Tuesday, March 25, 2008 11:05:00 AM
GRUELLIN'oh damn it! the stress is comin'...ProjectWork.GeneralPaper.basically, these 2
bloody subjects are injectin' the stresssss into my body, my mind.
oh damn it! SOS!whenever i'm in GP lesson, my mind will automatically link to stressssss.
warnin' bulb will light up!
THEN!
i'll be on the verge of breakin' down, or rather, givin' up.
don't know
WHY?Today we were havin' this POP quiz durin' GP.
flunked it! flunked it!! I know I'd flunked it!!!!drat!my eyes will automatically closed whenever I'm readin' the passage.
my mind will tell me
sleep,you're sleepy.GO SLEEP!oh GOD!I'm really havin' a very BIG problem in english. serious.It's still an unknown if I can promote to J2 next year. T.Tanyway, I'd promised not to torture myself.passed or failed.promoted or retained.I'm not gonna care anymore.I'll just try my best and that's it!I'm havin' another plan on my mind.THUS. heck cares!anyway.enough of this stress thingy.I wanted to skip CLL lecture today.BUT due to an accident.I got no choice but obediently sittin' in the lecture hall for CLL -.-the accident goes like this...I left my bag with my classmates at the study corner.then aline called askin' me to go canteen to pass her the SC application form.so I went.before I went to meet aline.I'd told my classmates that I'm goin' to skip the CLL for today. I'm not goin'.somehow, not all of them heard it.then met aline.and I received a call from HongLing after that.she said she had helped me to bring my bag into the lecture hall.there goes my skip!then I asked if they can help me to smuggle my bag out of the lecture hall.then she said, they're markin' attendance.and that they're unable to help me to smuggle my bag out.I was like T.Toh damn it! I was fated to be in the lecture hall.Guitar!was havin' guitar lesson today 1630-1800wahhahahhahhahhahhaha.the most happy time in JJ, i think.my middle finger tip had gone numb!LOL.YEAH.my fingers hurt!oh my my~I'm havin' difficulties in changin' fingers.T.Tpractise make perfect!yaya.somethin' really pissed me off and I can't understand why??I was havin' this damn headache since saturday.the pain was out to torture me, i think.DAMN it!i mean, who the hell will be havin' headache for almost four days continuosly?damn! damn!! damn!!! damn!!!!drat!whatever it is. It's not gonna be the end. even if I'd failed.`jaa
IMAGINATION! that's all it takes to fly