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NIGHTMARISH
stopping soon?

I wish I'm in a dream all along, I wish. Even if it's a really bad dream, I just hope when I open my eyes tomorrow, I could see the rainbow right in front of me. Everything that is revolving around me is nightmarish, maybe my old friend visited me - think too much, negatively - and that's why I never stopped feeling troubled by the unnecessary troubles.

Why do we have only 24 hours a day? I think having 24hours to spend in a day is never enough for me. For example, I'd 8hours of sleep yet I yawned non-stop for the whole day. What is this?! Sometimes, I wish I could sleep all the way and don't ever wake up for the next morning until I feel that I've had enough sleep.

You know what, I was having this really good dream the day before - I dreamt that we were having great fun in kbox - it was so real that I almost thought I was in reality instead of dream but everything was spoilt by the stupid 7:00 - time for me to wake up and get ready for work.

Talking about work, I really want to stop working so badly but, at the same time, I don't want to stay home like an idiot doing nothing when I stopped working. Dilemma, yes it is. Sighs, I don't like my life, I never liked my life though. It's 5 minute to 1 right now, I gonna get my sleep and I hope I never need to wake up tomorrow. Hahaha, I sound as if I'm thinking of suicidal no la~ LOL!





adios.