Sunday, May 25, 2008 3:18:00 AM
LOL.people. you guys are cute man! :Dokay.
I've got 2 tasks.
one is asked by raine, the other is asked by QianTing.
I was confused at the time when I first saw the quiz.
after knowin' what to do.
I happily thought that I can copy and paste both quiz, so that I wouldn't need to do both.
and I just found out that both quiz are completely different! --.
okay.
let's start...
I Got this quiz from darlin' RAINE! :D
A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
break-up and let go.
#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be a successful singer.
#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
a weddin' that every girl would tell her Baby that: Baby I want our weddin' to be like hers, so sweet~
#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
not really.
#5 what's your ideal lover like?
a man who's willin' to love me with all his heart.
#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
definitely, being loved. But I prefer lovin' someone =X
#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
a lifetime?
#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
there's nothin' I can do.
#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
the mountains of school works maybe?
#10 what do you want most in life?
to be a successful singer.
#11 is being tagged fun?
definitely.
#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
I'm not someone with the power of premonition.
#13 who are currently the most important people to you?
my family, P.family & friends :D
#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
sweet, kinda cute :D
#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
can I be both? depends luh.
#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
look at my mobile for time :D
#17 would you give all in a relationship?
if the other party willin' to, I would give all out :D
#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
depends luh.
#19 what type of friends do you like?
my current P.Family & friends
#20 if you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
wa-ha-h-hahah-ahhah-haha-hahahh-ah =O okay.
I'm done with Raine's quiz :D
NEXT: QianTing's
I've been tagged by QianTing to do this. so here it goes:
1. do you wish to do this test?
yeah? ^^
2. who is more impt to you? frens or boyfriend/girlfriend?
both, If I have one :D
3. who is the person you trust most?
no one :D
4. do you think you've enuff confidence?
definitely NO!
5. do you like jay chou?
I prefer Wilbur & Angela :D
6. do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yeah!
7. what is ur goal this year?
to be promoted to J2 duh~
8. do you believe in eternity love?
NO! only if you tell me you can live eternally :D
9. have you broken someone's heart that he or she tried to commit suicide?
nah. I'm not that influensive.
10. what feeling you like the most?
to go Kbox and sing like I've never sing before :D
11. what requirements that you wish from the other half?
to love me with all his heart :D
12. list out best frens of yours (not in any order of importance)
my precious P.family and my 08S32, ChiYen& XinHui, not forgettin' CRANK! :D lot more!
13. are you lame?
yeah. very.
14. what do you think is the most impt thing in life?
to have the courage to strive towards y'all dream.
15. how do you feel right now?
neutral.
16. describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
cute, lovely, preety young lady :D
17. what have you done to please urself?
to go K-box :D
18. if time will to rewind, when will you want it to be?
19th october 1989
19. name one guy/ girl that you r madly in love with.
huh? LOL. he's someone hidden in the future :D
20. what do you want to say to that guy/ girl?
I want you to love me with all your heart! muacks! haha
Instructions: Remove one qns from above n add in ur personal qns. made a total of 20qns n tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them at their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all =)
1.Raine.
2.Angelina.
3.Aline.
4.YuTing
5.ChiYen
okay.
I'm done.
woot~ :D
oh by the way, Just finished writtin' one chinese novel, it's a homework actually -_-
hahaha, written by me. Salina Goh!
actually no big deal la, haha, it's just a typical mother love story :D
妈妈我爱你！
and I want to post it out! because this is my first piece of work :D heh heh.
here it goes:
“妈妈，爸爸在哪里？”小时候的我最爱问这个问题，一个简单且单纯的问题。但是当时的我不明白为什么每次当我问这个问题的时候妈妈总是皱着眉头，湿了眼眶，而且从不直视我地回答“爸爸去了很远得很远地方”这时我便会问“去了哪里？几时回来？”妈妈便会摸摸我的头，什么话也没说，只是微微一笑便回房去了。
我从小就没见过爸爸也不知道爸爸长什么样，从小到大都是靠妈妈一个人打工来撑起这个家。妈妈常常早出晚归，可能是因为这个原因，每次放学回家我都是独自面对那死气沉沉的四面墙， 和孤儿没什么两样。渐渐地和妈妈的感情也变得比清水还淡，甚至也慢慢开始接受“爸爸去了很远的地方，不会再回来”的事实。
上中一那年我认识了很多朋友，从这些朋友的身上我看到了一个‘幸福美满’的家， 心里不自觉地产生了嫉妒感，甚至厌倦自己‘孤儿’的生活。所以每当有人提起‘爸爸’或‘妈妈’的时候，我便回大发脾气，犹如全世界都欠了我什么似的，开始乱骂人。慢慢地我发现身片的朋友越来越少，最后连脾气最好的小月也远离了我。我开始讨厌人类，埋怨老天爷对我的‘不公平对待’，憎恨‘不尽责’的妈妈让我活象个孤儿。之后我连‘妈妈’都不愿意开口叫。
就这样。我‘独自一个人’的过了两年，这两年内我的成绩一落千丈，也在学校打出了个‘名堂’来，成了‘家喻户晓’的问题少年。不仅这样，我还认识了一群‘猪朋狗友’，这次从他们身上找到的再也不是什么‘幸福美满’的家庭，找到的是快乐，自由和从未尝过的刺激感。我也开始变得‘早出晚归’，说谎，抽烟，偷东西，打架，样样我都学尽了。 有一次终于‘惊动’了校方，也‘惊动’了她。
回到家，她一声也没吭，不知为什么我像吞了豹子胆似的一点也不感觉害怕，还一点内疚感都没有，只是站在门边等候‘行刑’。我们就这样站了有五分钟之久吧，终于她转过身来打破了那难以形容的沉默，面无表情地问到“为什么要学人家偷东西？”顿时间，我发现和她好像十年没见似的。 她，老了很多，眼角边的皱纹也多了，头上的白发也多了，憔悴了好多好多，就想得了绝症的病人。虽然面无表情，但我看得出也感受得到她眼睛所射出来的黯然神伤以及无限的痛心。对于她的这些痛心，我那早已没了人情的石头心根本不为所动。
“为什么要学人家偷东西？回答我！”见我没有回答，她又问了一次。但是我连看也不看她，只管直视着前方。
“你是不是哑了？我问你话为什么不回答我？”她失去了耐心，对着我大吼。
“是呀！我是哑了！我还聋了，怎么样？你能——”话还没说完，那无情的五指便重重的打在我脸上。这一巴掌虽狠狠地击中了我的心，但终究没把我那颗石头心给劈开，还把我内心深处的憎恨给唤醒了。
热泪毫不客气地夺眶而出，我狠狠地瞪着她吼道：“你要记住你的女儿今天是被你这巴掌亲手打死的！”说完调头便跑出了那熟悉的家门。她，并没有追出来，我也不削！
我毫无目的地在住家楼下徘徊着，本想打给我那群‘猪朋狗友’，该死的却把手机留在家！瞬间，不懂除了楼上那个家我还有那里可以落脚。但那死爱面子的性格不准我回家，便开始没有方向的往前走，一直走，一直走。过了一天，两天，我那不争气的肚子终于举了白旗，决定回家去。心想：最多说声对不起咯！
门一开，那些熟悉的感觉全部涌了上来，但不知怎么的这次回到家和以前回到家的感觉不一样，除了那秒钟嘀嗒嘀嗒走着的声音以外，多了一份凄凉。心里突然害怕起来，那种感觉是我前所未有的。前两天所发生的事已变得模糊，脑子里充满了她那憔悴苍老的脸，那黯然失色的眼神。
“诶！你在家吗？”我装着毫不在乎的语气朝她那死气沉沉的房间喊去。
“喂！你到底在不在？”试探式的再问了一问。除了那秒钟嘀嗒嘀嗒的声音以外，回答我的是那可怕的沉默。没听到她的声音我不自觉地感到一股失望，心里那份恐惧感不但没有消失，反而加深了。马上大步地走回自己的房间找手机，手机找不到，找到了一个包得十分精美的盒子和一张卡片。我脑里瞬间充满了无数个疑问号，心里有着不祥的预感。很害怕，很害怕。
慢慢地打开了卡片，上面写着：子慧，生日快乐。这些年来我知道妈妈并没有尽到任何做妈妈的责任，也忽略了你。“妈妈，爸爸在哪里？”还记得这个问题吗？妈妈一直不告诉你事实是因为不忍心让你那幼小的心灵去承受那残酷的事实。你爸爸是为了救人而死的，临走前最放心不下的就是你，这盒子是你爸爸说如果有哪一天我们母女俩隔着一座山的时候就拿出来给你。没想到这盒子竟然变成了生日礼物。这些年来我很尽力地在担任爸兼妈的角色，但我发现我做不到，是妈妈对不起你，我只要你知道不管未来发生什么事和我所做的一切都是因为我爱你。
看完这张卡片我犹如被打了麻痹针的病人，整个人，整颗心完全失去了知觉。眼泪不听使唤的夺眶而出，不停的流，不停的流。接着便把那盒子打开，除了一张小纸条以外多了一张我从未见过且已泛黄了的全家福。上面写着：要永远记着，在这世界上不会有人比你妈还更爱你，要乖哦！^^
看完了爸爸的字条，我的手紧紧地抓住那张泛黄的唯一全家福，不知识是害怕已消失的爸爸再度消失，还是恐惧妈妈会消失的可怕预感，害怕自己连说对不起的机会都没有。心里的难过与内疚感变得以用言语形容。那一刻，我彻彻底底的知道错了。眼泪像断了线的珍珠无止境的流。我颤抖地利用双脚支撑了我那沉重的身体，那可怕的感觉把我带到她那陌生的房门外，潜意识里，我已做好了心理准备。
房门一开，撒落满地的药丸。那一瞬间，我就像瘫痪的病人，不知是我的泪腺也跟着瘫痪了，还是我已经把所有的泪给哭干了。我的双脚再也没办法支撑我那沉重的身体了，整个人无力地瘫坐在地上 … …
外面那炎热的天气顿时轰隆地打了无数个响雷，接着，便刮起了大风，下起了倾盆大雨。再那大雨嘈杂的声音之中，多了一个碎玻璃的声音，和妈妈十年前的合照被风吹倒了，打碎了，意味着一切已经太迟了，回不来了。
妈妈我知错了，您还愿意原谅我吗?
tata~ Long eh? haha I spent 1 afternoon to do it d leh! hehe, hehanyway. sec4 & sec5 (ShuQun knights) whoever takin' chinese O next monday, best of wish to all of you! must jiayou o. ALL THE BEST!^^V
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