misSA-LINA

Wednesday, December 26, 2007 12:21:00 PM

I'm damn tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

`jaa

Sunday, December 23, 2007 12:29:00 PM

Guess?

I love 2 F, Family and Friends.

you can say I suaku.

BUT.

this is really my first time buyin' branded stuff, with discount, like guess xD

`cuz I don't really like the design of those branded stuff

and I actually bought it for ma xDhaha.

filial eh?

was worried if ma will like it or not.

ahahaha.

end up.

she very happy

then I, automatically, very happy also

her x'mas present xD

huhooooo~

AND WHAT'S WONG WITH BLOGGER??

made me re-type everythin', lucky I was sooo smart~copy and paste heh heh..

forget it.xD
haha.
been to gym with AK this mornin'LOL.
went for 1hour
after that we went to see her new house.
her new room, pink!
then went to her house, aditionin', story mode.
and I saw Issac, her cousin? or nephew?
I don't know.
haha.
he very cute eh.
he came to AK's house then before he leave
he came and said jiejiehughug
I was shocked actually.
haha.
so cute Lo.
that's why I like kids!
went home prepare after that.
job interview, waitress. also with AK.
yeah.
we got in.
will starts work tomorrow
which means gonna say byebye to x'mas eve and x'mas celebration
BUT never mind.
haha
and I'm lookin' forward to wear the uniform. hahaxD
had been non-stop walkin' today, other than sittin' in the bus.
really T-I-R-E-D but today very fun and happy
AK abit siao wahahahh. actually I also.
why? `cuz today we happy wahhahahahxD
bought somethin' also
and when I tried the bangle, and I can't take it out at first
LOL. scare me eh-.-
but I did manage to take it out, lucky!

I'm now happy with my life.xD
satisfied, contended.
I love my 2F-Family.Friends
yeah.
both are important.
But still, family will forever be the most dearest people who will support you till the end
get what I mean?

haha. my baby niece. 1 year old b'day.

she's so cute.

she knows I was takin' her photo

when she saw the flash.

she gave me this big-smile~

CUTE! miss her~

Got this from my mail-box:

This is weird, but interesting!

fi yuo cna raed tihs,

yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid tooCna yuo raed tihs?

Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg.

The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid,

aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy,

it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are,

the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.

The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm.

Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef,

but the wrod as a wlohe.

Azanmig huh?

yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

anyway.

again.

x'mas eve.

wish all of you a very very merry x'mas and haha.

happy new year~

`jaa

Saturday, December 22, 2007 7:23:00 AM

Goin' interview tomorrow xD

wishin' everyone merry x'mas and happy new year xD

Saturday, December 15, 2007 1:30:00 AM

REGRETed
no use cryin' over spilled milk

Imax again xD

was talkin' to dad just now
`bout the JC thingy
he asked AreYouQualifiedForJC?
then I said Yeah.
then he starts to:
@##%#(%028438$&@T$&%^$$^#%Y#*&^%*&#^$35(&()*($&
#*(@^$*(@^$@($&(#@%*&#*&#*%&#*(%&#*(%^#&$)*@&)%
#@$&(*@$&*(@$&*(@^$#%^$@*($&*@$&()@$&*(@%)#*%&.
then I kept quiet, of `cuz
the more he said the more regret-ness I'd got
WhatTheHellI'mSoDamnRegret right now.
Vincent uncle called yesterday
told me damn lots `bout study
he said IfYouWannaWorkInS'pore and blahblahblah.
I was like En. Ah. Oh
and my heart's still with Poly
BUT...
when dad talks to me just now
I didn't En. Ah. Oh
I kept quiet instead
`cuz, suddenly, I realized there's nothin' I can say
Dad said I'm wastin' my one year in Poly
he Said I should go JC if I can
he wants me to go to NY after 2years of JC
of `cuz I very much wanted if I can
you know, I'm not very good in study
I know myself best
the result I'd got in Prelim
I'd got a feelin' that I'd tyco-ed for it.
yeah.
I worked real hard for prelim
and I'd wanted to score well for Prelim
and yeah. I did it!
But I'd kind of feelin' that
ItWasBecauseOurPreliminaryWasEasy.
that's why I'd got that result.
But O wasn't the same for me
It was not easy for me
not at all
I'd worked real hard for O as well
I'd been very stressed since the start of our school Prelim
the stress had stopped only after POA's last paper, TheMCQ.
and I'd got the feelin' that my O's result is not goin' to be better than my Prelim's result
I knew it
I'm well prepared.
I'm damn stress right now.
for the result.
I'm very scare you know!!
YOU KNOW????
you'll never know, `cuz you're not me!
I don't want my O's result came out to be any less than my prelim's result
I don't want.
seriously, I'd worked real real DARN hard for that s2pid O
I'd cried in the night after our first paper, I was scared!
I kept blamin' myself
for careless
for didn't read the questions carefully
for not doin' well for the first paper
for not doin' well GoodnessSakeThat'sA-math'sPaper!
like what KY'd told me a decades ago
there's no use cryin' over spilled milk
yeah.
since I'd already missed the chance of the deduction of 2points
there's no use for me to like cryin'-dad-cryin'-mom
LOL.
I'd made up my mind!
if I'm able to enter to the JuniorCollege, miraculously.
I'm goin' in!
For the sake of 2 years!
I may sound crazy.
I'll work hard
for myself!
for my dad!
for my mom!
yeah.
It'sAllForMyOwnGood!
-.-
But, if, unfortunately, I'm not qualify
that's where the God wants me to go.
SO..
yeah.
ting tian you ming

somethin' happy for me.
bought something in m'sia
wahhaahahahhahhahahhaha.
Bag.
RedSkinnyJean.
3SkinnyJean (mom's)
Bangles.
stockings.
short (jean)
necklace.
haha-ha-ha-ha-hahaha
long time didn't put make up already
very very long time.
hair's gettin' longer and longer
still, didn't have the intention of cuttin' it.
haha-ha-ha
But gonna change my hairstyle.
xD
nothin' special, But just some lil' change maybe
I don't know.
Probably go for another rebondin'
or somethin' like that.

it's still my one and only dream
I love singin'.
I think only my friends know it
I really love singgin' alot
alot alot alot and LOTS!
but I know it's just a dream
whether or not to come true
it's already beyond my imagination
I'm not the old girl who wanted, very much, to become a singer anymore
Not anymore.
I just love singgin'
I just love it
it doesn't mean that I must become a singger in order to sing!
in the past, I was scare to tell people `bout my dream
my one and only dream.
I was scare people will laugh at me for bein' naive or somethin'
when people asked WhatWouldYouLikeToBeWhenYou'dGrownUp
I'll just answered IDon'tKnow.
Now.
I don't know what I want to be other than my past-now-forever dream
`cuz other than singgin'.
I'd not think of other thing
not even one.
`cuz I just know I like singgin'
all along.
But I'm not gonna think as well
I'm not gonna think who I were to be in the future.
as I'm not god.
my prediction will only be my imagination and not the fact.
Yeah.
I love singgin'
It's not goin' to change or somethin'
you may think It'sGonnaBeImpossibleForYou
or You'reJustBein'Naive
so what?
It's my life.
even though no one's supportin' me
I'm still me.
It's still my life.
whatever to be it's in my control!
even though my dream will goes vanish in one day
It's still my dream
till the day I die, I'll still tell people, loud and clear, that MyDreamIsToBeASinger!
You can laugh at me for being silly. I don't mind.
hhaa.
anyway, It's just somethin' came into my mind.
that's why I'd typed somethin' like this.
haha-ha-ha-ha-ha-hahahaha.

the older I get, the stress of bein' independent had pile up day by day
more and more.
in the past, when I'm still in primary school.
I'd always wanted to be a grown up
wanted to get my freedom.
wanted to be free from study.
now, I'd finished my secondary school's education.
think of it.
I don't want to be a grown up
I would rather be a teenager forever.
to study.
to play.
to chat.
to shop.
being 18years old
I felt that there's alot of decisions are waitin' for me to made
I'd to make up my mind fast with no regrets.
being a kid you would not even bother.
there.
I don't really want to grow up
I wish time can stop
can stop at this year
stop at this moment.
for me.

so.
Life's full of regrets.
Life's fleetin'.
there's no time for me to spend on regrettin'-this-regrettin'-that
yeah.
go on as it is.
my life
my game
I'm the master
I made the rule
I control it
and I'm playin' it

Friends are for forever.
especially the one that you truly trust.

`jaa

Thursday, December 13, 2007 10:11:00 PM

CRAZE
it's crazy~~

ForGod'ssakeI'mgonnadisappearagain
yeah.
*ba-boo*
5
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4
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3
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2
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1
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`jaa

Tuesday, December 11, 2007 4:03:00 AM

memories
P6's diary..

LOL.
rummaged in the pile of books this mornin'
guess what've I found?
my p6's diary
I didn't know I'd wrote so many things in it
friends
loves
family
all those whatever secrets
LOL.
when i read it this mornin'
I was like wow?
how-can-it-be?
why-will-I-write-those-things?
...
suddenly, I was like can see/feel my P6's life -.-
haha.
sweet memoriesxD
it contained so much things/secret `bout my P6's life xD
MISS MY P6xD with friends and teachers T.T

yesterday message with Jul
we're like so much to talk
then Jul very funny
made me laugh like mad
she's in Indo now
LOL.
wonder what will my bill for this month looks like
o.o wahahaha
I'd given her the number of Job Agency as well
she's lookin' for job
same as me
she said somethin' that shocked me!
know what she said?
I'm goin' to quit maple already
I was like sure bo?
LOL.
anyway, Jul I'll support you d
wahahahahhaxD
Jiayou.

yesterday playin' poker with my bros
playin' cho-dai-di
we're not gamblin' on money
but snappin' fingers
LK's crazy
damn pain.
hungry.
then three of us shared one cupnoodle
like so pathetic -.-
went back to room and continued our cho-dai-di
yeah.
then nighty-nightz and sleep.

then later maybe goin' shoppin' with ma and bros. ba
stay at home also sian only
' o '

`jaa

Monday, December 10, 2007 3:22:00 AM

o___..___o
the world gone crazy~

wanted to go Bugis with ma
But dad said go Johor
then wait till 1400+
Pa called and said 跟妈妈讲今天不去Johor了.
LOL.
I'm still thinkin' of buyin' this buyin' that -.-
yeah.
say bye-bye
-.-

and I agreed with what bei had said
don't geh-kiang
remember the glitter eyeliner I'd mentioned previously
the staff asked if I need to buy a sharperner for that eyeliner pencil
`cuz the sharpener is specially made for that eyeliner pencil
then I said never mind, I've got 1 at homw already
reached home.
BL00DY HELL!!
the eyeliner made in plastic
and how the hell can I use a sharpener to sharp a plastic?
-.-
yeah.
don't geh-kiang
bei you're right!

recently
a tad lazy to blog
-.-
very sian
I'm lookin' for job
asked friends for lobang
but none of'em haver any.
T.T

I need a job!!

I need money!!

SO.

YEAH.

`jaa

Saturday, December 8, 2007 6:42:00 AM

WWwwwwWW
Wa -ha-hah-ahahah-hah-ha

new glitter eyeliner pencil
to kill a mockin'bird
H-A-P-P-Y
^^V

12:05:00 AM

DOTZZZzzz...
13:07...

mind-blocked. don't know what to write.

wanted to buy the Ipod, 4GB

it's ceap

should I buy?

don't know..

yesterday slept at 02:28
saw the time on the air-con controller

can't stop readin' the memory keeper's daughter
finished.

the endin' quite sad T.T

learnt somethin' from it.

go for whatever you dream for

the door will be open for everyone of us, forever

don't ever let it shut

failed once, doesn't mean gonna fail forever

don't get dishearten.

yesterday my dad's ex-worker called

and they played a joke on my bro, blushed, `bout his daughter and my bro.

mad.

LOL.

-.-

the day before back from Genting

borin'

stay in the hotel doin' nothin'

didn't go out walk-walk

but it's bloody cold up there

damn foggy

those roller-coaster stuff all can't play thanks to the weather

ha-haha-ha-haha

thus, stayed in hotel

played with my baby cousin

I was like so childish ha-haha-ha

that's the way to deal with kids

especially small kid.

LOL

LOOK~

*my photographin' skill's not up to standard ha-ha-haha-ha

*I'd snapped all the useless crap. LOL

*my baby cousin, CUTE, he looks like chicken-lil' in person. LOL, big eyes long lashes.

I make it sound so girl -.-

*disgustin' flies and lizards -.-

these was those s2pid-disgustin' flies that I'd mentioned previously

-.-

ewww~ -.-

*my bro. keen

don't know what he was doin'
just snapped.
actually wanted to take the picture of the starry sky
yeah.
and I'd took it
can't even see a star in it
the first picture.
my phone's louzy, that's why.
Perak, the weather was so weird?
it's hot in the day
especially in the afternoon, it's damn hot.
stuffy.
it's cold in the night
especially in the middle of the night, it's bloody cold.
as in sleepin' in the air-con room -.-
therefore
people like me, who can easily melted under the sun
stay under the roof, home, all day long!
you can imagine my life in kampong, can you?
wa-ka-ka-kakaka-ka-ka

come see my ahMa and ahGong

see what she's doin' -.-

*wearin' the 'coat' (don't know what they called it) and posed --

*with ahMa, see, told you she looks blur. haha. cute

*readin' the newspaper

both of them looks so blur

my grandpa, 75, looks stern most of the time.

that's why we took his pictures, sneeky

don't dare to take picture with him

LOL. but don't worry he's very fun sometimes

waha-ha-hahah-haha

my grandma, 77, opposite

very funny and BLUR!!

LOL. -.-

LOVE THEM.

but yeah.

they're old already

sad T.T

my grandpa keep sayin' all those things like he's goin' to ...

and the night before comin' back to s'pore

ah gong was like goin' to cry LOL.

he's startin' to scare of loneliness

-.-

sigh~

ahgong don't worry, you'll be longevity xD

grandma went to china already

back in 13th dec.

she's goin' to NY, NJ, CA after chinese new year

visitin' my aunts and uncles and cousins, everyone.

I very much wanted to go with her man!! LOL

but she'll only be back next year, June.

HELL. poly had long started school already.

how to go with her sia? -.-

the s2pid SS card.

no response

I don't even know was it approved or what. -.-

*sigh*

if they didn't send the card to me in this dec

that means I've to do all those tedious things all over again!

TMD.

went to gonggong and popo's house before goin' Genting

LOL..

they asked me `bout how many As I'd get sia -.-

LOL..

I was like..

S-T-R-E-S-S-ed

the result hasn't out sia.

all ask `bout my result

I'm really startin' to worry `bout my result -.-

later, out only 1A.

then I'm dead-.-

watniao~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

神啊!救救我啊!!

sittin' in the car. nothin' to do, borin'

played with my phone.

the sun was dazzlin'.

the sunlight very irritatin'.

thus.

used my phone to snapped it waahahha-ha-ha-ah-hahaha

bro. sheng

found this sunglasses in the car.

wahaha-ha-haha.

then tried and snapped

there. the big fly sittin' in our car

*see my s2pid-ugly face (middle) very ugly -.- LOL.

crappy.

we'll go back again next tues -.-

wa-ha-ha-haha-haha

celebratin' my baby niece's man yue LOL

it's like a baby's completion of its first month of life

-.- I don't know what's it called in english -.-

LOL

by the way.

last week, I rode

not bicycle but motorbike.

wahaha-ha-ha-haha-ha

finally know how to.

last year, i think, bro. teached me how to ride the motorbike

then I was like so s2pid, don't know how.

LOL, and crashed against ahGong's car -.-

people ask me to brake then I go... -.-

made me don't dare to touch the motorbike for a year -.-

LOL. wahahahahah-hah-haah-

yeah.

gonna buy another book to fill my free times up.

`jaa

Friday, December 7, 2007 8:09:00 AM

BACK!!!
I'm back.. wahahahahaahah~~

CUTE eh?

my baby niece~~
she's cute! she's cute!! she's SOOooo CUTE!!!

upload these first.
too tired too dead
LOL -.-
continue tomorrow~~ xD

stay tuned~~
LOL
mad
-.-

`jaa

Saturday, December 1, 2007 3:19:00 AM

IMAX
lan shop...

thanks to dad
I'm able to touch the computer since the day I left s'pore.
LOL.
sound so pathetic huh?
it's true okay
I'm really damn pathetic
can't really say I'm bored right here in PERAK
BUT..
I'm really B-O-R-E-D
LOL..
right now. right here. right at this time
I'm given three hours to touch this computer
LOL.
I'd checked.
there's NO audition installed in this computer
or should I say...
none of the computer here have the audition installed
GRRRRrrrrRRRRRrrrrr...
okay.
maybe people in Perak don't play audition
ahhaha..
I'm just being crappy here..
haha.

my aim for today is to write a damn long entry
wahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
it feel so damn good to type and type and TYPE non-stop right now!
shall I write somethin' `bout me-livin'-in-this-kampong?
YES!
I should..
Telly sitcom.
DVDs.
the memories keeper's daughter.
sleepin'.
durians.
music.
eatin'.
that's `bout it.
hahhahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA...

one of the thing that I love to do is to watch HK sitcom
bro and I knew that it's gonna be real bored if there's nothin' to do in here
you know... kampong
thus, we went to those pirated CDs's shop to buy CDs
yeah.
and we'd bought lots of it
there's no chinese input in this comp
ying qi jie fu
quite a funny and touchin' one
good story line
talkin' `bout tin ha mou dou
(diarect translate from cantonese: no gamblin' in the world )
I shall not write the summary
`cuz you guys wouldn't want to read
very nice, very nice haha.
tian ji suan
another nice story
also a funny and excited one
another reason for likin' this show so much is `cuz of the actors and actress
haha.
enchanted
I believe mant of you have watched this show
nice eh?
haha.
yeah, I love it
I love the dress which looks like a real princess in the fairy-tale world
haha.
magical one xD
NICE.
I know who killed me
woah.
an NC16 show, i believe
or maybe a M18 show.
LOL.
right, there's some sensored abit only, few minutes.
hahaa
BUT...of `cuz the show was not `bout the sensored part
some parts were gross-disgustin'-cruel
like cuttin' people's finger.
it's so damn bloody
LOL.
But, still a very nice cum disgustin' show.LOL
by the way, the female lead was Lindsay Lohan
underdog
i believe many of you heard of superhero like superman
but.
have you ever heard of superdog? LOL
yeah.
underdog was `bout a super dog
which was like superman which save the world usin' their superpower
blahblahblahblah things like that.
haha.
N-I-C-E

next..
the memories keeper's daughter.
eh. don't get the wrong idea
it's not a show
but a book, a novel
I bought it in popular before comin' to Perak
I knew i'm gonna be bored
therefore it's wise to be well prepared
it's not very thick 500+ pages only
I mean 500+ pages to last for don't know how many days in here
it's now really thick isn't it?
okay.
enough of my crap here
it's a nice book
it's `bout pair of twins
the girl's havin' down-syndrome once she's born
while the boy, the brother of this poor lil' girl, is perfectly alright
their father'd lied to their mother that the poor lil' girl had already dead since she's born
`cuz of this the twins had been separated
and the poor girl, under her father's assistat, caroline gill, care.
people were askin' what will happen to her
doctors were sayin' she can't really live long
and the couple was not really gettin' along well
and the mother kept feelin' the presence of her poor girl through her absence
blahblahblahblah somethin' like that.
I'm only in page200+.
don't know the enddin' yet.
but I know the brother, paul, will, eventually, walk her sister, phobe, home.
gonna be a happy endin'.
things that are seen are transient, things that are unseen are eternal
I love this phrase, it's sound so.. right?
i'm quite in love with this book
before O don't really have time to touch story books
after O have plenty of time to read.
yeah.
so any good book do remember to recommend to me huh.
hahaxD

somethin' `bout my ah ma's house I'm livin' in here.
haha.
other than the flies, insects, mosquitos
the house is perfectly comfortable
`cuz it's a house that was newly built not long ago.
the flies are everywhere, every corner
mosquitos and co.
LOL.
we're like comin' back to feed the mosquitos LOL.
but this is kampong life
haha
the life that my dad had been livin' when he's a lil' kid xD
this is not my comp that's why I can't upload the pictures that I'd took
the flies.
I'm gonna let you guys see those scary, disgustin' poor lil' insects
they're sellin' this sticky pad that once the legs of the fly had touch it
it don't even need to think to escapin'
as it's useless.
the sticky pad is really powerful eh?
LOL.

other than the flies
my lil' niece not even 1 year old help to keep me bored-free
LOL.
haha.
she's damn cute
C-U-T-E
CUTE OKAY!
HAHA
she's so smart in a sense that she learnt very fast
she's so adorable in a sense that she keep smilin'
hardly sees her cryin'.
tsktsk.baby

actually plan on goin' to china with ah ma
but.. after realized she went there to visit her bro
which mean--kampong
again.
LOL.
I was like spare me please
LOL
then didn't go haha.
4hours of flight.
goin' to kampong again
LOL.
we're goin' back soon
mom said, we gonna go back to s'pore soon
i think is 5th dec if I've not got the wrong information
BUT.
one thing I'm sure.
we'll be goin' to Genting before goin' back to s'pore
with my aunty, mom's sista, family
haha.

these few days
other than telly sitcom
other than book
other than shoppin'
nothin' to shop actually, the shoppin' center here is absolutely not a good place to shop
as there's nothin' to shop. not suit me. T.T
back to point.
I was playin' with my nails
WAHAHAHAHhahahahahahahha.
yeah.
different kind of pattern
different kind of disign
wahahhahhahahHHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
I'd tried it.
yeah.
my nails are gettin' longer and longer.
BUT damned it!!
the nail of my index finger, right hand.
BROKEN ...
TMD!!
so extra. finger nails are long
but that s2pid extra index finger spoiled it
T.T
okay.
it was my fault after all.
haha.xD

yeah.
and I'm typin' non-stop here
I shall end soon
I suppose it's really a very long entry huh?
But I've got plenty of time here LOL.
yeah.
I want to share somethin'
my uncle.
he's very what L!!
keep sayin' crap like
aiya, only one daughter If I were you. I'm not gonna let her go.
one daughter only, later if she go there, alone, learnin' all those bad things
blahblahblahblahblah
busybody! nosey!!
TMD. also not his business L!! -.-
goin' or not is my choice L. dur~

LOL..
it's funny
know what?
I'm havin' the headphone on
But I'm not listenin' to songs or somethin'
and the song I'm listenin' to is from the speaker of Imax
-.-
crazy!

before sayin' `jaa
I wanted to say somethin'
I'm missin' all of you!!
missin' my comp.
my room.
my shoppin'.
jiayi.
rain and aki.
friends.
I wanted very much to try the job eeeeee~.
OMG~~
okay.
really gotta end here
gotta go try the game here.
wahhahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
OKAY.
I'M MISSIN' EVERY ONE OF YOU!
see you guys soon!

`jaa

LinaGOH