reopened, hahah =) thanks DARLING! =D

adios.

2009-01-11T01:46:00.002-05:00

SIANS -.-

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

School starts tomorrow and I'm very damn sad LOL! Sighs. I was looking for part time job just now and as expected, a fruitless search -.- So I'm going back to the current job that I'm having - sleeping.

adios.

2009-01-08T00:15:00.019-05:00

PACKED!
phew~

Went to M'sia yesterday and the day before! We go there not because of shopping, was because my cousin-in-law got cursed [cantonese known as Gong Tau/ black magic?] or possessed, whatever I don't really know la. Yeah, unbelievable yea.

I don't believe such thing still exists in the world today, BUT because when my cousin went to find those master who knows how to dispel this kind of thing, then that person told him that there's something burried infront of his shop.

then my cousin went digged luh, and what the hell did he found?! He found a very thin string that couldn't be cut -.- and a bundle with a size of a thumb; and inside the bundle there is: blood, bones [don't know what bones sia -.-], a don't-know-what-god statue [very tiny d].

CREEPY!!!

Yeah, damn creepy. She became gong gong all of a sudden; no expression on her face; always staring blank; can't talk; can't eat; can't drink; can't recgonzi us; don't even regconize her own children and husband and parents. Very eerie leh. During the first or second night in the hospital, she even asked the nurse bila boleh pergi? [when can I go?]

LOL, I don't know where does the where she meant -.-

but then yesterday night at 8pm, the whoever knows how to dispel the curse [I don't know what those people called, LOL =x] did something to that don't know what thing LOL, aiya, I really don't know how to say sia, 'cuz I couldn't catch anything when my relatives were discussing yesterday also, then I kept asking them questions but the answers were making me even more confused -.-

Yeah, then my daddy says my da-sao[cousin-in-law] okay liao. Sighs, I really can't believe it, and really don't feel like believing there this kinda thing, black magic? (gong tau) -.-

Yesterday when I went to visit her the first time, the way she looked at people was really kinda scary. Damn fierce only, she looked as if she wants to kill everyone sia =( then when her father talking to her, she also no response, kept staring blank =( then her father cried, surreptitiously =(

then when we were about to go home, my mama asked me to go in with her to say bye-bye to her because my mama a bit scared; know what? she smiled, for the first time since the day she got cursed, when my mama called her name! LOL, I xia dao only, so was my mom. LOL.

UNBELIEVABLE!!!

but lucky she's okay now, a bit normal le, still can't talk though =)

Aiyo~ I still don't feel like believing sia!!!!!!!!!!

okay.
back to Raine's birthday celebration, went for movie and have dinner at a Japanese restaurant after that, Raine and Aki's working place.

5th Jan =DNEOPRINTS!

My head looks as if not belong to my body -.- DAMN DISGUSTING~

This looks sweet yea? Happy family YO! =D

LOOk at the loving couple upthere! and my retarded face! =D

I like this =D

yesterday night, Jiayi and I still go yan jiu the neoprints LOL -.- hahah, funny only!

yeah, we went to watch YES! man after that, damn funny. I think this movie not bad =) hahahah. Funny!

and dinner at er, sun&moon? moon&star? I can't remeber what the restaurant called. -.- haha

we wanted to take pictures for all the foods that we ordered that day, BUT! -.- I think we were all too hungry or what, kept FORGETTING -.- LOL.

so the photos that I gonna show ranging from 1 person to 5 people! =) LOL.hahaha

Firstly, the birthday girl, my darling RAINE! =D

readin' the lil' cards that we wrote for her =) credits to Aki! =D

Nice cake yea?

Jiayi~

okay end of 1man's shoot! hahahah
here comes the 2men show! =D wahhahah

Raine & Aki

Jul & ME!

Next Jiayi and me! =D we cam-whored when the rest of them went to the toilet LOL! =x

Aki and JUl! Couple of the day -.- LOL!

what's Raine doing sia?! LOL!

Aki & ME!

Next Jiayi & Raine!

NEXT: 3men! =D

AND: 4men!

LAST!

hahahahha! Yeah. were having fun! =D yeah, but it's not really that fun when Raine lost something important! LOL.

LOOK!

LOOK at her face! LOL

SUPER bo mood! LOL

and Jiayi's SUPER guilty face! LOL. it's not her fault la LOL hahahah!

But still everything went back to normal when the lost thing came back intact! =) LOL!

hahahahha!

and yea, other than that present, we did this BIG card for her as well =) SUPER nice only okay! =) ahahahah.

talking about this card, I shall say something =) earlier, the four of us met up and choose the present, do the card together. and . . . headache together LOL -.-

JUL! =D serious look!

AKI! serious LOOK!

starting~

the apple! =)

before going home =) family photo! LOL HAHAHHA

and this is msAKI! =D I like these two pictures =D nice shots! hoho~

and I shall end this post this abruptly =)

adios.

2009-01-06T09:07:00.002-05:00

CAN'T!
Haiyo~

Sighs, I really want to blog about what happened in the past few days leh =( BUT thanks to all those shits that's obstructing me to blog hahah-HA!

and these shits include:

1] Very tired

2] I haven't got all the photos that I want (credits to my DARLING!)

3] I'm away from my dear vaio =(

SO!

That means I gotta wait till the day after tomorrow BECAUSE I'm going to m'sia again tomorrow =( for you information, I'm just backed from malaysia.

dead tired =(

adios.

2009-01-05T12:31:00.002-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAINE!!

I shall blog again tomorrow, it's late now =( and I'm damn sleepy cum tired hahaha and that means it's time for me to be in bed! =D

p/s: [to Raine] hope you had a great birthday celebration today! =)

p/p/s: I'm glad to hear that I'm a nice girl to you =)

adios.

2009-01-04T06:02:00.004-05:00

RESOLUTION?
o.O?

I was blog-hopping just now; and I hopped to Ben's blog, a famous blogger. After reading his latest entry about new year resolution, a few resolutions came across my mind as well; and that makes me want to post'em on my blog as well! So. . hmm, let me think =)

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS?!

1] To try my best in my study

I'd a long chat with Jiayi the other night, from 12+ to almost 5 in the morning, ha-ha; and that during the chat, I realized that I've been too stressed all along since O level; and that I haven't been taken a breather, a real rest I mean, from my study.

I was obstinate; I wanted to do well; I refused to give up and all these shit are tormenting me since O level. When I started my year 1, the feeling was even worse, worse like hell! LOL. I have been worried about this, worried about that, worried about all those shit!

But I do know myself very well that I'm not cut out to be like those who can really study one, for my case: it's just superficial.

I worked real hard when I want to, but I'm not those genius type who can get good result after working HARD. My result, still, will look like shit when I worked HARD! =( Sighs, I even regretted taking the JC path, but no point regret since I've already put myself into it.

My initial plan was to change to poly, but daddy says might as well study abroad; the latter seems more reasonable compared to the formal, and so I took my SAT.

The thing is I want to go, but part of me doesn't want to go! -.- Just imagine, your parents, siblings, relatives, friends, all those who love you as well as all those whom you love are here while you are at the other side of the earth. It's not gonna be a happy ending, at least that's what I thought.

So, my first new year resolution: stop stressing myself, okay means okay; not okay means not okay. I just try my best and that's it!

That's what mama's told me as well: tryyourbest!

*****

2] leave all the decisions aside

I'm someone who hates making decision to the core! If you know me well, you will know what I mean, LOL. Yeah, my second resolution is to stop myself from thinking SO DAMN much.

Like what Jiayi said 为什么你要想将多？[why think so much?]. To think or not to think is really not up to me, 'cuz sooner or later I need to make a decision but I don't know how to make a good decision! -.-

Making a decision is really not as easy as reading a story book! Because it concerns my future, for your information I'm 19 already, going 20 infact, I really gotta make right choices lest landing in the wrong path.

The thing is I don't know what's best for me! =(

So, I gonna leave whatever shitty decision makings to fate. I'm gonna make myself happy by leaving them to fate because I will automatically feeling down in the dumps when coming to decision making, LOL.

It's just like avoiding though, but I live for once so why not live my life happily?

*****

Haha, yeah. I can only think of two resolutions at this point of time.

Know what? I've finished my chinese assignments! and I'm left with chemistry and revisions! haha =)

looking forward to tomorrow: meeting my P. Fam hahhahahha!

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAINE!
[in advanced =P]

adios.

2009-01-03T01:12:00.002-05:00

HELP!! v__v
12th Jan!

Sighs, school's starting on 12th Jan yet I haven't finished any of my holiday assignments except for maths -.- God damnit!

HOW?!?!

I just finished my maths assignments this morning =( and there are piles of works like chemistry, chinese and revisions waiting for me! -.- I'm starting to really wonder what was I doing for the past 1+month! -.-

The most irritating part is that . .

THERE WILL BE TESTS COMING!! -.-

And I've more or less forgot everythin': all those formulas and whatever reaction shit! LOL -.- Next year is gonna be a damn crammed year for us. Oops =x I meant this year, 2009! -.- Sighs, I can foresee those countless tests coming and new topics! wtf!

Actually I felt like giving up the other day because I really not cut out to be those study study study STUDY kinda people =( Sighs, really really don't want 12th Jan to come! I hope the time can stop at 23:59 on the 11th Jan! LOL =x

Okay, enough of whinin'.

I'm outta here.

Gonna finish my chinese assignments first =(

awww~

adios.

2008-12-31T22:51:00.009-05:00

2009!
HAPPY NEW YEAR YO!!

First of all, I'm here to wish everyone a
HAPPY 牛 YEAR!
Had a great time partyin' last night? =) I bet you do yea! =D Hehs!

NEXT. .

nice view yea?

haha, we went boating yesterday! My first time okay! =) It's very fun hahaha, thrillin' only =D you can say I suaku, BUT really fun, I'd a great time! wohoooo =)

and . .
three babes show! =)

shot 1

shot 2

nice shot! =D credits to me uh! =D

Next. .

side views!

obviously, our er captain? hahhaha =)

THEN . .

Inn Chiat. I like that boat, seriously =)

NEXT. .

I also don't know what was I trying to take -.-

spindrift?

The big ship behind?

the motor? LOL -.-

hahaha.

I like this picture =)

before going home, we saw this.

Jelly fish, it's small =) use your IMAGINATION! LOL -.-

NEXT. .

shall end this post with the last two photos.

Angelina Keng

Salina Goh

LASTLY, once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! =D

so it's a fantasy after all.

adios.

2008-12-30T10:14:00.002-05:00

I'M VERY HAPPY! =D
hahha, it's gonna be just a transient moment though.

I hope it's not a fantasy, I really do.

adios.

2008-12-27T13:19:00.010-05:00

YOHOOoooo
hello? hehs! =D

I'm back here to blog after slacking for two solid days! =) ahahha. Didn't go out =( so what did you do at home? hahhaha I was watching telly, playing audi, sleeping and sleep sleep sleep! -.- LOL! NO life? nah, it's not okay! I was actually taking a breather, to make sure I get enough rest, so that I can continue to go HAVOC! hahahhahah-HA! nonsense! -.-

HAHAHA!

24th December! Christmas EVE!!! =)

hehs! Yeah! It was Christmas eve! Have fun on that day?! Well, I had hell LOTS of fun with my P.fam! For this year, we went to Orchard [actually, we went to Orchard every year -.-]! HAHAHA! =D I met up with my darlin' Jiayi!!

let me show you her picture! =D

yeah, I met her first before meeting the rest of my darling girls, Raine and Aki; everythin' was great EXCEPT that someone was missing! tsk tsk and that was my darling JUL JUL!!!! She couldn't make it on that day, just too bad~ hahahhahaha-HA!

to kill time, because we were supposed to meet Raine and Aki at 11pm, we went Bugis first before going to Orchard to meet them =)

I look like 人妖 in this picture, fugly me LOL.

We agreed to make cards for each other and exchange presents on that day, but because Jul was not there, we decided to postpone it =) [actually, all my cards were done only yesterday =P] I couldn't be blamed! Because really no time la =( hahahh, I couldn't resist the temptation of playing with my CUTE baby brother when I was at my grands' place; and that explains why I couldn't pass them the cards on that day! =) hehs!

BUT!!!

I'm not really late, you know why? Because Christmas last for 12 days! and that's why I'm actually still on time OKAY! I'm NOT LATE! =D hahahah =)

But anyway, really had a great day havocking at Orchard. The four of us got sprayed by people like shit though, Jiayi and Aki nearly became snow man of the day LOL! Raine and I didn't get spray that terribly like Jiayi, know why? Because we both were damn good at dodgin', ahahhah-HA! Everyone was like so damn crazy spraying, partying! LOL, and it's kinda too bad that we missed the fun during countdown; we were chatting at KFC -.- LOL.

We rushed for last train, nearly missed last train LO, hahah but we were still on time eventually =) They didn't want to go home, then decided to go Timah's lan to play audi! LOL, cab-ed there. Jiayi and I signed up for membership, we were like so looking forward to play together! BUT!!! Not enough computer -.- what the hell~ No choice but to go mc'D, waited. Raine was the first to go to the dreamland. LOL -.- Chatted, Oh ya, Jiayi bought her Ice-cream phone that day and she was so obsessed with her NEW ICE-CREAM -.- LOL!

We stayed overnight outside luh, LOL -.- till 6+ cab-ed home.

as for 25th, the actual christmas day, I stayed home sleeping -.- LOL. I was really tooooooo tired already! =)

26th, was damn bored! Wanted to meet Jiayi and Ting, but due to my laziness; I ended up sleeping at home -.- Jiayi and Ting came my house watching Alvin and the Chipmunks. And they walked home after that -.-From BB to Clementi, I've no idea if they managed to really walk home! LOL -.-

but after they left, my brother LK and I had an exciting battle with a bloody cockcroach!

COCKCROACH LEH!!!

I scared of this lil' creature, so is my brother! None of us dare to kill it! LOL -.- We have to kill it lest it goes back to my mama's room [p/s: it came from my mama's room -.-]. So I'd a deal with my brother. I said '我殺它，你收尸' [p/p/s: meaning I kill it, you clean it]. BUT that s2pid cockcroach was like DAMN 長命, no matter what we did to him [I treat it as a him la] he just won't DIE! -.- Dumbass! LOL. We wanted to kill him with pesticide BUT!!! I don't know where the hell have our pesticide gone to, couldn't find it -.- @#$%^&* then my brother took his PERFUME out -.- LOL. to kill the cockcroach -.-

okay end of story =)

27th, TODAY!!! =D

Went shopping with Jiayi, told you that have to get enough rest before going out to havock ma =) hahah, Yeah, we met at 5pm because that was the time where the sun is setting [whoever knows me well enough will understand why did I choose this time]=) hahahhah-HA!

I had a GREAT day shopping with my darling la! =) hahahhaha-HAHA! was like so damn fun! =) I bought a lot of thing la =) those cheap cheap one HAHA!

things like. . .

1] Earings 3 for 5bucks =)

I bought the BIG flower =) hahah

and this is hers! the small stars, I think it's kinda blur =) IT'S STAR, USE YOUR IMAGINATION! =DD

2] 1 for 10bucks! =D

white: Lina & pink: Jiayi =D

3] 1 for 5bucks

yellow: Lina & pink: Jiayi =D ahhahah. she simply LOVES pinko! hoho~

and and dress and 2 tops! =)) the polka tank top . . . =( sighs~ hahahahha-HA!! LONG LONG time didn't go shopping liao LO! =(

until someone came, and that was when everything became super awkward, hahahahah-HA but cute sia, very funny =) hahahh!

and . . .

while waiting for that someone, LOL, I've taken two candid shots of my darling =)

then the following picture of mine looks kinda funny, very formal like taking those passport photo like that -.- hahahah =)

then then then bus-ed home.

and . . .

photos taken on bus =)

blur.

BLUR!

finally. . =D

and. .

some s2pid shots from Jiayiyiiyiyiyiyi haha!

smile~

twist!

eh, then? blur~

now. . .

some s2pid shots from me SALINA! =D

as if I saw a ghost o.o that s2pid face makes me want to give it a PUNCH man! LOL!

you watch out! =P

hahhahhaha! yeah, that's all =D and took 106 home =D hehs! =D

lastly, let me end this post with my pictures! =D

bye~

p/p/p/s: EH, go again when you got your pay! muahahhah =D

p/p/p/p/s: My legs are SUPER tired now =) SUPER SUPER only. hehs!

adios.

2008-12-25T03:23:00.001-05:00

MERRY X'MAS!! =D

2008-12-23T21:03:00.003-05:00

EHYOR!!!!
I'm back again! =)

YO!!!!

HEY!!!

Er, do you still remember me??

Hahahhahahha-HA! YEAH! Does anyone remembers him? BINGO! He's my cutest ever baby brother! hehs! He's a new hair cut; and this makes him even more adorable yea?! YEAH! hahahha =)

SO CUTE!!!! O.o

OH YA! hahahahhaha-HA! I'm. . I'm. . I AM back again YO! =D Aiseh! you know? I nearly can't make it for christmas eve LOH!

BECAUSE!!!

Yeah! BECAUSE of my dad!!!

my LAOBA!!!!

He kept saying aiya, you go back for what? christmas ONE day only what! GRRRRRR! -.- I kept argued, argued AND ARGUED!! THEN! he FINALLY 捨得to bring me to buy ticket -.- hehs! =) but anyway, lucky I bugged him to buy the tickets, if not I bet I gonna spend my christmas with MOSQUITOS already -.- why??

BECAUSE!!!

[Don't know where the hell did all those mosquitos came from-.-] My grands' place, a lot of villagers KENA dengue fever @.@ INCLUDING my laoba and my brother -.- and my brother kena TWICE somemore! -.- tsk tsk. But they recovered already =) hahahhahah-HA!

Gonna go [er, actually I also don't know go where] -.- Whatever LA. Gonna meet my P.fam later! CHRISTMAS EVE! =D eh hehs! BUT, Jul can't make it, sadden =(

But never mind la Jul, we gonna miss you HAHHAHAHA. too bad someone gonna miss the FUN! hohoho =P hahahhahahahahhahaha-HA!!!

okay. I shall end this post with cute baby girl photos for balance's sake. LOL, nonsense -.-

WAHLIEU!!!

don't know what's wrong with BS man, I tried to upload the photos for umpteen times BUT all failed -.- so too bad LO.

OH YA! I'VE GOTTEN MY SAT RESULT! -.- whatthehell, I thought 25th December then release result?! my christmas present sia -.- tsk tsk. hahahahahahahahahaha, I'm hungry =(

adios.

2008-12-11T10:01:00.002-05:00

TIRED
Yawns . .

woooooooooo!!

tired tired TIRED!!

I'M SLEEPY!!! X.X

It's confirmed, going back tomorrow night, sighs, I've got a thousand of unwillingness to take bus: 8 hours long trip -.- faint! FAINT!

will be back again on the 23rd =) I bet I'll resume blogging only when I'm back to Singapore; I've decided not to step into that internet cafe when I'm at my grans' place; and it's ALL because of my dad! I was quite pissed with him then, just that didn't spell it out =D hahah, but never mind it's over! now that his father, my granpa, is back, I bet he won't do that again! =) hahaahah

o.o? confused? hahaha it's okay if you don't get what I'm talking about, just ignore me. I'm talking to myself! =) hahahahah =x

Aww, my mom gonna skin me alive when she comes back on the 26/28th. BECAUSE my house is in a mess now! =( and I'm lazy to tidy it up, sians. who can help me? HAIYO!

I HATE HOUSE CHORES!

I gonna do the sickening house chores now -.-

adios.

2008-12-10T05:52:00.002-05:00

HILLARIOUS
hahahahhahahahahahh!

I was damn sleepy today, even though I woke up only at 11.50+ but I was really SLEEPY, it was like my eyes couldn't even open and felt really frustrated all of a sudden -.- LOL.

nearly throw my temper on Jiayi LOL, Jiayi, maybe you didn't realize but hhahahhaha sorry yea =) Sighs. I felt guilty immediately after I blurted something out, and that was when I felt I need to go back to my bed once again.

SLEEPY!!!

yeah, sleep was all I needed, so I go back to sleep. 1700+ then wake up! wahahhahah so I'm awake now! =) I cooked my own meal somemore! =) hahhahahahhaha =)) Love honey lemon! =)

yeah, then I called to book the ticket, planned to go back tonight BUT the tickets were all sold out for today and tomorrow; somemore I'm looking for single seat, I don't want to sit with others, so have to wait luh. I called my dad wanting to tell him BUT he didn't answer my call. So I've to wait for his call now! -.-

LAOBA CALL ME ASAP la =(

ahhahhahaha. Okay now I'm gonna explain why the BIG 'hillarious' on top! =) credited to jiayi, she sent me a blogger's link, that guy pretend to be a girl and chatted online. LOL then the conversations VERY funny. Go to his blog and read if any of you is bored =)

http://www.krisandro.com/2008/03/19/remember-mirc-and-cybersex/

but the you 've to click on the image to view, if not it's really too blur to read =) trust me, it's really damn funny! =) LOL!!

adios.

2008-12-09T23:05:00.004-05:00

FULLED.
laughed out loud -.-

Went to Hot Pot Culture yesterday, I like the foods there and the services and the free flow chocolate! =)

But it's really hillarious when you gorged yourself with foods, and you feel like throwing everything you ate up after you finished -.- and this is exactly our case yesterday.

all 5 of us, feeling sick! =( bloated. Jiayi even vomited, LOL. I think we were kinda dumb. LOL

later in toilet =) cam whoring. I didn't really cam-whore cuz feeling very very sick! =(

from three pigs..

then.
4pigs..

aha!
5pigs..

I stand till very fugly. but never mind la =)

so I shall end this with the last picture! =)
where were aki and jul!?

Might be going back to m'sia later at night or tomorrow, back again on the 23rd: X'mas! Sighs, but I lazy to buy the bus ticket leh; don't know where somemore =( 8hours of long journey rotting in the bus leh! Sighs, but papa called yesterday to rush =( so no choice but have to go back!

I planned to go back to get my long-lost sleep, ahahahha-HA! know why? Because I've been staying up till VERY LATE from the day I came back to Singapore. Everynight stayed up till 3-4 am kind and woke up very early in the morning. That's why I've to get back my sleep when I'm back to M'sia: My grands' place has got no wireless, that's why nothing is there to temp me to stay up late =P

okayokay.

adios.

2008-12-08T20:34:00.002-05:00

ARGH!!!
Angry with myself!!!!

I slept at 3++ yesterday [was playing audition] -.- and planned to settle all those things that my parents ask me to do; I woke up at 8 this morning, LOL don't know why, automatically will wake up, maybe is because I got used to it when I was at my grands' place -.-

yeah, then I went POSB to throw in my own cheque; after that went to settle all those phone bills, electricity bill and whatever shit bills. BUT . .

I FORGOT TO BRING THE MY MAMA's PHONE BILL!!!

ARGH!! never mind, after that I wanted to go UOB to bank in my parent's cheque, I walked all the way to west mall but then -.- 0900-1600 what the -.- [it was only 8+ when I reached there, I guess]

SIANS!!

I left my mobile at home again! what the #$%^&*$% don't know the timing, so I was thinking that I shall do something to kill the time first, so decided to go buy the Lactus that my mama asks me to buy; walked from west mall to polyclinic. ALL THE WAY!

Upon seeing the polyclinic, what the F @#$%^&@$ for some obscure reason, a very bad feeling struck me. Without further a do, I checked my wallet. THEN I realized . . .

I FORGOT TO PUT IN THE BLOODY BILLS!

and thus here am I.

watlao!! need to go to west mall again! Very unwilling to sia =(

adios.

2008-12-08T10:31:00.002-05:00

FULLED
SOS!!!!!!!

Sighs, met Jiayi today =D We very dumb, wasted money. I only had a piece of cake for breakfast this morning therefore I became damn hungry upon reaching the afternoon. We decided to have sakae at first, but because today is public holiday: don't have buffet, no choice so we decided to gorge ourselves with pizza.

We wasted money LO! =( Sighs, because very hungry at that point of time so we though we can be able to finish whatever we ordered. Know what? Two of us ordered a meal that is meant for 4-6 pax -.-

Maybe it was because, at that point of time, too hungry and thus I felt stuffed after I had my first piece of pizza. [Jiayi and I each had 1] Felt kinda guilty looking at the remaining 10 pieces, so I had my second piece. People say you can eat more when you eat slowly, Yeah I ate damn slowly but -.-

But in the end I had three pieces and now I'm fulled like don't know what shit! My stomach is giving me problem now, it's like the food can't be digested and I'm feeling really terrible right now. Feel like throwing everything up but it's like very bad; guilty. LoL. Sighs.
meeting P.fam tomorrow, we gonna EAT again =( I swear I'm not gonna torture myself like what I did today -.- steamboat, aww . . .

I gonna stop here for today, that awful feeling is knocking on my door again! =( Terrible!

adios.

2008-12-07T07:14:00.002-05:00

170! =D
Singapore Marathon 2009

First of all.

I'm . . .

very freaking TIRED!!!

hahaha-HA! But it's all worth it! =D Yeah, Singapore marathon 2009! Lots of people were taking part. Some ran for 42 Km; some ran for 21 km; some ran for 10 km and etc =) We went there too! But we were not there for running, obviously we're not those kind of sporty people, we were there asking people questions. Hahaha!

Yeah, Jul found us a very good lobang. Worked as surveyor today, was tired though but I love the pay! =D hoho-HO! $10 per survey completed! =D But money is not that easy to earn one la, because there was 54 questions per survey! -.-

54 QUESTIONS leh!!!

Then because I've never done this kind of thing before, as in asking people so many questions in one go. Thus, a bit scared to approach them at first. But it was okay after asking two or three people.

Then very funny, because they just finished the run and thus perspired profusely; don't know why, maybe it's because I very nervous then I also sweat like hell, when all the questions were completed, I realized I sweat more than them -.- LOL.

Some of them very good la, they completed the questions without complaining or giving face even though they were quite unwilling to; I can feel it, LOL. Some of them very funny, when we reached at around question 10 or so, their eyes became very BIG and asked STILL GOT AR o.O? LOL. I felt very sorry and kept saying sorry, but they replied nevermind. Good eh? =) Lucky didn't get scolded! =)

Yeah luh, 1 survey done; 2 surveys done; 3 surveys done . . . 10 surveys done and we tired liao, I felt tired la, but thinking of the 10 bucks I kept looking out for people who ran half-marathon =) [we were supposed to survey people who ran half-marathon]. This is known also as MONEY-FACED! Who don't like money you tell me! =D hahaha =)

Actually, we started to slack when we finished 15 surveys but our leader very determined to finish all 18, then she kept helping us to grab people LOL! when the time's up, I finished 17 surveys! =))

Jul the pro-est, she finished 19! eh Jul, sakae or soul garden HOR! haha! Then waited for them to sort out the payment. 50% received chequed while 50% received cash, we were hoping that we can be the lucky one to receive cash BUT the god was not on our side!

All 5 of us received cheque! -.- suay like don't know what @#$%^&!#

Tomorrow going to give LinYing a surprise! and meeting Jiayi tomorrow also =) See ya!! =D

adios.

2008-12-06T02:23:00.002-05:00

FLUSTERED
freaked out.

First of all.
THANK YOU HUIYI!

I owe her a BIG 'thank you' for the message that she sent me this morning; Thank god that she sent me that message, if not I gonna be damn late for the test or worst still- cannot even take the test, maybe =(

It was written on the admission ticket: be sure to show up by 7:45am; my plan was to take MRT to BuonaVista first then find my way to ACJC after that, and so I set my phone alarm to 5.30am in case I overslept; I swear I did set the alarm but my damn phone was like sleeping as well: it didn't ring!

What the hell?!?! @#$%^&*(#$%^&*(

Then at 7.59 [as recorded in my inbox], HuiYi messaged me! That was when my bloody phone rang! I woke up at 8pm sharp -.- When I read the time from my phone, I was like what the hell?! How?! What am I gonna do? Going? or Absent from the test? That really freaked me out, I've never been that scared before; my hands were trembling like don't know what -.-

Actually one of the reasons why I so scared was because I scared my parents will scold me; then I called mama immediately, but she didn't answer! Twice! Still didn't answer! @#$%^&@#$%^& 5 minutes later, mama called back and asked me to take cab down first and see if they will allow me to take the test.

I think it is really irritating when you can't see a single cab when you need them so badly! I kept wanting to know the time while waiting for the damn cab, BUT I left my phone on my bed! @#$%^&@#$%^& Without a watch; without my phone; without knowing what to do!

Then when I've finally flagged down a cab, 我沒有去這麽遠，我要換班了[meaning he's changing shift soon and not going somewhere far from BB] that was what the taxi driver told me! I was like bu2 hui4 ba?! No choice but to wait, but uncle made a U-turned and asked if I'm taking a test; then he said 那不要緊啦，我載你去[meaning never mind, I drive you there]. Uncle very good, I think he knows my tears was welling up; and he kept trying to calm me down, telling me it's okay, never mind, confirm can take the test; he even tried to tell jokes! But I really was scared then not in the mood to laugh. LOL. Oh yeah, he said 等下我在那裏等你，如果真的不能考我在載你回去[meaning he waits for me outside the school, if really can't take the test then he drives me back to BB] Very good right? =) Lucky for me, and uncle drove damn fast. LOL

Yeah, uncle very good!

BUT!!!

I think uncle's maths failed. -.- I didn't even care to take a look at the fares; I nearly didn't pay after reaching ACJC -.- so embarrasing! The security guard uncle also there, and they told me don't so nervous, it's okay. I also don't want to be so freaking flustered at that point of time but I REALLY WAS SCARED! -.- then I just passed uncle 50 bucks and take the change and fly to the sport complex.

I very damn THROW FACE when I was in the exam hall, I couldn't find my seat: there was nearly 200/300+ or more candidates, the whole badminton hall was filled with people -.- then I ask the invigilator that was nearest to me, then he said walk straight down and I walked straight down, but the seat numbers was decreasing; as in, table24, table 23 . . . table 21 -.- what the hell?! my seat number is 137 leh! -.-

then I asked another invigilator, then he pointed to a particular area and said 'around there'. WOAH?! THANK YOU LO! A LOT OF CANDIDATES WATCHING YOU KNOW?! It's actually okay if they're watchin but it's not okay when I'm the only one who can't find the seat! Like SO DUMB?! -.-

asked another invigilator, then he said 'this row, in the middle there'. Finally, I found the table number . . . 138! -.- then the table beside 138 is 150! what the hell?! @#$%^&@#$%^& at that point of time I really felt like shoting 'WHERE THE HELL IS TABLE 137?!' -.-

another invigilator came, so I tell him this is 138, and my table is 137. Then he asked me back 'what's your seat number?' I was like shouting silently 'WERE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME?!' after a while, he appeared beside me with a namelist-table 137 is Kenneth GOH- what the hell?! @#$%^&@#$%^& and my seat should be number 138 -.- The one who was in-charge with admin should be executed! -.- because she was the one who told me my seat is 137, she even wrote down on my admission ticket! -.-

FINALLY I FOUND MY SEAT 138! -.- SO INTERESTING SIIIIIIIIIIIIA! -.-

The test was okay luh, so-so -.- Maybe is because I've been doing a mass practiced two days before the test; numb already.

Oh yea! one more thing to complaint! The badminton hall was DAMN COLD!!! and I was damn hungry, 'cuz I woke up late thus no time for breakfast. =(

okay. done with complaining. Back to the taxi driver; yeah, his maths failed because after the test I realized, or rather, I think he gave me the wrong change! From Bukit Batok to Buona Vista cost me 30 bucks?! $30?! From woodlands to my house only cost me $13+! Even though, I'm not familiar with how they charge, but even an idiot knows that it's not suppose to be so EX DE LO! =( 更何況 I'm NO idiot! Uncle maths failed lo =( Sighs, but never mind; lucky got uncle if not I sure die for today's test. ahhahahhahah-HA!

Tomorrow working! =) hahahha=HA

adios.

2008-12-05T11:38:00.002-05:00

DEFEATED
it was fun

Accompanied Raine to the LAN shop in Woodlands because her desktop has got a problem playing audition, yeah. If I ever get a chance to rate that LAN shop, I gonna rate it half a star -.-

why?

1. Damn noisy. [People shouted beside my ears! -.-]
2. We kept gotten DC-ed! @*$Y@*$&*$ because it can't support for some songs.
3. A very not condusive environment!

The half a star is meant for its keyboards =) The one and only thing that worth complimented on =D so, not too bad yea? -.-

Yeah, it's still not too bad. The worst thing was the result of the battle: we got thrashed, completely -.- our opponent team scored a total of 1.5 millions! while we scored only 400k -.- THROW FACE only! =( but it was quite fun playing with PROs! =D hahas.

Sighss. Needa go ACJC tomorrow and I didn't know how to go. Lucky, Huiyi called me and I shun4 bian4 asked her; she knows! hoho! =) So there's gonna be no headache tomorrow =D haha-HA!

after that, gonna give nunu a big surprise! =D and now, I really need to turn in already if not tomorrow I gonna bring an egg back -.-

WAIT!!

before saying bye, I need to say something very important! =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUNU a.k.a. LinYing!!
hahahaha-HA!

adios.

2008-12-05T01:36:00.001-05:00

POLKA DOTS. .
2nd post of the day.

Hoho, having spent hours coming out with a new blogskin, I'm back here again! =) I stole the polka dots background from another blogskin, oops =x, I always wanted a polka dots background but haven't come across a nice one until just now, hahaha =) credits to whoever I'd stolen from. LOL =P

My current background song is the theme song of a hong kong drama series 甜言蜜語 [speech of silence]; very nice, eh? It's okay if y'all think it's the other way round =P I think very nice can liao, muahahahhahaha-HA! Not only the song's nice, the show is EVEN NICER! =)

shall not summarize the story, go watch it on youtube or on whatever source available. hehs! very very very VERY NICE; trust me =)

oh yaya, 秀才愛上兵 also very nice! DAMN FUNNY! LOL!

hahaha. nothing to do? too boring? go watch =D

Sighs, needa take 2 passport size photos =( I'm outta here,

so..

adios.

2008-12-04T18:20:00.007-05:00

YAHOO!!
WOU! =D

I shall start this entry with cute baby photos to brighten up my day! =D

hahahahhah! this is my BABY BROTHER!!!!!!! BAOBAObaobaobaobao!! =DD by the way, the 'santa claus' is my mama =)) I don't want to be skin alive =P LOL!

he looks a bit dark yea? Because he's not chinese =) hahahah. VERY CUTE RIGHT?! I LOVE HIM!! ahhahahahha-HA!

Okay now, back to . . .

Traffic Jam!!
Bloody Cold!! [even though I'd my jacket on]

Its was damn cold rotting in the bus, guess what? There was traffic jam; jamed for nearly 1 hour! [nearly frozen to death] -.- I wanted so badly to get down from the bus! Sighs. Oh by the way, this is my first trip coming back to singapore by bus, ALONE! =( because my papa lazy to drive -.- and so I've to come back by bus =( hahahahahha-HA!

I come back for SAT, and will be going back to see my grands on the 10th, LOL. Tedious, but I want to see my grands [they reached m'sia today and I left m'sia yesterday-.-] and my baby brother: no choice but to go back on the 10th, by BUS AGAIN! -.- Sick! =(

oh yea! Remember I mentioned in the previous post about the two stars and moon, the smiley face? I don't know if anyone of you have seen the interesting view in singapore [it was on the 1st December]; the papers might have reported on this interesting scene also. I said I will draw it out for better visualization, so here they are =)

the dimension is a bit funny, but never mind not important; yeah. something like this. those curvy lines are clouds for your information =)

Interesting yea? It was reported in the papers the next day; the astronomers say that the smiley face :) is what we people on the east of the earth see. Yeah, only the people on the east of the earth get to see this smiley face, so what about people on the west? It's something different:

Yeah, something different: a sad face. Is it some kind of prophecy? LOL -.-

anyway I just find it interesting and funny and cute! =)

Sighs, I've got errands to run later! For my parents! and myself =P and tonight gonna be a BIG DAY! why? Because we've got fam battle in audition! =) COOL! This is gonna be our debut battle! wahhahahha! =) GooD LucK to us! hoHOho!

p/s: GOOD LUCK to -firstLOVEs- =D

p/p/s: I feel like changing my blogskin [tired of the current one]

p/p/p/s: I'm hungry =(

adios.

2008-12-01T23:18:00.002-05:00

BORED.
sighs.

If I were to stay at home, I gonna be doing nothing but rot; papa needs to come down to Pantai (Current location: Perak) to collect the truck, so as to prevent myself from rotting before reaching Singapore, I followed; and here am I hoping to find something to do at Imax (internet cafe). Having checked my mail-boxes; browsed my facebook; played with my pet in petsociety; blog-hoping and etc. Then I found audition and I was like so happy because I've finally found something that I can play, but what the hell! They didn't get the patch done for don't know how many donkey months, audi has already launched the seson 2, I bet they're still in season 1 -.- I'm now waiting for the patch to be done. While waiting for it to be done, nothing to do, I think this is what people call 'boring~'

Boring!!

Sians. hehs! but it's okay, I shall share the unprecedented scenery I saw yesterday =) Sighs, but I'm at lan, so I can't draw it out =( hahas, I saw the cresent moon then two stars! -.- I know you all gonna say lame but wait! the stars and the cresent were in the formation that as if it's smiling. It's hard to explain in word -.- I try my best. Just imagine, the two stars were the eyes: on top of the cresent; then the cresent moon were turned in a position that looks like a mouth that's smiling; not only that, there were clouds around them, so together they formed a picture: 在笑的老爷爷(a smiling ah-gong). can understand? Aiya, I don't know how to describe la. Shall draw it out next time for better visualisation =) haha =) yeah luh, very cute =D

hahah =)

Boring, boring, boring. and no one's online! audition is patching very very slowly 7/13 =( it's patching in quite a fast rate though - 39606kbps. but it still seems as if it's crawling like wu-gui to me!! =( and this place is bloody cold! =(

I shall find something to do to kill time, while waiting I mean =) I'll be staying at this place till evening, when my dad comes and fetch us.

adios.

2008-11-29T08:35:00.002-05:00

SOON.
Laughed out loud!

heyYO! I gonna be back to Singapore soon- 4th December! [to take that damn test -.-] Sighs, but there's something I'm actually quite scared of. I gonna be back alone -.- I've never been going back alone before -.- Wish me good luck =(

and and, I really love my baby brother a lot man! we're not blood-related though, I really love him hell lots! I don't mind being his mama, LOL. Okay I'm joking =P If I'm to take care of him, I think . . . so better don't try, it's good enough to be my baby brother =) Yeah, I LOVE MY BABY BROTHER! baobao =)

I miss my friends =( actually I haven't been studying since I reached my grands' house, too bad 'cuz I was just too lazy to open up the book and study -.- I bet I wouldn't be having the will to study for the next few days =)

so yeah, gotta go already.

will be updating real soon =)

adios.

2008-11-21T23:46:00.002-05:00

FREAK!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was freaking crossed yesterday, all thanks to my childish brothers; the Goh LK especially. FCUK?! damnhim! -.- I don't know what the fcuk is wrong with him, I swear I didn't rattle his cage and he has been throwing his fcuking temper on us! BLOODY hell! -.-

I'd had enough okay; I'd been putting up with him since last month? -.- what the fcuk! who do you think you are to throw your fcuking temper on me? Really really feel like putting the sleeping pill in his drink and let him sleep, I'm so unwilling to see his damn face! =(

He was not like this last time, we were on really good term! -.- then now what? he is ki-siao-ing just because he wants to find a damn job to work? -.- I used to be like this also though -.-

Sighs. so wanting to die here -.- I want to see my grands asap! they're gonna be back soon! December maybe? I'm not sure =(

oh by the way, I'm really happy on the other hand because I've finally seen my baby brother. LOL. okay la, he's not really my baby brother, my ahma adopted him and put him under my parents' name temporarily. He's cute, because he keeps laughing and he scares of tickling. LOL. Most importantly, he's really small- 4 months old. hahahahah-HA! He has got a pair of very BIG ROUND eyes! LOL. hahhahahhahah-HA! I like! I like! =D hehs.

I gonna load audition and help to earn fam points for our fam!

adios.

2008-11-20T20:43:00.003-05:00

BORING -.-
it's boring here =(

Sighs, I'm freaking boring here! =( I'm having my breakfast right now, nasi lemak; and it looks quite disgusting, not appetizing at all -.- Maybe it's because I don't feel hungry? Yeah, maybe =(

Sighs, I don't feel like leaving the room, have been here for don't know how many donkey times; all those outdoor/indoor theme park funfair, roller coaster etc also played till nothing to play -.- LOL. What the fuck am I talking? I don't know LOL. hahhahhahah.

So yeah, meantime while facing my very unappetizing nasi lemak, I'm right here blogging -.- LOL and know what? I gonna be staying here for 3days 2nights! -.- LOL. and it's not very cold here this time round, but . . .

It's bloody cold at night, I was sharing the bed with my brother last night. Because we shared the same bed, so we needa share the same blanket as well -.- it's so bloody cold at night, and he kept pulling the blanket away from me! Hell -.- it's irritating because he has got his own blanket and he kicked it away! damnit! -.- I gonna take away his blanket tonight and let him freeze to death! muahahahahhaha-HA!

some of MY pictures that were taken when we were on our way here! Because the long hour trip was seriously torturing me! =(

-.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

p/s: didn't have make up on that's why must cover my stupid mini eyes with shades! hahah-HA!

Meeting Raine in audi later at 10.

adios.

2008-11-20T06:23:00.003-05:00

GENTING!
lalallalala =)

I'm at Genting right now, in the room and I've got internet connection here! RM25 for 24 hrs! It's very cheap, eh? Yeah, damn cheap!

Know what? The internet cafes here are all damn freaking expensive only! -.- RM10 for 45 minutes! What the F? Trying to rob only -.- But never mind, because this time I've become cleverer, why? because I brought my vaio along! =) hehs!

Tomorrow my baby brother will be here too! Just wait for another 20+ hours and I'll get to play with him! I've never seen him before, you see; and my yiyi says he is garrulous [he haven't learnt how to talk yet though] but that's what my aunt says, so I shall see how talkative a baby boy can get! =))

I simply love babies!

adios.

2008-11-19T07:57:00.000-05:00

SIGHs.
troubles troubles go away! *poof*

Going m'sia tomorrow!
BYE!

2008-11-17T02:13:00.018-05:00

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
Super Duber Uber late . . .

Saturday, 16th November, my birthday celebration with my dearest P.Family. Laughed out loud, for your information, my birthday falls on the 19th of October. Ha-ha, but they've got reason for the late celebration. =D I LOVE THEM VERY MUCH MAN!! Muahahahahahahah =)
and I'm quite lazy to blog recently =(

Sighs, don't know what's wrong with the s2pid picnik =( maybe it's under maintainence? Due to the maintainence, I can't edit my photos! =( Sighs, again. .

Okay, the day before yesterday,16th November- P.Fam gathering! =D LOVE them hell lots!
First thing first: NeoPrint, it's been a while since the five of us took neoprints together; was it aki's birthday, April? Yeah, it's real long ago yea? hehes! Went to Ceneleisure, I requested on that specific machine because I just love that polka dots background too much BUT I didn't manage to find the polka dots background that I wanted! =( But still I like I like! =))

Let's see! =)

the small pieces! =D

can you guys see the chinese word 愛 on the picture on the left? Yeah, we love each other HELL LOTS!

Yeah Yeah! I'm the Birthday Girl! [Belated =P]

My lovely calender! 19th of October! =D

the next two pictures that I gonna show is damn KAWAII! =D

get the picture? they are suppose to fish me and Jul, but take a look at JUL! she fished herself! tsk tsk! Haha-haha

Oh My! I didn't Know Jul miss us so much! I miss you too! =))

WOW! why am I the only devil?! thanks to Aki the great artist! =D
Hehs! Credited to our dear Jul for scanning the neoprints!! THANKS!

After making enough noises in the neoprint shop, we off to the toilet! 人有三急 you see =P
then in the toilet . . .

I wanted to take picture with everyone of them, but my dear Raine said Jul's house's lighting very good, shall go her house then take -.- then go Jul's place then take luh =( hehs!
but never mind, I took with my dear Jiayi! =D

Oh by the way, I'm back with my emily hairstyle again =) Sighs, I wanted something new but I think I shall forget it =( No more ideas -.-

Sighs, I think we meet a tad too late; to stop wasting time, we go to Jul's place straight after that. I was feeling quite hungry, so was Jiayi. But Aki said we can count on her for food! Yeah, so I wait. . .

Next stop: Jul's place.
They wanted to give me surprise- BBQ but . . . . I shall not elaborate =)

Reached Jul's place and we get started immediately because the BBQ pit only till 10pm. . .
Get Cracking everyone!! =)

Before starting, we need someone to start the fire! =D LoL! and none of us knows how to do it except our experienced dear Aki! and of cause she's the one! Ha-ha without her I think we gonna be die from hunger [exaggerated!] =P haha! To act act as if I know how to start the fire, I shall take a picture with her! Aki let's twist =D

this is my dear cute Aki! =D

It's our Aki again!

oh yeah! before I forget, the following pictures that I gonna upload you guys gonna see a bunch of girls wearing the same top, BBQ-ing! =) Haha-ha!

The POLICE- Aki & Raine
The ARMY- Jul & Jiayi
The SWAT[None of us knows what does it means -.-]- ME! the unique special one and only one!

HAHAHHAH! =D continue to upload!

While waiting for the fire to be okay, we took pictures of each other -.- sounds weird.

Firstly, Jiayi taking picture of me taking picture of her! =D

Secondly, I taking picture of Jiayi taking picture of me! =D

Lastly, Jiayi takin picture of me taking picture of Aki! =D

AND . . .Jiayi taking picture of herself! =D

hahahhahahaahahhahaha-HA! FUNNY AND FUN! =DD

whose lousy photo taking skill? oops =x I think I'm the culprit -.-never mind la, it's good enough to be able to capture their heads! =D LOL BBQing. and I can see the blur look on Raine's face.

What were the three of us doing?! I don't know -.-

Sighs, the three of us [the lazy ones] - Raine, Jiayi and ME!
while waiting for the two of them [the hardworking ones] - Aki and Jul to get the chiken wings and etc ready for the lazy ones to pot into their mouths. We took pictures again! =D

Me and Raine. Post with a pole! =D hahha-HA!

Next me and Jiayi. We were trying to 跳海, have you guys ever seen any people who wants to suicide will bring a big smile across their faces? Haven't? These two idiots is here to show you guys! =D Yay! 跳海! Oh wait, this picture was taken by Raine and she claimed that her photo taking skill is great! comment? comment?? HHAH-hahs

Then, Raine wants to take with Jiayi also. and I was the photographer! =D eh, by comparing the photos, I shall say Raine's photo taking is indeed much better than mine -.- Hahahahh-HA!
Raine the potential photographer?? hehs!

Jul saw us happily taking pictures, she couldn't take it anymore! and decided to abandon Aki to join us! WAHHAHAHHAHHA-ha! once gain, credit to Raine, the potential photographer! =D

Done with photo taking session, Jul felt guilty for abandoning Aki; she decided to go back to Aki. GooD GirL!=D

For my birthday celebration, because we weren't managed to find a nice birthday cake, we decided to make our own birthday cake! Pound cake and whip cream!

making my own birthday cake! =D

Final Product, it looks quite disgusting! HAHAHAHAHHAH! but it's nice! =D

with the candles lighted! =D Not bad la =DD

then next: wishes! =D

Look very fugly in the picture! but no choice the only picture I've -.-

After that we'd sweet potatos! hahahh-HA and playing OPEN NUMBER! as usual -.- chatted.
We've got hell lots to tell each other! =( Yeah, after that needa rush for last train, packed and went up to Jul's house.

Continue to take pictureS.

Raine and Jiayi.

Me and Raine and AKI! what was she doing there? o.o

Me and Aki [take 1]

Me and Aki [take 2]

Jiayi taking picture of the three of them while they were watching the video that they made for me! =DD LOVES!

Jiayi taking picture of all of five! Tired already! =)

the FIVE of us! the P.Family! =D

My lousy photo taking skill =)

Candid shot for Jul! why she so happy? because she saw me! hehs!

candid shot for Jiayi!

watching wathing video that was specially made for me!

They were still watching!

still watching. .

SIghs, their eyes just got stuck on the screen!

Jul was watching the video, concentrating!

LOL. watch watch watch!

LASTLY!
I shall end the post on my birthday celebration with my own picture! =D

the flash light made me looked ghostly -.- HEHs!

I'd a great birthday celebration! Thanks my girls! =D

I haven't finished yet! Next volunteer work on Sunday- 17th November

VOLUNTEER WORK.

Forgot which old folks' home.

Went to do volunteer work again, this time round we brought old folks out for outing at mount faber something -.- I'm not good with places, pardon me =)

Yeah, we had an exciting and meaningful day! =) Everything was great except for the freaking warm weather! SCORCHING HOT! I, Salina Goh, melted from solid to liquid then to GAS! can you imagine how hot the weather was?! Why can't Singapore just snow?! I gonna be jumping all over Singapore if it snow! -.-

Then something very funny happened LO, I very embarrassed la, full stop -.- shan't elaborate further. =x Sighs.

Pictures again!
Let's see!

We were resting! =D

Tired. So must REST! =DD

we were eating! =D

and last but not least.

GROUP PHOTOS!

Yeah, after the volunteer work, we go 兜風. The driver was @)($)&#@&$@)$@(&$@($^@$@

I think he was really asking for punches! -.-

Laughed out loud. I'd a great day la =D Very happy also! =D

So I shall end the post with the photo of me with Jiayi. I very fugly in the picture, pardon me =)

Hehs!

adios.

2008-11-13T08:05:00.002-05:00

SIGHS.
Frenzied.

I think my brother is having his menses lately. Yeah, no doubt he's 100% a brother- a male. Oh my? Most of the girls will get hot-tempered when their aunt came and disturb, my brother is having exactly the same case as those girls, I think he falls into that category! s2pid brother, damn you!

DAMNU!!!

I don't know what's wrong with him man! Woke up this morning with my mama nagging, angrily, from the living room. Was it from the kitchen? I don't know. whatever, doesn't matter; I just know my mama was extremely crossed this morning. Yesterday played audition with Raine and Aki till very late at night, 4 am? yeah, then this morning got woken up by my mama's angry voice. Thanks to my s2pid LK for ruining my sleep!

Thanks!!! -.-

Aiya, because of him making my 老媽 angry, I don't even dare to open my mouth talking to her -.- I think he has got a problem here! Crazy. All because of a job! He wants to work and that confirmed is a no-no, for some reason my dad would never allow it, then he starts to give that fucking face to my mama lo, er no, I shouldn't put it that way; because he has been giving that fucking face to my mama and that's the reason for the bomb to explode! #^#@#!!#@#!@#@

Then lo.

s2pid crazy fellow.

p/s: sometimes really detest him to some extent, sometimes don't.

adios.