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HILARIOUS!
laughed my a** off -.-

I got somethin', videos, to show you guys!
heh heh!
but before watchin' the hilarious video, I found Vitas!
LOL.
his voice's AMAZING! and he looks very SHUAI!
hehe :)


Ps- 0:41 & 1:47
damn high pitch eh? he has got dian yan! -.-

LOL.
NOW! some jokers try to imitate him -.-
it's heaven and hell though. GOOD TRY la. LOL -.-
watch!


next.
this guy is .. . -.-
for your information, he's imitatin' Vitas's smile as well -.-
my brothers and I was like . .. laughin' like mad?
LOL -.-
abit retarded though, But I like his courage! LOL.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL! -.-

sometimes really like youtube :D
some people will upload some very damn weird videos on it -.-
hahah-ha-ha-hahaha-HA!

okay.
done.
funny huh?
haha















Adios

PAST
Over. Gone. Forgotten.

I was doin' my homeworks.
hah!
But then decided to take a break from it :D
was on the phone with papa just now.
LOL.
managed to avoid the subject =P
things got a little carried away lately.
Don't know how to put it.
but yeah.
same old thing - sianzation!

*sighs*
needa wakes up early tomorrow again :(
T.T I don't feel like goin' to school.
there isn't any test though.
Just don't feel like facin' the reality.
*shrugs*












adios

SUCKS!
it sucks. .

end up I still need to choose 1.
it's not somethin' bad actually.
it's just somethin' for me to have a wider range of sight?
hope so.

But I don't think I can continue anymore, neither can she.
He went back.
He went back as well.
sooner or later.
we'll all be goin' back.












Adious.

CATASTROPHE
oh really?

school life's rather relaxin' right now, for this moment, at least for this week.
something's missin' in my life.
at the same time, something's goin' very wrong.
so near yet so far?
I don't know.
are they out to be torturin'?
it's agonizin'.
I want no more. .

hey c'mon, get a grip! will you?










`jaa

BUSY BUSY!!





`jaa

PHEW?
~~~~~~~~~

okay.
thrillin'? chillin'?
LOL.
darn scary cum embarrasin'.
haha.
But it's okay, since I'll be gettin' coffee bean voucher in return!
Ho-ho ^o^

chemistry MCQs
I didn't study, not the least bit.
LOL.
it went well at first, but it got worse and worse for the followin' questions.
sighs~
anyway, I'm well prepared for it - FAILlin'
so it's quite okay.

tomorrow's test.
damn!
have not yet start revisin'.
and I feel like closin' my eyes now and wakes up again tomorrow to continue my dreary life.
lethargic.

we want sushi!
But unable to find a free time for it!
sighs~
just too bad =P











remove the mask to reveal the hidden hideous self.
to uncover the truth. .












`jaa

CHEMISTRY
it's important. .

Chemistry is important
but you must be on the same level as the people in your life if you want to find complete harmony.
So if you're finding yourself attracted to an 'opposite' personality, be careful.
When your energies are different from someone else's, it can be hypnotic and appealing
but these differences can also lead to a lot of conflict.
Are you prepared for that?
Just be aware that what you think is an intriguing quality now could turn into an annoying one later.
this is for Libra-ian.

yesterday was the busiest day ever in my life, I think, as in I need to rush from this place to another and I was in darn hurry -.-
performed at ToaPaYoh stadium yesterday.
most of our dance crew was disappearin'! -.-
endded up changin' a lot of steps and new formations etc.
But was havin' fun luh.
and I prefer yesterday's LOW than the original's :D
haha.
and I didn't miss any steps!
hoho-hooooooo!

yeah.
after that rushed back home with Jasmine.
from TPY to BB.
then to BB to Bedok -.-
LOL! -.- and I was like so darn lost along the way.
`cuz I have never been to East Coast alone -.-
yeah.
and I'm some direction idiot! -.-
Jul's advanced B'day.
yeah they planned a very er, romantic suprise for her!
just too bad that we didn't take much photos.
then that romantic heart shape can only be stay in our mind, our heart :)
ahah!
JUL: we LOVE you!
heh heh! =P




please don't let anythin' happens to her..
will you answer my prayer?
oh please promise you will.









`jaa

woot!
bananas. .yucks!

okay.
basically, we'd an excitin' PC lesson today.
thanks to that F**Kin' Banana!
that bloody asshole makes me really really wanted to skin her alive!
-.-
I was really sincere when makin' that apology this mornin'.
But after what I'd heard from my friends.
I was darn pissed off!
forget `bout it!
shan't elaborate here.
大人有大量 you know!!

sighs~
rather tired right now.
and I have not yet taken my shower =P
stayed back with Aline to study. heh heh
not forgettin' Varnia(Aline's cute sister) as well!
haha.

sighs~
somethin' gonna spoil my tomorrow.
I'm suppose to be havin' a great day tomorrow.
But! the trilympic thingy confiscated it :(
but never mind, lookin' forward to tomorrow, still! :D
Jul's B'day celebration!
heh heh!
^^V!

okay.
needa take my shower already.
and I'm tired.






if you're a loser now, you gonna be a loser forever!








`jaa

EH?
n__n

Watch out for people who say one thing and then do another today -- no matter how powerful they are.
You don't have to call them out on their hypocrisy
but you do have to avoid sharing any of your secrets with them!
Working with other people could be a challenge, generally, today.
Your goals are not in complete alignment with theirs
and compromises might not be possible.
Make sure you are clear with what you say.
You don't want to give anyone an excuse for not following your instructions.

that's for Libraian :D
had my listenin' compre (LC) today.
hmm, it's easier than what I'd expected.
it's even easier than my O, both oral question and LC.
ha-ha.
counted myself lucky? =P
maybe :)

I love today's lessons actually.
`cuz we were being released at 1200!
hah! it's because of the LC :D
great huh?
and I was LATE today, again -.-
have not been late for school lately, today's an exception =P
heh heh!
lucky uh.
know why?
`cuz mrKoh has came up with 'new rule' which is - as long as you're not with your class durin' assembly, you'll be counted as late AND gettin' locked in the room for the entire day AND staight zero for test if you're havin' test on that day.-.-
that was why three of us were like abit worried, `cuz we've got LC -.-
lucky luh.
mrKoh was kind enough to let us off! LOL!
if not.. I also don't know.
actually I don't think he'll exempt us from takin' LC, `cuz it's an A level LC! make sense ya? =P
haha.
crap only la!








secrets should never be shared?
`cuz once you've shared it, be it your friends or strangers or even family, it's no longer a secret.













`jaa

ALLEVIATED
the hurricane had alleviated. But. . .

Don't be impatient with yourself, right now.
It takes time to learn something new
and you have to readjust your expectations.
Try to be a lot more realistic!
Be prepared for this day to feel challenging
and don't be surprised if at the end of it you feel like you've moved two three steps forward and two steps back.
You're learning your limits
and learning is always a good use of your time.
There is no futility going on -- it's all going to be worth something, sooner or later.

thanks aline.
thanks jiayi.
thanks and loves :D

ps: Aline, I'm sure to report to you this friday! PROMISED! if not I give you the permission to chop off my head 0.0! don't take it too seriously `cuz I'm just kiddin' =P

haha.
okay.
I'd er, shall I say an eventful day?
most probably.
went for rehearsal today.
and I got the news from LinYing just half-an-hour before the rehearsal -.-
and I didn't even prepare for the song for once! -.-
thanks uh! -.-
I was like nervous like hell.
I got VERY nervous whenever I'm doin' this kind of thing though.
and i should have gotten used to it -.-

anyway.
went for dance today.
they changed the dance step.
and it's like er, fast? for people like me, it's really fast =P
haha-haha-ha
But I'll TRY my very best to learn it :D
okay.
and It was rather embarrasin' durin' dance today.
`cuz I don't know all those new steps that the teacher'd taught last wednesday.
LOL.
yeah. crazy.

now.
the climax of the day.
I'd er, a small fight with msJiayi.
LOL.
eh, due to somethin'.
yeah it was infuriatin' but funny at the same time -.-
LOL.
but lucky, things got back to what it's suppose to be.











the hurricane had stopped.
But not the rain.












`jaa

CONTINUE..
Shall I?

I want to sleep!
and throw everythin' aside.
I'm restin'.
I want to give myself a break.
and this should be the way.
perhaps.

I never knew I'm such an easily-defeated person.
I've always thought that I'm someone who's with strong determination.
look at me right now.
I think I'm worse than a loser -.-




only if I've got the courage to tell papa what I wanted earlier.
things gonna be 100times better compared to now, definitely. I believe.











`jaa

HAPPY?
I don't know.

I've got mixed feelin'.
not really monday blue.
more to monday black! -.-

properly it's bacause .. I don't know.
Just feelin' very damn miserable :(
feelin' terribly tired.
I'm suffocatin' due to the loads of tests.
It's not that I don't know how.
the thing is .. sighs, I don't know.
I forbid myself from doin' so, But I can't!
I can't bring myself to do it.
and I don't know what the hell am I talkin' `bout!
I DON'T KNOW!

perhaps it's because of the mindset that I'm havin' right now.
am I takin' it for granted?
will everythin' turns out to be okay?
or will it be worse?
I don't know.
I'm seriously don't know.
I'm scared.
I'm in dread of the future, my future.
it's vague because me, myself don't even know what I want :(

I didn't study for the test tomorrow.
I didn't even touch my bag after reachin' home.
not even once.
I don't want to study for it.
I don't know if it's the right thing to do.
But I don't care.
`cuz I don't even know what to do.









if I'm to choose that way...
will it gonna be another regret in my life?











`jaa

GIVE UP!
my best already.

okay.
I'd given up.
tomorrow's GP test.
heck care! -.-
bit of frustration!
it's like there's so so much things to be injected into my memory space.
and my memory space is really really limited -.-
ki-siao!

damn la.
I'm seriously hatin' tests.
really just study for the sake of study.
it's .. . . really. siao! -.-
watlan eh!!
watlan watlan watlan!







can I give up everythin'.
I feels like failin' the upcomin' promo tests and make decision again.
Don't really want to continue in J2, not even J1.
I'm serious.








`jaa

BANANA
yucks!

I'm, perhaps, gonna hate banana for life!
just because of some lame-shit people.
okay. maybe just that one idiotic bitch!

anyway.
things are goin' quite alright nowadays.
just that I'm still livin' in the same-old-sianess.

today isn't a great day.
woke up with mama singin' -.-
sighs~
then was in a cold war with mama because of some trival matter :(
but, things're backed to normal again.

I wonder how my life is gonna be like in the next two year, or rather, next one year :(

ELATED!
woot~

heh heh.
guess where did I go today?
LOOK!

School Graduation Certificate
this certificate is awarded to
SALINA GOH POH LING ^^V

SEE! our year book. FOC!
Raine said they need to pay $5 for it.
ohohoho!

MINISTRY OF EDUCATION
REPUBLIC OF SINGAPORE
hahahahahahha.
my folder!
ps: I don't know if it's called folder. *shrug*

my certificate!
heh heh.
not very nice result. that's why CANNOT close-up =P
hahahahahahah.

okay.
need to clarify.
I'm not showin' off.
`cuz this is somethin' what every student will get ^^V
just that I'm very damn happy to go back to my beloved secondary school!
I miss everythin' in that school :(
my principle, teachers, classroom, classmates, security guard uncles and my darlin' raine
and aki! :D
hahahahaha.
we went to disturb msHong while she was havin' remedial lesson with her class.
very funny luh!
we were sayin', infont of her students, 'msHong we miss your lesson!'
then she immediately said, to her students, 'see, they love math so much'
then aline said 'NOT ANYMORE' -.-
LOL. very funny luh!
then aline said she wants to be in msHong's class again.
`cuz she wants to feel smart -.- LOL
damn funny only.
she's still ya-ya-papaya-ing and turtle-ing LOL.
then I saw mrChan!
hahahahahah.
my cute cute Chan爷 is still as CUTE as ever! :D
I miss him la! miss him very much, serious.
oh ya.
I saw mdmTAN!
haha! she's still as, again, CUTE as ever! :D
she said '我又做茶水大婶了' LOL
and, immediately, I know what she meant =D
hahahahaahah.
sigh~ miss those oral times, and her chinese lessons, and . . intense revision for chinese!
aww~ reminisce reminisce! :(
wait!
still got!
I saw uncle samy!
oh god! he's still the same! HAHAAH
he very funny luh.
then I saw msFun also.
she cut her hair. becomin' more and more preety! heh heh
I wanted to see mrsLee and msFu and Mdm Kuru and alot more teachers d
but they're all nowhere in sight T.T
especially mrsLEE.
raine broke the news to me 'mrsLEE is now the VP of commonwealth sec' -.-
I haven't thank her eh! how can?
I have present for her eh! how can?
angry!
hahahahaahaaha.
I will go back for teacher's day FOR SURE!
`cuz I really miss them eh :(
yeah.
of `cuz, not forgettin' my darlin' raine and aki.
and Jul went back today also!
we had er.. dinner? haha
we went to KFC! our 老地方!
that's the place we used to go very often, after school! :D
hahah.
chatted. actually wanted to catch a movie.
but then.. too late already :(
but never mind. we gonna meet again next saturday for our dear JUL's B'day celebration!
ahahahahah! VERY HAPPY. lookin' forward to it okay.
we're still the same.
VERY talk talk talk talk talk talk TALK non-stop! :D
haha. very funny luh. love that feelin' man! :D
raine and me went to take bus after that.
that old route that we used to er.. stroll? LOL
haha. we chatted along the way.
laughed all the way -.- FUNNY ONLY! :D
aiyo! I need to stop!
the more I continue, the more I'm missin' them.
T.T
MISS THEM ALOT LOT LOT EH!!!!!!
argh!!!!!! I want to cry la.
so sad.
It's all different right now :C



and..

YO!.. ..SIGH~
*yawns*

well, today's Youth day!
which means HOLIDAY! :D
long weekend! not really long but as compared to normal weekend, it is :D
haha! elated!
*claps*
my definition for happy since the day I stepped into JJ is school holiday!
yeah.
pathetic huh?
*sigh*

woke up early, 0800 on the dot, this mornin'
by right shouldn't be wakin' up so early, `cuz I slept at 0044 last night T.T
doin' that stupid differentiation -.-
It's not that I'm hard-workin', just that there was this challengin' question that I came across yesterday made me reluctant to give up -.-
there's bound to be obstruction awaits to hamper your journey! this is especially so when it runs smoothly.
this is Life and It's really irritatin' -.-

however, there's somethin' to bright my day up!
which is. . there's NO TEST for next week! Ha!
yet. .my oral falls on 10th July which means this thursday!
oh. .damn!
sianzational~
I'm not really troubled by this.
I mean.. what's there to be prepare for oral?
unless I'm someone with the power of precognition, which is impossible :D
thus, just sit back and relax and wait for it to come to me! :)
But I might get nervous when it really came.
oh NO! might is the wrong word to use. CONFIRM is the one :(
heh heh!
*craping*

I think I'd missed out a lot of fun :(
missin' those days complainin' to msHong that differentiationishard; integrationishard.
when we were complainin', at least there was still someone I can run to for help :D
but really needa learn to be independent for now.
there's no one you can run to for help!
I don't really like consultation, I find it troublesome.
you might want to say thenyoudeservedit
yeah. I do deserved it! :(
*sigh*
when will my normal-person's-life come back to me?
I hate to live in mediocre though.

Bro. went back to ahma's house yesterday.
and my ahma and ahgong were back! heh heh!
heard bad news like yourahmacannotwalkalready; yourahgong'scancrehasrelapsed
when mama broke the news to me I was like wthell? double attack huh?
cried but useless, cryin' doesn't help, at all!
BUT! 原来 it's some misinterpretation-.- they're like tryin' to send me to my grave huh? -.-
ahma can still walk just that she needs a crutch.
though ahgong's cancer has relapsed but it's under controlled.
hahahhahahaha! I was like phew~
Gratified to hear that :D
-.- I got side tracked.
okay.
watlao. I also want to go back la!
don't want to stay here! -.-
don't want to be encompassed by tests and schoolworks and PROJECT!
(*@$^@)(@+_$(@&*%)(@*%r*@)$*@*3$@*%*@()%&()$@%*@*$%
hahaha!
and my daibak (uncle in cantonese) and bakleong (aunty in cantonese) were back together with ahma & ahgong!
have not seen them for ages -.-
they came back once which was 10years ago (accordin' to mama)
LOL. they will be comin' to singapore too! :D
heh heh. lookin' forward to it!

haha-ha-ha-ahaha-ah
crapped alot.
shall stop here.
till then.




HA!













`jaa

v___v
zzZzZZzzZzzzzzZZ.. . .

I hate PW! -.-
sianz.
tedious job to be done! -.-
and MUST be done! -.-
sigh~

I update my blog less often now.
so sad. . .
and now i needa go take my shower.
have been rotting in front of the computer just for this s2pid WR -.-
SO sick of it! CAN?! -.-
okay.

oh ya.
and I was on an adventure trip with lil' piggie yesterday :D
we'd experienced a day of being a trespasser! :D
cool eh?
hahaha.
lazy to upload those pictures that we took yesterday.
lil' piggie. send you again other day :D
they're still in my phone, that's why.
feelin' very sleepy nowadays.
`cuz I always slept at after 12am, earliest 11pm.
and now? automatically, eyes closed at 9pm, latest 1030pm -.-
-.-
I can sense the sleep spirit is knockin' on my door now -.-












`jaa

SOMEHOW!
I've been banned from usin' this word :)

feelin' too fatigue to update. . .
I'll update again tomorrow, provided IF I've got the time! DAMN!
sianzational~













`jaa

CRAPS =x
almost late -.-

today?
nothin' happen.
have had a very normal sian-school day
so sad -.-
hope that this bloody-tedious PW can end soon. ASAP!
nighty-night

oh ya.
I think I need a pair of neew shoes soon =P
haha
night!












`jaa