misSA-LINA

Friday, March 13, 2009 8:33:00 AM

HOLIDAY!
Abated?

The war has most probably abated, it's a good thing to mention though but I don't know why is there still rejection towards her; whenever I see her, I can't stop myself from remembering all those disgusting excuses that she gave. Sighs, am I the one who's having the problem or something? I don't know.

It was worse than living in hell yesterday during chemistry lecture, a sudden surge of depression struck me; you wouldn't understand how much I want her to be out of my sight when we were in the same room. That shows how much I hate her; how much I wanted to scream at her face.

I can't fathom why I got so agitated over her telling lies (there's no evidence to prove that she's lying though) also; perhaps it's because no one ever says such BIG lies to me before, and I'd been the one who told fibs (it's just some very small lies to my parents when I was in primary school) all along and now I can really feel how my parents felt then. Karma LOL! You never know hahahahahha!

Yeah, but today, I don't know why, unwillingly though, but I think there maybe chances for us to be , er, I know it's quite an Irony after having said so much shit above, yeah, to be hi-bye friend. =.- No points burying all the anger inside since she will never realize her mistakes; it's kinda tired to see your enemy who is in the same class as you every day. I don't like her.

After Wednesday, I realized that to hate someone is really an arduous, on-going task that requires hell lots of energy, and it's gonna be a never-ending task. FORGET IT.

But anyway, we had sports meet today which had also marked the last day for term 1! hahahahahhahaahahahhahahaahaha-HA! MY HOLIDAY HAD FINALLY ARRIVED!!!!!!

OKAY! TELL YOU WHAT! I'M DAMN HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: BIG thanks to Aline to be there for me on Wednesday! =D

p/p/s: BIG thanks to Ting for your morning message! hahhahahha =D

ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY PEOPLE!!

adios.

LinaGOH