Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:13:00 AM
DREAM?Get real!after school.went home together with HaoHao.
on the way home.
we talked `bout the
dream that we have, the aspiration.
we're kinda similar in some ways :D
come to think of it, the
dream that I've since secondary school is rather vague
vague not because I don't know what I want.
it is `cuz.. it's not practical, it's some kind of
daydream?haha.
quite depressin', i'm kind of dread to know what my future gonna be like.
I don't want to grow up doin' somethin' that's against my wish.
I don't want to lead a
meaningless, dead life.
okay, I'm bein' pessimistic.
-end of topic-we'll be gettin' back our report slip tomorrow ><
suppose to be worry, to be
anticipatin' how many
U I get -.-
LOL.
but there's not a need to do so already :D
`cuz I can
foretell the future :D
crap! -.-
it's because out CT had flashed the report slip to us through microsoftword today ^^
the atmosphere was like very.. er, undescribable.
we were all apprehensive, at the same time, excited in some way or another :D
hahah.
okay.
we did.. I can't say very well, `cuz there's still a
HUGE room for improvement :(
but I've got confident that we can do it if we want to do it :D
IF IT IS TO BE, IT IS UP TO ME!this sentence was what MrsLee used to encourage us durin' O period :D
hahah. and I still remeber ^^ yay!
okay.
I did.. er, I'm quite contended, badly done compared to secondary school though =P
I'm satisfied with the result I got because I'd been expected
U or Shahah :D
but they didn't appear on the screen when our CT flashed it to us :D
I got everythin' above 60 :D
except for the 2
CHINESE subjects!
can you imagine? it's chinese I'm talkin' `bout.
how irony can it be? I'm so
cina yet I got such a
nice result for my chinese, 50+ -.-
crazy! there must be somethin' wrong! somethin' very wrong! --.
I can get 60 for my GP yet 50+ for my chinese?
tsk tsk.
whatthehell?WRONG! it should be the other way round, isn't it? -.-
okay.
stop my nonsense, seriously, i'm very very very
VERY elated after knowin' my GP result :D
`cuz ever since the day I stepped into this college, I dreaded GP, serious.
I enter into this JC with a C6 for english, it's quite risky. VERY.
yeah. will work even harder for GP :D
another subject that I'm overjoyed for is my math :D
I got
A! a low
A though :(
woot!haha.
why I'm elated for this is because I had kind of given up on math for one period of time.
`cuz I can't catch up with the others, and I can't understand what the lecturer was teachin' and felt really sick of H2 math.
But I did some soul-searchin' and started muggin' up on my math after that
emo period
LOL.
and today the
A showed that my hard work had paid off! :D it didn't go in vain.
so yeah.
gonna work millions times harder for math! aimin' for high
A :D
yeah yeah :D
chemistry -.- 60+
i screwed up the last test! -.- careless!
careless is just another way of makin' myself feels better, excuses!
so yeah. will aim for at least a
B.
I'm not gonna aim an A for chemistry.
`cuz it's just like buildin' castle in the air.
I will never never
never get
A for chemistry.
sucks in science!T.T
so yeah.
that's `bout it, i suppose :D
wow! that was a holistic report ya? :D
haha.
-end of progress report-okay.
tomorrow!
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL for this term --.
cheerin', screamin' etcwahahhaha :D
I will use the june vacation
meaningfully - to mug up for science and math!
hahah.
yeah. jiayou.
I don't want to get retained!
DON'T WANT!
don't want to experience another dreadin' period of startin' anew!
NO! don't want! I hate that feelin'!
miss my girls!`jaa