misSA-LINA

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 9:56:00 AM

YET.
thought gloomy days been over yet here comes another storm.

I'm currently staying at my big uncle's place.
but my school is located in Queens where my second uncle lived - really far.
Now I'm left with a decision to vex, again.
as yet, I haven't thought of the supposedly right decision to choose
I loathed making decision, always!
People gave me different opinions
worst is, whatever they analyzed for me seemed to make sense!
and their 'analyzations' left me with ironies.

I'm contented with what I have right now
I know it is already impossible to get the things that I really want back
but I don't want to lose any more things that could quench my thirst.
Everyone is so good to me yet I'm . . .
I almost died from guilt.
Anyway, the decision will appear on its own one day
at least, before 28th.
whatever the future lies ahead, I ought to prioritized my studies on top of everything else.

Well, I went to gym yesterday again!
I couldn't fathom the reason why either
I'm someone, like what huiyi said, who couldn't complete running one round on the field track.
I admit that my stamina is really hopeless
yet, I felt good running on the treadmill =D hoho o.o?
really good.
the feeling was like, oh I could put everything aside for a little while.
concentration.
concentrating on the loud music that was blasting in my ears.
concentrating on the lyrics that was sang into my ears.
I think the gym is going to be the place for me to take a breather from the coming stress.

Hhahha, funny eh?
You must be wondering why I always relate everything to stress LOL.
I seriously, have the least idea of knowing how to handle stress.
and the hopeless thing is that, I can't stop giving unnecessary pressure to myself -.-
Sighs, why am I born like this?! Aiyo~
Anyway, I'm looking forward to the first day of school! =)
and I need to get ready and go to school right now: to give them my immunization records -.-

adios.

LinaGOH