Monday, July 14, 2008 10:27:00 AM
HAPPY?I don't know.I've got mixed feelin'.
not really monday blue.
more to monday black! -.-
properly it's bacause .. I don't know.
Just feelin' very
damn miserable :(
feelin' terribly tired.
I'm suffocatin' due to the loads of tests.
It's not that I don't know how.
the thing is .. sighs, I don't know.
I forbid myself from doin' so, But I can't!
I can't bring myself to do it.
and I don't know what the hell am I talkin' `bout!
I DON'T KNOW!
perhaps it's because of the mindset that I'm havin' right now.
am I takin' it for granted?
will everythin' turns out to be okay?
or will it be worse?
I don't know.
I'm seriously don't know.
I'm scared.
I'm in dread of the future, my future.
it's vague because me, myself don't even know what I want :(
I didn't study for the test tomorrow.
I didn't even touch my bag after reachin' home.
not even once.
I don't want to study for it.
I don't know if it's the right thing to do.
But I don't care.
`cuz I don't even know what to do.
if I'm to choose that way... will it gonna be another regret in my life?`jaa