Wednesday, July 22, 2009 11:55:00 AM
DREAMSare reality.I used to be really ambitious when I was little, whenever people asked me what do I wanna be when I grow up, I would simply said
I want to be an air stewardess, nurse and a teacher! out loud. However, as time goes by, I realized I couldn't make myself say my dream out loud anymore, not anymore. Not only that, the level of my confidence is fading off day by day, I wonder what's one gonna be like when his or her confidence got drained out - miserable?
Dreams are fantasies while reality is brutally cruel - life. There was times when I feel like throwing everything away and ignore everything that was troubling me. I do have a dream living inside, not dream but dreams; but like what I'd said, I don't have the courage to show everyone my dreams.
What I need is perhaps motivation? I always motivate myself through various ways but the feeling of re-charged lasted never more than a day.
Why? It was like the impulse of giving up would come back and haunt me after a night of sleep. Life is getting more and more complicated right now - from bad to worst.
I'm never contented. I'm always envying others who are having things that I don't have but in actual fact, I actually had everything, so much that I took everything for granted. When I was on my way home from the tests yesterday, I thought a lot and I saw this poster with a phrase
don't let regrets hold you from a brighter future written on it. It's true right? I'm living in regrets for almost all the time, and it's man stupid -.-
Sighs, anyway, I can't wait to start school right now. With the heavy loads of school works, I believe I won't have any more space for regretting all the things that I'd done. At the same time, I would, most probably, get sick facing all the stress and I would get so upset that I wanna give up everything again. LOL.
Since it's impossible for everything that's already been done to be undone, I think the only thing I could do right now is to work hard to get my life twisted back to how I want it to be. I wonder how long the motivation in me can last, LOL! Hahhaah-HA!
Okay. Enough of emoing. Now six-flags! =D

Terrence

Terrence and Jeffrey =) He wasn't sleeping by the way, he was just feigning.

The giraffe came really near us, that was like so funny! LOL

nice shot right? I know hehs

his butt! LOL

He has got really LONG neck! LOL

Elephant!

rhino!

Lion! ROAR!

Zebra!

This ostrich pecked at our car! LOL

THe goat? Nice view right?! =)

THE ROLLER COASTER!

THis thing looks really crazy! LOL but we didn't get to try it cause it was closed on that day =(

Fire works at night! =)


OKAY HAHAHA finished! =D I've got a lot of pictures but lazy la~
p/s: I wish I could write really well like matt, hahah but it's kind of impossible LOL =(
adios.