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Jeeez.... ANGRY!!
not enough evidence!!!
what the dotzz..!!!
TEDIOUS JOB!!!!!!!!!
today..
the s2pid damn card...
the lady said i didn't provide enough evidence for how long had i stay out of US...
Jeeez...... anygry!!
and this is the third time i've been there..
first time.. don't have the form cum report book
second time.. closed
third time.. not enough evidence..
what the hell!!!!!
so today..
just now..
i had printed..
primary school's report book from m'sia (1999)
primary school's report book+leavin' examination certificate+result slip(2001-2003)
secondary school's report book+comfirmation slip for O level+result slip(2004-2007)
m'sia birth cert. US birth cert. US passport. M'sia passport. singapore blue I/C. singapore PR. and M'sia I/C with my mom (pray that they won't need it)..
GRRRRR..............
i'm being abit kiasu liao...
`cuz i really don't wanna go there again!!!! it's far!!! grrr!!!
ROAR!!! if tomorrow still can't apply for that social security card.. i'm NOT goin' again...
i'm gonna wait till my dad comes back!! ROAR ROAR!!!!!!!

whatever!!
today went bugis after that URGH thing..
me and fen..
nothin' to do
took neoprint..
have breakfast at pastamania
ordered pizzas, speghetti.. YUM YUM!!
very nice!!
after that.. sit down and chat at that don't know what restaurant..
uncles very funny.. lol..
then we talk `bout lots of things..
and i'm really PROUD OF MY AH GONG!! I LOVE YOU. AH GONG!!
FOREVER MY AH GONG!! AND MY AH MA.. LOVE BOTH OF YOU..
PROUD OF YOU TWO!!! XD..LOVE LOVE LOVE.... <3
hahaxD.. being abit mad over here...
lol... but i really love them!!
then we talk `bout fashion!! guys!! NAN REN!! lolxz..
dotz.. we really ZHANG DA LIAO!!
ahahxz...
went lan..
audition.. uhmm. love that comp. man!!
my comp. really do sucks!!!
lag like don't know what shit!!
talk talk talk.., chat chat chat..
then she wants to take bus home!!
dotzz..
so i followed...
FEN: aiya bus confirm got seat one..
ME: ....
FEN: better than MRT, no seat!!
ME: ....
so i followed..
bus came, so we board!!! what the dotz..
she calls that no people..
the WHOLE BUS WAS PACKED WITH PEOPLE CROWDED UNTIIL LIKE DON'T KNOW WHAT!!!.
before that, saw one girl cry until very jialat... -=.=-
back to topic..
then stand for don't know how many minutes!!
then reached bukit panjang..
so took 176 home!! DAMN tired!!!!
NO PEOPLE.. CONFIRM GOT SEAT!!!
WHAT THE DOTZ... i'm gonna kill her for makin' me stand for so long...
i wearin' high heel eh .. zao si. wanna zai le ta... *chops*
hhaha jkjk... very fun after all.. and funny lohxz.... lol...xz
very long time never go out with her...
so today went out.. we got lots to say, `bout everythin', *mature*
wahahha..xD
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i don't really understand how people feel..
but this is my POV, i don't think there's really someone that he/she can put him/herself in other people shoes.. there's no way he/she can do it.. really.. (my pov)
and.. parents can't really understand their childrens, can';t understand what they want, how they feel, what kind of problems they're facin'. really, time's different from the past...
just found that life is really tedious.. very tired.. stress, study, everythin'
everythin' that goes against what you want, what you wish, what you hope for..
it's not smooth, it's hard, it's difficult...
there're lots of time that.. when there're problems, big one, i can't solve..
feelin' helpless, feelin' tired.. and there's kind of feelin' of on the verge of brekin' down..
when i really need help.. where're my fairy?? where're my angels?? i don't know??
just feelin' tired... livin' in this world... NO meanin' at all....
it's just meaninless.. kinda mental fatigue